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what I heard was a dream. Wait a moment I never had children, if I had they
would be adults now, gone from the safety and security of the nest. I was alone
in this immense house having had no wife in many years. I couldn't remember if I
had brought anyone home from that bar I went to last night. There was always the
possibility I did. Lord, I drank too much! My head throbbed! My muscles hurt!
Are the ravages of old age setting in?
not a he. Oh yes, I have done that before but I don't know what or who I did in
my inebriated state. All I know is that the male person called incessantly for a
month. All I can think of is that it must have been good! Okay, I think I
enjoyed it also. Damn, I wish I could remember that episode.
really do have to stop this drinking. The doctor warned me at my last physical,
that my liver couldn't handle my binges as it once could. My shrink says that I
have repressed memories causing my drinking. The hell with them both!
noticing immediately it was empty. I also noticed unfamiliar feelings, no
sensations in my body. Yes, I came home by myself, no Bar Hogs this time. Deep
stirrings in my mind brought forth what I seemed to remember that there had been
a woman that I vaguely remember. We had made conversation while we drank in that
establishment, what we spoke of I don't remember. What she looked like I don't
recall, although I think I remember that we went to her place. Was I still
there? No not at all, or at least she wasn't in bed with me. I thought of all
the lies I had fed to those people that I had gone to bed with just to get my
sexual gratification. I had to stop this whoring around! I was a male whore to
say the least!
I heard earlier. My sleep was interrupted as the sound increased its volume as I
tried to and refused to acknowledge it. I kept telling myself in thought to
block the sounds out. Perhaps it was a bad dream I was having or the noises from
my neighbor's children. I remembered my next-door neighbor's baby as I put a
pillow over my head. Was that what I heard?
I felt an added weight that had never been there before. I felt a warm wetness
on my chest that I had never felt before either. I felt the warmness grow as the
baby cried louder and louder to a brashness I had never heard. The warmness
became an itch that needed to be touched or rubbed. I reached under the blankets
moving my hand to the direction of the warmth. At first I thought I felt a
pillow then wetness, my eyes sprang open. My mind said Woman's Breasts; it
remembered the entire episodes of all the women's breasts my hands have ever
felt. I threw the blankets and sheet from my body, looking at my chest in
partial shock. What in the hell………? Oh Shit, the doctor was right! I was in
panic mode, remembering that the doctor told me I would grow breasts if I didn't
stop drinking. What in the hell was my hand wet from? I touched my breasts;
again they seemed to be large, hard and leaking fluid. Fluid, breast milk,
lactation? I sat up perplexed, very scared and now totally awake. I wasn't
dreaming as I felt the excrescencies on my chest again.
baby cry again. This time the cries were much louder and coming from within this
house. Was I hearing things? No, not at all the cries came from inside this
house. I was in complete sensory shock. I had to feel my breasts once again, oh
yes they were still leaking and the baby cries getting louder in pitch and
volume. My swollen nipples leaked all the more. I rubbed my face and eyes to
wake up further. I noticed I had no beard as I usually had in the morning after
touching my face. Maybe I shaved last night without cutting my throat with the
razor. My skin was soft to the touch. What the hell was happening? I immediately
placed a hand to the Family Jewels. Oh yes! They were intact; all was fine down
there. The baby screamed louder as I felt my breasts. They were heavy, hard and
ached. I needed to get up. I needed to think. What the hell happened? What was I
to do?
illumination in the room was from a nightlight plugged into awall electrical
outlet. I was totally off balance my center of gravity had changed. I needed to
steady myself, leaning on a dresser near the bed. That was when I caught a
reflection in the dresser mirror of a young woman. That young woman had a
picturesque face of unknown origin, (possibly Celtic, Slavic or Scandinavian),
very green eyes, alabaster skin (Just beginning to tan), High Cheek bones, perky
nose, a great deal of thick, Auburn below shoulder to the waist hair. Her body
was young, curvaceous with very lovely perky breasts that appeared full and
firm. As she stared back I saw she was also nude to her baby baring hips. I also
knew she was totally naked. She too held the dresser as I did. I was beyond
befuddlement. Everything was out of the norm.
taller, heavier, a great deal older and of course male since birth. The
correlation between us being one and the same was impossible to say the least.
Or was there a correlation? I didn't want to think of this improbability, or
perhaps fact. I turned away from the mirror the young woman was not there in the
room only I. It was then that I noticed the furniture around me seemed to be
placed differently. All the furniture was larger. Wait a minute this isn't even
my furniture or bedroom. What the hell did I drink last night? I know I didn't
smoke, ingest or snort anything. Where in the hell am I? My fear was rising;
everything was out of synch. Please, oh please, what is going on? What's
happening? My mind spun in confusion.
Everything was in a different place more specifically my chest, hips, waist and
butt. My waist was small. My hips were large as well as my butt. My chest was
not the manly chest of old, being replaced with a set of womanly breasts that
any woman would have been proud to have on her body. I was not proud of these
protrusion I was a man after all. Dropping to the floor I began to cry and so
did the baby.
my face. It had been years since I had cried so profusely. My mind was screaming
in torment. I still heard the baby; it had to be somewhere close. Perhaps as I
said it was a neighbor's child but after looking at my protruding chest somehow
I doubted it was. I found a pair of pink silk lounging Pajamas lying across the
bed and a pair of pink low-heeled mules by the bed. Oh shit not that! Staring
about the room there was nothing there to put on. I had no choice but to put
those on, as I was not about to walk around naked. After getting dressed, I
followed the sound of the crying after opening the door to my bedroom almost
falling in the low-heeled shoes. How in the hell do women walk in these things?
The baby's crying was louder! My crying was harder! I also noticed further as I
walked out of the bedroom, that this was definitely not my house at all.
several doors but only one that was open partially with soft rays of yellow
light coming from the room. Walking up to that door I heard the baby crying. I
pushed the door open walking into what appeared to be a nursery. The room was
done in white, pink and blue, which confused me all the more. A white crib was
located against the far wall against another wall was a changing table and
dresser. Near the other wall were a white rocking chair, side table and playpen.
Fairy Tale images hung from all the walls; Stuffed animals and dolls abounded
everywhere throughout the room. The plush rug was a very dark shade of pink.
Entering the room further I thought that the nursery was tastefully decorated.
It had a woman's touch! How in the hell did I get here? Why was I here in this
house? Where was the mother? Why was the baby crying as if deserted? I just
couldn't leave although the crying was driving me to a demented state not able
to think until I came to the crib.
many ways but crying, no screaming its lungs out. Something came over me at the
moment I saw the child, perhaps a maternal instinct. Maternal Instinct? I
reached into the crib taking the child into my arms placing the tiny bundle into
my shoulder holding its tiny neck for support. Almost immediately the child
seemed to settle down as I held it as a mother holding any child. The thoughts I
had were many. Maybe the woman was in one of those other rooms that I saw. Maybe
she and I drank too much and she passed out. Why had she neglected the cries of
her baby? Who in the hell was I now? I had so many questions and not one answer.
was here! My voice scared me even more being so high in pitch, sexuality spewed
from it. The baby began wiggling its little body trying to dig itself into my
shoulder. Why, I didn't know but I sensed it was hungry.
doors to peer into them. All four massive bedrooms were empty, each again
attractively styled and furnished in a feminine hand. Not a bed was mussed; a
doily out of place, not even a dust bunny was visible anywhere.
made our way to the kitchen. I noticed that in all the rooms we went through the
color tones and paneling were dark and muted but not to the point of being
morbid, they were more of a masculine flair. Was there a man that lived here? A
husband? Oh Shit!
rubbing across my back down to my butt cheeks, the silk rubbing on my skin and
shoes on my feet. I thought I had to be hallucinating or a very bad dream.
Reality struck as the baby began to whimper. It wasn't a dream! The baby in my
arms was real. I knew it needed to be fed. I had to get to the kitchen and feed
it soon.
overload. As we passed the next room, I would assume it to be a family room. I
saw a quilted comforter on the couch. I went to it and draped it over my
shoulders, wrapping it around my body while holding the baby. We once again
proceeded on our journey to the kitchen.
design. I opened the stainless steel door of the refrigerator looking for, but
not finding any formula. I did find a diet Pepsi taking it with us. Looking
through the cabinets I saw no formula or food for the baby. The baby was
stirring once again in my arms. I knew it would start crying again. We went back
upstairs to the nursery.
placed the diet Pepsi on the table near the rocking chair. After sitting down
and crossing my legs, I noticed that my nipples began to tingle. I remembered
ages ago when my ex-wife breast-fed our children that she said she experienced
the samesensations. I tried to do what she had done emulating her actions. Okay,
so I didn't know what I was doing. I had that fear again but I also had a very
large need to feed this baby now crying, no screaming, all so very loudly. I
hoped that no one would hear it screaming. I thought once again stirring old
memories of those past days. I opened my top finally raising the baby to my
aching, engorged breasts it found my nipple and sucked greedily as it attached
itself. I felt a warmth flowing through my body and a stirring in my loins.
They were songs of joy, love, and of course family. I remembered those past
wonderful memories. I thought of my three sisters and brother that I had not
been in contact with in years. I truly missed them all. They were family. Coming
out of my reverie I glanced down at the baby. My little angel had its eyes
closed as it fed at my breast. Oh Lord what did I say 'My' for? I'm not the
mother! I'm a man or at least I was.
I began to sing one softly. I was pleased with the sounds that came from my
mouth. I had a very pleasant singing voice that seemed to relax the baby and
myself; I had to smile as I sang. The baby was content, as was I. I was
experiencing something that no normal man could or would do. I was experiencing
the joys of motherhood. I was still confused on how I came here. It was still
unclear how I was changed to my present form. What was the explanation? The
questions repeated themselves in my head, why did it happen. While the baby
suckled I tended to relax more continuing to sing to the baby. I switched the
baby over to the other breast, immediately it took the nipple. It seemed to me
that I was getting better at this nursing thing.
description, beyond imagination. The one dream that I had was I was being made
love to by a person or persons that was unknown to me. The dream shook me to my
very essence, though I think I was enjoying the love fest. I awoke startled by
the dream. I was so startled and annoyed that I checked to see if I still had my
penis. Oh Lord it was gone! My penis was gone! In its place was a vagina that
was very moist. I began to panic! Why? Why was this happening to me? I once
again placed my free hand between my legs to check myself, almost dropping the
baby in my panic. Now I really needed to think, perhaps getting out of this
house. What about the baby? I couldn't leave it alone. Damn these maternal
instincts!
was still nursing and partially asleep. Ever so gently I took the baby from my
breast, taking it into my arms to the crib. I placed it into its crib. It didn't
stir when it was put down. I covered it, giving it a kiss on the forehead. It
was a kiss any mother would give a baby. As I did this I had forgotten all the
changes to my body, as the baby was the most important item of thought. Where
was the mother? What if she saw me breast-feeding her child? How would she
react? I'm Dead! Truly screwed! I gazed once again at its cherubic face. I was
thinking that maybe someone would come to claim it. Damn I hoped not! What did I
just think? There was absolutely no sense to my feelings, new body and parts. At
the very least I could have received an owner's manual!
Bedroom padding down the hallway. I knew that I would have to face whatever had
happened to me and soon. As I entered the bedroom I turned on the lights. I
first noticed a strange woman in the mirror at the dresser I hung onto before. I
almost spoke to her before realizing the reflection was my new one. She appeared
to be ever so young while I was previously over the age of fifty. She was
average height being about 5'7" while I again used to be 6'2". This woman was
pretty with her lightly tanned skin, auburn hair down her back, large firm
breasts, waspish waist, full hips and a pretty rounded butt. Her vagina was
framed with auburn pubic hair that was trimmed expertly. I looked closely at my
new face, gone were the crags and valleys that had etched themselves over time.
Now my face was smooth with high cheekbones and very green eyes. The ravages of
age were gone but so was my old body. Why did this happen? Where was the logic
to this situation? What was I going to do? Perhaps I need to telephone Irene, my
youngest sister. Yes she was wise in her ways and would keep quiet about my
situation. I hope!
cried. I pondered whether to go back to bed again to rejuvenate myself; perhaps
this nightmare would end.
them. I saw an alarm clock on a bedstead table that I didn't notice before that
it showed 6:30am. I wanted to peek out those windows but was afraid to do so. I
heard the ocean and the breaking surf that was close by. I was afraid that the
world had changed like I had. Looking around I knew that I was safe here in this
house and things had some semblance of normalcy.
hair, for me to look at it. My hair fell heavily to my chest covering my
breasts. My hair was dirty and knotted. It was totally unacceptable by my
standards or by any woman's standards. I thought about cutting some of it off. I
left the comforter on the bed.
thought to myself how could anyone live with this mess?
drawers, and closets. There was not a pair of scissors to be found not even
cuticle scissors or nail clippers. I thought about the nail clippers, as my
fingernails were long, painted a deep red and well taken care of but far too
long.
feminine sanitary supplies. This was truly a woman's bathroom. It had different
shades of the color pink throughout; even the towels were pink. The only thing I
found close to scissors or a razor was a Lady Remington electric shaver and an
Epilady Epilator (Ouch!) Why wasn't there anything here that was sharp or had a
blade? I'd have to check that kitchen again!
seeing them both. The shower won! I found all that I needed in the shower stall
except for a privacy curtain. I noticed that this unit could also be used as a
Sauna so it had a door instead to seal the stall like a separate room with a
bench that protruded from the wall.
could hear any noises. My first priority was to get my hair in shape. Thankfully
I had watched all the women in my life as they took care of their needs and
bodies. I knew what had to be done to this mop of hair I had. After cleansing my
new body and hair I sat on the toilet. I crossed my legs high, as I have seen so
many women in my former life do and hanging my head down combing out the tangles
from my now long gorgeous hair. I was so very proud of it before, now I was even
prouder after I blow-dried it.
sensations I had when I was a male. My hearing was more acute. My sensory
perceptions were double of what they were. While in the shower I had noticed
that my breast and vaginal areas were very sensitive to my touch. Now I knew why
all the women I had known loved foreplay so much in preparation of being made
love to. The feelings of arousal, stimulation tended to increase in intensity in
readiness for orgasm.
while taking care of my hair. My hips were wide, seemingly to straddle the furry
cover I sat upon. When I bent over my breasts hung and swayed. I thought that if
I were a man watching this erotic scene the man and I would be making grand
love. I am not the man anymore; I am the woman. Who the hell was I posing for? I
had to stop this erotic thinking!
happened last night. What really did happen? Why did this happen to me? Who was
I now? When did this happen? So many questions and no answers! I had to
remember!
to the bedroom I picked up the telephone receiver dialing my sister's Irene's
number. She answered; thank goodness it wasn't my brother-in-law Al, who
answered.
hasn't spoken to me in months! Put that no good son of a bitch on the phone!"
where we lived over on Jackson Street. You stole a candy bar from the store. The
owners told mom and dad but they didn't know which of us took it. I told mom and
dad I did it to protect you from the beating. We promised we would never tell
anyone what really happened not even the others. I know you remember how close
all of us were. Do you remember?"
sound so funny? Like a little Girl? Are you in some type of trouble? Can I help?
Where are you?"
quickly but not going into great detail. As I was speaking to her I was also
looking through the various drawers of the bedsteads and the dressers trying to
find an address. I was in luck! I found a checkbook with the address and my new
last name. Giving the information to her she would be here in ten minutes. Irene
told me to just relax and to make sure I would open the door for her.
restless after getting off from work. I decided not to go home but to go to
dinner out and a nightclub after. I didn't know if I wanted to get drunk or to
get laid. I went to a place in L.A. that I knew of. It was one of those kinky
types of places, all Leather and Lace. It had a diverse clientele that ranged
from Straights to BD/SM to Drag Queens and everything in between. I just loved
to see the costumes that these people wore. This was a vacation for me of sorts
being in the financial world as an investment banker, the suit and tie crowd.
several drinks and some great conversation, I knew this woman was a genetic
woman and not a queen. I had found out from her that she was a commercial artist
doing stained glass leaded windows. We had hit it off tremendously.
make me fearful. Perhaps it was her height being around 5'11" in short heels.
Perhaps it was her short boyish haircut. All I know is I was thinking of trying
to get out of this situation gracefully. She turned to me before getting into
her car; it was then that I became really fearful.
real woman and all would be well.
of fact it was this address, now that I think about it.
into my direction she began to massage my crotch. I still remember the slowness
of her fingernails tracing my erection. As she drew down my zipper I think I
lost consciousness. I don't remember anything after that until this morning. Did
I pass out?
I was the one driving the car. Why didn't we have a wreck? I didn't think I
drank that much. Was the complete episode real? How could I wake up in someone
else life? I had my own to live!
intense fervor. It had to be my sister Irene!
at the door seeing two shadows of females at the stain glass window. Oh shit she
brought someone with her, I thought. I swung the door open, standing there was
my sister Irene and Karla another sister of mine.
was once, one of the middle children of the family now I'm the baby! Oh shit mom
would have a fit if she found out. I let them in, hit a button that said
Security Gate and took them up to the Master Bedroom. Not a word was spoken
until we reached it.
again." Karla said.
you Okay?" Irene asked.
and crying. Between sobs I went into detail about all that had happened. I saw
the looks of disbelievement and astonishment. They each gave me a sisterly hug
although I sensed they were hiding something.
options deciding I didn't have any. Those options even included medical science.
(Hey there's your sister over there in the jar. We dissected her.)
wearing my dresses as a kid when we played house. I guess you'll have your own
now.
absolutely faint. You'd better watch Al though he might try to get into those
panties of yours. Mom will be absolutely without words." Karla said with a
smile.
8:30am. I needed to call the office but couldn't sounding like I did. There was
no possible way I was going in the way I looked. They would have me lock away as
a crazy woman.
office for me.
answer until the voice mail responded with my secretary's voice.
to call and let you know that he has had a family emergency. He wanted me to ask
you to reschedule the board meeting for sometime next week. Also here is a
number where you can leave messages for him. Which she gave her and Irene's
telephone numbers. It was not a good idea to give the present number out to
her.) Sorry but as I said before the emergency was a death in our family.
Thanks." With those final words Karla hung the phone up as if it was going to
melt from the heat of the lie she just told.
felt. I may be a great many things but deceitful to others was not in my genetic
make up.
Maybe you'll feel better then."
bedroom. One went to explore the dresser while the other found an immense
walk-in closet. Me, I sat stoically on the bed in my robe more in shock then
anything else. Both of them discussed everything feminine without my opinion.
Finally they emerged with their hands full of clothing. Oh my Lord, they had
nothing but lace and satin.
said.
an intake of air from the both of them. This was the first time that they both
were speechless since we were children.
when I checked your bra size tag. You really are a D cup. I've just decided, I'm
getting breast implants, Bigger is better." Karla said teasingly and laughed.
strapless underwire bra to put on. I have to say I was in a sensory overload as
the panties went up my legs to my new vagina. The bra took some of the strain
off my back but the satin cups hardened my nipples. I also had to put nursing
pads into them to absorb any leaks that they had brought from the bathroom. Next
was a lacy red garterbelt that they showed me how to put on pulling the garters
through my panties and explaining why. Next came a half-slip, nude nylons, red
Mary Jane's and a red and white floral patterned sundress.
by Karla and Irene. They both said I had to give the impression to all that I
was what I looked like a beautiful young girl, wife and a mother. Their logic
was impeccable! I had to do as they said at least until I knew what was going
on.
much better now. At the same time I had a difficult time in realizing it was I.
Forcibly I was taken to the, no my make-up table where I was instructed in the
art of application. When I was finished I had to admit I looked and felt
extremely different. The baby began to cry once again.
picked up the baby after uncovering it when they both came in. The baby seemed
to recognize me and smiled.
I said mommy, much to my chagrin and my sister's merriment.
Table the baby wanted to touch my face and play with my hair. My hands shook I
had not changed a diaper in decades. I fumbled with the sleepers' snaps finally
getting it off. After that I saw the adhesive strips and opened those on the
diaper. It was soaked. It was then that I saw the baby was a little girl.
It looks like you have a daughter and we have a new niece."
daughter, I'm not a woman! I didn't give birth!"
you. I don't know how but they did it. But you my dear have a second chance at
life, but this time, to take care of and raise a beautiful little girl. I do
hope you have a husband too. Then you will be complete woman. Okay so now you're
only two-thirds complete." Irene said giving me a light pinch on the arm.
changed one in many years. Oh well, it needed to be done, but I would have to do
something about these fingernails. I didn't want to scratch and injure my
daughter with these talons they were dangerous. I guess we will do okay. The
only thing is I wished that my hands would stop shaking.
with her in my arms.
sundress before sitting down in the rocker. Why? I untied the shoulder strings,
allowing the covering to fall exposing my bra'd breasts. I managed to pull out
the breast pads after unhooking my bra.
myself. She found my nipple and started to suckle at once. I picked up a folded
shawl from the side table placing it over the baby and myself so we wouldn't
chill. I looked up noticing that both of my sisters had left the room.
each other Sweetie. I'll try to be a good mommy to you. You sure are cute." I
gave the baby a motherly kiss and smiled contentedly. In the recesses of my mind
I thought that my sister's were holding something back from me. What was it?
content in your arms." Irene said with a smile.
for formula or pureed baby food and couldn't find any. We noticed that there
were no sharp objects of any type anywhere. We did find an electric Breast Pump
and Baby bottles though they've never been used.
status. You know Post Partum Depression maybe."
suicide. I was too strong mentally to do that, I think. I adapted to a situation
that most would have done themselves in. Okay, I hate the sight of blood
especially if it's mine.
house. He scared the hell out of me when I saw him in looking into the window."
Karla said
situation with no escape possible. While thinking I switched the baby to my
other breast. I never saw a happier baby. She was always smiling after she was
given a dry diaper and fed. She was happy and healthy. I guess that I was happy
too. I found peacefulness, no tranquility in my new role as a nursing mother,
although my nipples did hurt from the breast-feeding.
have to get my hair cut or there were going to be problems.
said.
sensible idea."
her hand.
with hair or earrings that dangle."
joys of Motherhood I thought. Karla and Irene found the adjoining bathroom. They
went in and came out with a towel and damp face cloth. They both helped to clean
the baby and me.
Karla can help you with your hair."
into the bathroom to show me myself in a mirror. Oh Lord, I really did look
young, too young to be a mother or Oh My Lord, a wife. My thoughts almost caused
me to Hyperventilate. Wife, Mother Oh Shit, Lover, pregnant! Please kill me now,
my brain screamed. How, there's nothing sharp in this house, it said mumbling in
return.
her hand onto my shoulder giving it a slight squeeze. I calmed down and turned
toward her saying, "I'm scared, Sis."
the family will help you."
mind screamed, ‘All the girls!’ Now I knew there would be hell to pay for all
the hell I caused them while they grew up. I went to the dresser and pulled out
red shorts and a red T-shirt styled top for the baby. I found cute white baby
sandals in her closet. Within minutes I had her dressed. Irene brushed her hair
out (which was not long) placing barrette's in it. We all agreed the baby looked
adorable! Like mother like daughter. Oh crap, did I just think that too?
at the front of the house. I sat on the couch with the baby in my arms facing
the windows. Irene and Karla went to the kitchen. I gazed about the tastefully
furnished room. I thought it was simplistic in design yet fully functional for
entertaining guests.
the security fencing and driveway gates. I happened to see a man on the other
side of the street from the house. He just stood there looking at the house. I
expected him to go on his way but he didn't, he continued to stare at the house.
At first I thought he might be out for a stroll although it was possible he may
have been looking at the flora and fauna in the front yard garden. Maybe he
would lose interest and leave. The man appeared to be normal having short auburn
hair and clean clothes, but you never know today about people.
photosynthesized glass that allowed you to see out but not in that I realized
was installed throughout the house. Even if the man could see inside all he
would see is the baby in my arms and myself. In many ways I felt insecure. I
decided to check the front door making sure it was securely locked.
purse on a table there. I grabbed the purse and entered the kitchen with my
sisters making coffee.
still in my arms. Karla had just placed a cop of coffee before me.
house. I began to tremble as I almost fell from the padded stool, and the baby
whimpered. We were both frightened by the sound but I wanted to run, no I was
determined to protect my daughter.
skillet in her hands. She had always been the brave one when we were growing up.
She was neither afraid of anyone or anything especially growing up the youngest
in our household. Oh how we tormented her.
house I found a trashcan lying on its side with a cat sniffing at the trashcan.
It was my assumption that the cat had knocked the can over. By the way have you
been outside yet?"
pool, Jacuzzi, small garden, poolhouse and deck. I think you're pretty well off
Sweetie."
retirement, now I guess I have many more years to plan for it."
Okay Sweets, you do have money or your husband does."
truth. You're an adorable piece of womanhood. If you do have a husband, consider
yourself blessed or cursed as the case may be." Irene said.
don't need to think about that just yet. There's just too much that's been
dumped into my lap. A daughter is just one of those. So can it, Huh!"
after I dumped it unceremoniously onto the counter.
emery boards, lipstick, sanitary pads, a bulging clutch purse, checkbook,
cigarettes and lighter, Address Book, red velvet jewelry bag, cell phone and
many keys on a Taz key ring.
a man holding her. He was tall, muscular, brown haired and good-looking. I
handed all those pictures to Irene and Karla. In another compartment were filled
with Bank Credit Cards, American Express (all of the Platinum series), an ATM
card and over $1000.00 in cash. In a concealed compartment were all the P.I.N's,
Banks, account numbers and balances of all.
Security card and folded were also other papers. I took out a Drivers License
and looked at the photograph nearly passing out. It was I! Or at least the
person I now was. My name was now Arlene Francine Foster-MacGregor, Age 19. Holy
Shit I wasn't even 21 yet and a mother but the maiden name was correct. Folded
up was a copy of my, no our Wedding Certificate, my husband's name was Gordon
Michael MacGregor, Age 24.
Foster-MacGregor; Age 6 weeks. There were also copies of both Gordon's and my
Birth Certificates and a new license identification card issued by the State of
California to me.
bell.
husband has an investment brokerage firm that does business with the bank I work
for, no worked for. We went out several times for luncheon meetings. He's a good
kid and very intelligent in the banking field, very personable, not stuck up or
snobby in the least. Very old money left to him by his deceased relatives or
something.
Handing the baby to Irene, I lit it. Now why did I do that? I gave up smoking
over 10 years ago. I exhaled the smoke, getting up to get an ashtray from the
cabinet. Now how did I know it was there? All I knew is the cigarette tended to
relax me but tasted terrible.
displeased, tough shit. I didn't care at the moment what they thought. I thought
to myself, if the real mother should show up she'll probably kill me for several
reason. The reasons flooded the first was for assuming her place as wife and
mother; breast feeding her baby, living in her home and quite possibly many
other things that I haven't thought of. I picked up the jewelry bag dumping the
contents; out of it came a diamond engagement and matching wedding ring with
diamonds that could sink a ship. For an unknown reason I placed them onto my
left-hand ring finger. Oh Crap! I'm in really, really deep shit! Now how do I
come up smelling like a rose? All Karla and Irene did was give a knowing smile.
contents back into the purse and closing it, I started to question my sanity,
remembering who and what I was before. What if this woman really was me? What if
this house was really mine? What about little Lynn was she mine also? How could
I have a baby and not remember the pregnancy and birth? Why didn't I remember
anything of Arlene's life if I was truly she? I had all of Andrew's memories
over fifty year’s worth. Gee it was like an episode of the television series the
Outer Limits with no end to the plot. How in the hell did I wind up in someone
else's life? What happened to the other Arlene? Is this what they called an
alternative universe: the Doppelganger Effect? I want my own life back!
leaving. I started to shake, violently trembling. I needed to leave this house.
I needed the fresh air. I needed to think. I looked at the rings that were on my
finger. I looked out the window not seeing the man I saw before. No one was on
the street.
it back to the kitchen. Taking the baby from Irene's arms I placed her in the
stroller.
out."
center with one not too far away."
case anyone comes. Also here's a list of what Lynn needs. We noticed that the
refrigerator is full as is the freezer and pantry."
don't like the idea of you staying here by yourself."
check to see if Lynn was secure in her stroller. Panic-stricken again, I thought
about the baby needing a diaper changing or spitting up.
diapers, wipes, powder, Desitin, sunscreen, a towel, and a light sweater for me,
a change of clothes for the baby and a light blanket. It was just what we
needed. Irene graciously took the bag smiling as she placed it over her shoulder
with her purse. I took my purse and did the same after her hand signals. It was
out the door we went with Karla locking the door behind us.
subside gradually as we got further from the house and through the security
gates leading to the street. In some respects I was self conscious about wearing
the clothes I had on. I imagined everywhere I went that people would stop,
stare, point at me and laugh.
dressed as a teenage girl. Could or would anyone know of my past life? I surely
hoped not, nonetheless I was afraid, very afraid of my predicament. Thank
goodness for Irene and Karla coming with the baby and me. I managed to take a
deep breath, to compose myself, forcing myself to relax and once again to adapt
to my situation.
H-2 in an open doored garage. I had to assume that was to be my vehicle. Why in
the world couldn't I have a small car? I guess it was a safety thing. I looked
for the key ring I found earlier, handing the keys to Irene.
doors on the Hummer, doing so. We found a baby carrier in the back seat; I
placed Lynn into it, with me sitting next to her. After everything needed was
placed into the vehicle Irene started it backing up and out through the gates.
custom made, having all the latest gadgets and some I've never seen before. I
looked at Karla and Irene; both seemed to having a good time as we drove and
spoke of old family reminiscences. Lynn just slept in her carrier. Me, I looked
for the bar and booze!
catered to the locals as well as tourists. After parking we all got out heading
to the supermarket. I couldn't help the feeling that we were being watched. I
looked around but saw nothing unusual bot again I was in a strange place. As I
pushed the stroller, Irene and Karla were on either side of me holding onto me
giving the much courage and support that I needed. Arlene was awake and very
happy to be outside or so it seemed. A breeze picked up in velocity making it
difficult to push the stroller and hold down my dress as we walked along the
pavement to the sidewalk.
it. Just think of how many men are hoping your dress goes up. How many of them
may well have a Heart Attack if it does?"
a type of alleyway between buildings for deliveries. I noticed that the man I
saw at the house earlier was standing near that alleyway. He seemed to be
waiting and watching. My fear factor climbed. How in the hell did he get here?
How in the hell did he know we were coming to this particular mall?
he did recover quickly. He took several steps toward the stroller and us in a
non-threatening way.
almost yelling, "Do we know you?" The words came out of my mouth in a little
girl way. I was frightened out of my wits. I knew that the sound of my voice was
not intimidating to anyone or anything.
pained facial expression along with the body language.
stores close by. It was then that I realized that this man was the mother of
Lynn. She was the former inhabitant of this body. I don't know how, but my
feelings seemed true. (Okay, I'll say it, Woman's Intuition-Better now!)
It screamed to me to run! I saw that this man was clenching and unclenching his
fists possibly to indulge himself in hurting us, no me. He stood still moving
his mouth with no words coming out. There was anger in his eyes along with hate
for me. I was the interloper in his life.
had said anything it would have worsened the situation. This man was deranged!
He was certifiably demented!
started to walk again pushing the stroller making Irene and Karla follow. I knew
that if there were a physical confrontation I would lose, as this body was not
large of physically muscular. We had to get past this person that was on the
edge of psychotic behavior. Ahead of us was a jewelry shop. I hoped that it
would be open. That was our destination.
She will take everything away from you."
becoming slippery due to the petro chemicals being released.
things that helped were my thoughts of Lynn and my sisters. The man still came
toward us as I looked over my shoulder.
coming toward us. I heard the footsteps of someone running behind me, running
away.
not saying a word. During the verbal altercation I had hoped that those two
would remain quiet and not add fuel to a fire that could spread into a disaster.
As I have said those two could be formidable opponents.
saved all of us. She seemed to be waiting for us. What was I going to say to
her? All I could say was thanks from all of us. At the last moment I was going
to try to avoid her but decided against it.
addressing. I then recovered remembering my present state. I looked the woman
that appeared to be concerned about all are welfare. She was perhaps in her mid
thirties to early forties, with dark hair done into a French Braid. If I were a
male again I would not hesitate to ask the woman out for dinner she was a
stunner in her looks. Her eyes were what caught my attention. They show immense
intelligence, love and a special caring. They appeared to be wise beyond her
ways. My intuition kicked in telling me that she knew about my new life. Could
she be trusted; again my intuition said yes. I would have to take a position of
wait and see.
to our aid."
Lynn's hand.
around her."
that the baby did mean a great deal to me. I was becoming attached to her. What
was that term? Oh yes, bonding. I had become bonded to her as any mother does to
their children. Whoa now back up! Did I just say as any mother? I was not her
mother! Oh what the hell, I guess I probably do look like her mother now, but
now I'm more in the role of her protector. (Yeah I know what you're thinking,
Bullshit. Okay you're right!)
and I'll make us some tea. Besides I could use a little company, business
doesn't pick up until later in the week."
yet.
kept private. The first thought was if I was the true mother of Lynn that I
might have acted the way that the Auburn hair man did. Someone had stolen both
of our lives scrambling them ever so well. Was there a reason to this insanity
that I did not perceive? Why had I not handed Lynn to that person? Why didn't I
try to reason with him? Perhaps between us we may have found out what had
happened to us. But if I remember correctly my senses screamed that there was
something not quite right with that person.
The thoughts of that person being mentally deranged were as noticeable as a
blind person walking. And that blind person was trying to cross the street
holding their white, red tipped cane. If my problem became physical how was I to
defend myself and protect Lynn? I was now almost a foot shorter, many pounds
less and no musculature strength then I had as a male.
of my business, but did you know him?"
I had ever met him. Is there a reason you asked that?"
time ago, months actually. He was around here with woman that looked like you. I
thought you might have gotten a separation or a divorce from him. Was he a
boyfriend or lover?"
around here with a dark haired man when you were pregnant though, that's why I
asked."
that Karla and Irene were giving the lady and myself. They were totally confused
as I was.
was still smiling when I checked her. I was amazed that she didn't become upset
with all the screaming that had been done.
for customers to use. The items that were on display were all antique, custom
made and expensive. It consisted mostly of rings, necklaces, anklets, earrings
and sets.
what I think the doctor called it."
the discussion began.
the body switch that occurred. I don't know but I think somehow she's involved."
Karla said softly.
answers to. I don't want to be committed to an asylum and I don't want people
thinking I have mental problems either."
said.
saying, "I wasn't trying to eavesdrop. This shop has excellent acoustics, I'm so
sorry for hearing your conversation. Arlene Honey, I will help you as much as
possible. Right now I am limited in what I can say." She said before going to
the back again to a whistling teakettle.
please not now I have so many questions that need to be answered. I un-strapped
her from the stroller took her into my arms. She was hungry and needed to be
fed. I didn't want to take her back to the Hummer for fear that the man may
still be out there waiting. I saw a large couch, tables and chairs near the back
of the store and started walking to it.
the light blanket. To untie the straps and releasing my breasts stared to become
second nature to me. I pulled out the nursing pads from my bra, adjusted myself
to a comfortable position allowing Lynn to begin suckling. Those wondrous
feelings again washed over me as I breast fed although my nipples were getting
sore. I smiled when I looked at her.
came back holding a tray with a teapot, four mugs and necessities.
steaming brew.
said.
they said.
similarities are not evident. Arlene would you like honey or cream in your tea?"
breast fed our children so………" Karla said.
woman then showed me how to make Lynn to take more of the breast into her sweet
mouth. Also she showed me to hold the flesh back away from the baby's nose so
she could breath.
on you. Now the milk is another matter. If she's noo on right just pull her off,
the both of you will learn quickly."
knew that the baby came first over any discomfort I had or endured. Thank you
again for the lesson on Breastfeeding 101."
mothers don't know all the intricacies of motherhood. Most mothers today never
saw how their mothers did it because their mothers didn't breastfeed. The
decision of whether to breast-feed or bottle feed is very important. Many
younger women feel it is too time consuming and would rather bottle feed with
formula.
more system immunities, vitamins and minerals along with faster developmental
growth.
being the you you're now." she replied while she sipped her tea.
was shaking her nodding her head, indicating no, while Karla nodded to indicate
yes. I decided to go with Karla's instincts. This was not a good time to be
misleading. My instincts were of before that this woman knew or sensed the
truth. I also sensed she could be trusted.
anything out completely telling her the truth as I told Irene and Karla earlier.
Elvis on Ed Sullivan."
of being herself. She talked a talked to me a great deal of killing the baby and
committing suicide. I repeatedly asked her to get help, but she would only shake
her head. In time she stopped coming around here, I think she was embarrassed by
what I knew. I thought that she had psychological problems that needed to be
addressed."
don't understand one of which is what happened to you. I think you may need to
speak to your husband."
comfortable with the thoughts of performing wifely duties.
me Witch."
person's privacy and this was one of them. If she wanted to tell me something
then I sensed she would have. I dropped the subject. My intuition tingled that
she was more then what she seemed to be. And knew much more than what she was
saying.
something from one of the lower shelves. Returning back to the couch again, with
seven medium sized black velvet bags, she handed me two giving the others bags
to Karla and Irene.
That includes two gifts for Thomas and Sheila. All I ask is you wear at least
one item of the set constantly Arlene."
over at Karla and Irene doing the same. As Amanda removed the paper from each
piece I watched.
chain was made of silver colored metal. Each piece had a stone that looked to be
emeralds with a magnificent starburst of gold with flecks of different colors in
the emerald. All the items were hand crafted and ornately done.
it is part of your stock for the shop. It is quite obvious that they are very
costly." Irene said.
collected from what could be called special or holy place. Consider them a form
of protection. I know I'm being cryptic but please wear them and enjoy the
pieces."
anklets and the earrings. I didn't know that my ears were already pierced until
she put mine in. We each placed the rings on our right hand ring fingers as
instructed by Amanda.
bag only contained a ring and Amulet that was distinctively masculine however
Sheila's and mom's were the same as ours but all were again created with the
same loving care and craftsmanship as ours.
contented. I removed her from my breast still holding her in my arms while
trying to get myself in order straightening out my clothes. Amanda saw me
struggling and took Lynn so I could finish.
it. I saw all the gifted jewelry adorning my body. For an unknown reason all
felt right, I was comfortable with myself. Could I really be a good woman, wife
and mother? Only time will tell.
cheek and a smile. Karla and Irene did the same. For some unknown reason I had a
vision of this woman standing before a table with six other people that I could
not see. Each of them wore dark shiny jumpsuit style clothing all of these
people wore a broach similar to the stones in our jewelry. Who is Amanda really?
were not answered.
braids. Would you allow me to fix your hair? Please." Amanda asked
have to assume that they wanted Amanda to fix my hair by the smiles on their
respective faces.
pulling out a small hairbrush from her pocket in her skirt and began parting my
hair.
hair into strands braiding it in a French Plait. One side of my head was done in
no time. Amanda then brought a mirror and positioned it so I could see what she
was doing. Of course my sisters had to start reminiscing about what I was like
as a child that even included me playing house with them in dresses. I was
embarrassed to say the least and angry which I hid from all.
could do was nod my head yes. Amanda had finished as I gazed at the pretty young
woman in the mirror.
How in the world was I going to adapt if I still had those feelings of once
being a male for decades?
to helping me adjust to my new life; I mourned the loss of my old life no matter
how contemptible and corrupt it seemed to others, it was still my life. All of
it was gone, gone forever. I was pissed to my very core of what was decided by
Fate to be the way I am now. I had to control that anger, no frustration and the
only way to that was to cry.
blame it her hormones, except now they're yours. You may still be a man inside
that pretty little head but you're in a woman's body now, Sweetie. Think of each
of your priorities." Irene said with a smile.
agreed with Irene.
shared their stories of life. The discussion was of men, love, husbands,
families, and children. Every integral component of being a woman was described
into full detail. I imagine this is what's called feminine bonding. Karla says
it's all part of being female. I had noticed that no one was impervious to their
claws, absolutely no one. Family, Friends, lovers and husbands were all fair
game to them. I felt privileged to be there, sharing this moment with them. It
was at that moment I realized I could never again be thought of by anyone as a
male.
feisty. I tried to feed her again butt she would have none of that. We tried
walking with the same results. Lynn seemed to get more rambunctious with each
passing minute. I didn't want to go back to that house yet. What if that man was
there? What if………………, Oh My Lord, my husband was there?
if she were taken home she would settle down being in a more familiar
environment.
into her stroller. She seemed to calm down a bit. When she returned we left the
shop with Amanda walking with us to the Hummer. Within minutes we were ready to
go.
call me immediately and I'll be there wherever you are." She said as she handed
me her business card with all the numbers on it.
matter what I did she got louder. I was sure every car that passed heard her
screams. Oh great, that's all we need is a cop to hear her. I can see the
newspaper headlines now 'Faux Woman/Mother Arrested For Child Abuse'.
was just an electronic trigger and not by someone inside.
Lynn screamed the entire time and for the next hour. I tried everything
including trying to nurse her. I sang that seemed to work a bit but not
entirely.
Nothing worked, and I began to cry. Nothing I did helped to calm her. I was
close to taking her to the hospital, as she might be sick.
Holding Lynn I saw an intercom on the wall. I pressed a button that said kitchen
noticing that there must be an intercom station in virtually every room in this
house, outside and the gate system. Another panel next to it had a security and
panic buttons for the alarm system. Irene answered the call. I told what I
planned to do. We both decided it might work. All I could do was try it. Irene
had also said that she had spoke to mom, Sheila, Amanda and Tommy. They all
decided not to have me left alone in the house. All of them including mom said
they would be spending time with me. She also said that they didn't know of my
new form except for Amanda.
hadn't made yet. I thought to myself, another chore. I took all of Lynn's
clothing off, then my own, covering myself with a robe. Wait what was that?
Silence, Lynn stopped crying.
the Jacuzzi, I turned on the water being very aware of the temperature. I had
learned in my previous life giving many baths to babies (Nieces and Nephews) to
always check the water temperature.
baby. I thought also that since Lynn had stopped crying maybe she was hungry.
She took my breast immediately and fed ravenously. At last quiet. When she
finished we both took a long bath with each other. I don't know which of us
enjoyed it more her or I.
crib. Once she was covered she feel fast asleep. Oh thank the Heavens. I was
exhausted from the ordeals of today. I was totally drained of all my energy.
There was a buzzing sound coming from the panel in wall.
lie down for a bit."
to get. I'm taking your SUV. I know how to open and close the gates. Have a good
nap, Sweetie. Oh and I'm going to take Karla home first."
me never in a million years would have said anything as mushy as what I said. My
lord I was screwed up. I went to the bed and lay down. I could have cared less,
if my husband appeared in the doorway finding me almost naked in bed.
thinking? It has to be those damn hormones! Or was making love a need? There was
absolutely too much to deal with right now. I really needed to rest. My thoughts
drifted to Gordon MacGregor.
business acquaintance but as a friend. He is young, very handsome, witty, and
intelligent. The proverbial prized catch for any woman. I didn't know that he
was even married or had a child. It was never mentioned at the dinners we shared
at the athletic club or on the Golf Course or the bed we shared (Okay so now you
know! I'm, err was bisexual.). I know that I told everyone that we were only
business acquaintances, so I lied a bit. We were/are friends.
especially with her lungs. Would that man show up again? I certainly hoped he
wouldn't that would have to be dealt with. What about Amanda, what or who was
she really? My Lord, how about the rest of my family? I can hear the taunts now.
What the hell do I care what they think or say? I didn't have anything to do
with this change. Could the change have been medically or genetically
predetermined? I doubt it! I had to embrace this new life in its entirety. As a
matter of fact I am beginning to enjoy my new status.
fears fled from the niches of my mind. My dreams were of being the most perfect
woman, wife, lover, and mother. I slept the sleep of the innocent.
right one. I touched my nipple of the left breast sending a stimulating,
arousing charge of electricity throughout my body. It was like nothing I had
ever experienced before or imagined. I had always had the fantasy to be a woman,
to feel all the joys of being a woman, to have a man inside of me making love to
that man pleasing him as he pleased me.
action and dress. My female family members suspected me of these actions but
never said a word, even if their borrowed clothing were stained and in
disrepair. I would even have sex with a man if he were interested in me. It
wasn't for love. It was just down and dirty sex. I had also done this while I
was married. That was the main reason of my divorce. I could never repress my
feelings or my needs until later in my life after being divorced.
felt an explosive need that I had never experienced. I was not in control of
this body as I was with my male form. In that form I was strong with no
insecurities. I was effective and decisive. Now I was non-secure, non-effective
and non-decisive. Was this a common factor with all females? I hardly doubted
it! I thought that perhaps it was a matter of hormone adjustment and
self-control. Perhaps it was due to the lactation. Were the stirrings due to me
being a teenager? Well………Um perhaps, it has been so long I had forgotten what a
teenager feels and never what a female teenager feels in those emotions until
now.
dressed in the clothes I had on earlier. In minutes I was fully dressed I didn't
wish for anyone to see me in just the robe I had worn earlier. I checked to see
my reflection in the mirror making sure I looked as what I appeared to be. I was
pleased to see that all was on the correct way but adding a coat of lipstick.
Proceeding down the hallway and down the stairs I jumped skittishly at a
pounding at the front door.
epidemic proportions. I looked out the peephole seeing it was that demented man
yet again. How did he get through the gates?
further fear. ‘All that guy had to do was break any window and he was in,’ I
thought. There wasn't a damn thing to protect the baby and myself with. I saw
the fireplace and its tools. There it was a poker! I ran to get it.
feet to the baby's nursery locking the door behind me. It was then I heard glass
shatter, I was trembling. Seeing the panic button on the wall I pushed it hoping
it would summon the police quickly.
coming up the stairs! Please help!" I yelled as tears came from my eyes.
the situation. We'll be here until they arrive, also we're recording everything
that's said."
hear the footfalls so I assumed that he stopped to catch his breath.
in the hallway, eyes bulging, bleeding from his arms and hands clenched.
holding Lynn with one arm and holding the poker behind my back hidden from view.
had his arms outreaching for me as I held my ground not moving in the least. He
came closer, that was when I swung out with the poker striking him on the side
of the head with it. He staggered away from us upon impact with the pig iron
eventually falling on his face. I thought that I killed him and ran to the door.
enough to grab my leg as I ran. He made me fall; bringing me to my knees,
dropping the poker out of reach, but the baby was unhurt. I screamed more and
louder through my tears.
grabbed my hair as he got to his feet, pulling me with him as he curled his lips
saying, "Bitch, I'm going to kill you and the brat. First, I'm going to screw
you in every hole you have. Then I’ll cut your throat to watch you bleed. I'm
going to enjoy watching the both of you die."
the top of her lungs. I was more concerned about the baby. The man just stood at
the foot of the bed.
and slip. All I had on were my panties, garterbelt, hose and shoes. I could see
the lust and craziness in his eyes. My fear of this person was immense.
stole my life, my baby! I'm taking it all back now!"
second my foot traveled to his crotch making full contact with the family
jewels. When he went to his knees, retching, clutching his privates in severe
pain, we ran from the room.
the front area of the house. Clutching little Lynn to my breast we ran down the
steps as fast as we could into the arms of my brother Tommy and my mother.
between his legs. He went back to the staircase running impervious to his pain.
I heard him first then looked up seeing he had the poker upraised.
attacker. Swiftly and decisively he had our attacked disarmed and unconscious on
the floor. The protection the baby and I sought came! Also the cops finally
arrived with their blare of sirens. (At least they showed up.)
are going to be many questions asked. I'll keep them busy until you're ready."
My brother said.
holding us protectively. I could hear shouts, some fighting and finally the
closure of handcuffs. Finally the cops read the man his Miranda Rights as he was
being led unceremoniously away to an awaiting Meat Wagon (Paddy Wagon)
okay? Let me have her. You go get dressed, dear." mom said softly as the baby
sobbed softer.
shit. When she's like that with the girls all is fine and well. Oh well, what
can I say?
mid-length skirt trimmed in red. I put these on quickly and went to the bedroom
tucking my blouse into my skirt.
called me a young lady. Going to my dresser I found another red bra and slip
similar to the ones ripped off of me. Removing my blouse I put on the bra and
hiked up my skirt stepping into the slip. I lowered my skirt and re-buttoned my
blouse. I looked at mom almost fainting. She was smiling at little Lynn and me.
and a very gorgeous granddaughter at that. Are you going to tell me what
happened? I heard the story from Irene and Karla but I would like to hear it
from you my darling daughter." She said as her eyes twinkled with merriment.
proclivities. She knew or sensed that I was different. As we spoke we seemed to
get closer. I was also starting to hear her words and thoughts in my mind before
she spoke them. Now what the hell was going on?
fed. Oh the aroma of loaded diapers. She accompanied me to the nursery to change
Lynn's diaper. All the baby did was giggle the whole time. She was back to her
old happy self.
shawl over my shoulders. As soon as Lynn attached herself, I started singing to
her and gently rocking.
believed it. It's not even 24 hours and you've adapted to motherhood. You surely
should have been born female even though you played the female role often
enough. Do not lie to me you've been doing it since you were a child. At least
you remember the songs I sang to you, now you can sing them to your daughter."
her. She left the room as I changed Lynn to my other breast. I detached Lynn
from my breast, taking her to the awaiting crib. She was fast asleep as I
covered her. I gave her a kiss leaving silently out the door and straightening
my clothes.
appeared in the doorway my brother Tommy came and gave me a sisterly kiss. Was I
ever shocked!
possible. We knew you were alone so Irene could do some errands. We both decided
to be with you after the confrontation with that creep this morning.
throw the charges at him. If they don't I'll have their asses and badges."
saying, "Ma'am could you please tell me what happened. We responded after your
alarm company notified us of a home invasion, possible attempted rape that could
lead to a homicide. One of our cars is picking up the recorded tape of the crime
as we speak."
my brother and mother.
attorney for my sister Arlene, my baby niece Lynn and her husband Gordon
MacGregor."
pen on the floor his hand was shaking. Oh the power Tommy has to make others
fear, no on second thought to respect him.
at a mall shopping center."
people as witnesses. When I said Amanda's name Tommy and mother's face turned
white and then impassive. That perplexed me. How did they know Amanda? I
remained quiet with that knowledge. The one thing was I was ready to cry again
after bring up the scene upstairs.
kitchen doorway. It was Gordon MacGregor! As I gazed at his face it seemed to me
that I had seen it before. Last night! The face was basically the same as the
woman I left the bar with. What the hell was this all about? I decided to remain
quiet until we were alone but I felt faint.
said as he came over to kiss me. Wow! That kiss made me forget everything that
had happened to me today.
baby alright? Hello Mother, Tommy thanks for helping Arlene."
Now all I need is for Sheila, Karla, Irene and Amanda to walk in.
said that the investigators would contact me. Sure more cops, just what I needed
more questions. He left a card with his name, telephone number and case number.
At this time I wanted answers and quickly. This was starting to become a Grade B
Science Fiction movie. Finally he left with Gordon and Tommy escorting him.
event of the day. I gave her a kiss and went to check on Lynn first. As I walked
I was becoming angered by the minute. I felt as I was being drawn into a
conspiracy of sorts. Why all the secrecy?
I sat down with her and loosened the buttons of my blouse and my bra, giving her
my breast. She opened her eyes just briefly taking my breast to suckle. I
covered us with the shawl, slowly rocking the chair and sang to her softly.
hair flatter, more masculine, but the eyes were a dead give away along with his
height. He was the she of last night. I was positive!
tomorrow."
this happen to me? How did you do it? Don't you dare say magic! Don't you even
say you're E.T.!"
to disturb Lynn; she had enough for one day. She needed to be loved and
mothered. Still I still wanted to kill the son of a bitch in the doorway. I was
also very afraid of him. If he could do this to me I probably could turn me into
a rock or another inert object to keep me quiet.
mother, and I needed a wife. We were compatible before so I chose you."
Gates. After they leave we'll finish our conversation. I promise you.
you when we needed you?"
the baby and you take care of our house."
Leonard Nimoy did when playing Mr. Spock in the old original Star Trek series.
All I hoped was Gordon didn't have green blood, pointed ears or strange mating
rituals.
baby and me in the nursery. I sang a few more songs to Lynn before putting her
into the crib. I knew I would be back later for another feeding. I tucked her
in, gave her a kiss and turned toward the doorway. I was so tired I left my bra
and blouse unfastened.
I knew that it had to be cleaned but I didn't know how to remove them myself. I
made a mental note to find a rug cleaning company to do it. I'll find one later
or call mom about how to remove the bloodstains.
clothing off the floor placing it into the trash can in the bedroom. By the time
I was finished I thought of taking a shower. Removing all my clothes gathering
my dirty clothes and putting on my robe I padded into our bathroom. The dirty
clothes were placed into the Laundry Chute and I stated the shower, adjusting
the shower water, taking the robe off, unbraiding my hair and getting into the
stall. The water felt amazing hitting my skin. It rejuvenated me taking the
stress and soreness of the day away. I stayed under the spray.
events were traumatic to say the least. I needed to sit down, as I was getting
dizzy. I remembered the Sauna bench and adjusted the water so it would hit me
while sitting on it.
degree angle and my back erect. The hot spray of water was hitting me primarily
in the chest and face area. It stung a bit hitting my breasts but I didn't care.
I leaned against the wall with my shoulders and head closing my eyes. I began to
block everything from my mind.
me against a very manly chest. My eyes few open in alarm.
the contractor. I didn't know you were in here until I stepped in and saw you.
You looked as if you needed to be held and cuddled."
security he offered. I cuddled further into him against his nude, firm body. It
was just as I recalled for our past love making events when I was a male. I
hadn't felt this way in decades.
greedily. When we broke the passionate kiss I thought about infidelity on his
part after all I looked like Arlene, had all the right parts but mentally I
wasn't the true woman Gordon had married or the mother of his baby.
of Lynn and will always be there for her and for me."
thought I heard my mother's thoughts earlier.
Amanda tell you?"
must have had the look of disbelief, no astonishment on my face.
get dressed, eat and go to the den. Supper should be ready soon."
dried me then himself, placing the used towels into the laundry chute.
the bed as were a pair of black satin lounging pajamas and robes for the both of
us. He was a busy boy I thought. This was a kind and thoughtful gesture as was
preparing a meal for us. I better be careful of what I thought from now on.
applied very light makeup to my face. I put on the mules by the bed. Gordon just
smiled as he waited for me taking my hand into his leaving the room.
of cooking food made me realize that I really had not eaten at all today. My
stomach growled in anticipation. Now that was embarrassing, but Gordon just
laughed as he seated me at the table.
and delivered."
romantic. I loved it. It didn't matter if he or a restaurant prepared it.
me what was happening. All he said that after we ate we would talk. Our
conversation became more generalized as I avoided any mention to what had
happened.
once again took me by the hand leading me into the den.
I once again felt that safety of him being near me. It felt right, it was right.
leaned my head into his chest cuddling more into him.
hit my boobs.
open like that."
came to the couch giving Gordon and me a kiss.
my mother and father had looked when they were oh so much younger.
father showed affection that he never showed to me growing up.
This was decided by the elders of our council to help Gordon and you for the
sake of Lynn to one day perpetuate our heritage." Amanda said,
evolved to be able to do or have certain abilities that are not the norm of
those on this planet." Mother said.
you are, we are, My Favorite Martians or Invasion of the Body Snatchers? Which
ones are we?"
drastic as you think. There's no invasion force coming and we do not have that
type of aggressiveness toward other species. " My father said.
gathered. Our planet was dying, as was our sun. As you know or learned the sun
gives us life as does water. Our world and culture were based upon the seas; our
food and all necessities came from the seas. Your enjoyment of seafood is part
of our culture
That planet had to have the nutrients of what we considered essential to live.
Our society had the technology to do space exploration to find the world or
worlds to exist and thrive. We had never ventured into other star systems, as
there was no need for us to do this. We had all the star charts from the various
traders that visited our world.
home world and move our people to it. Unfortunately, our scientists made a
miscalculation. We designed and constructed one hundred Mother Ships that would
support twenty five thousand explorers, that's two point five million people
total, a small percentage of our planetary population.
splitting into five groups. We were prepared for any eventuality for the hazards
or hostilities we might encounter. It was then when we were at the fringes of
the next system that we saw the one event we weren't ready for. That was the
destruction of our planet by a piece of our sun that had exploded prematurely.
form a council of elders that were comprised of the each of the ship's captains.
council. Our squadron had twenty members of the sub-members of the council with
one leader the Group Squadron Leader. The head council of elders was or is
comprised of one each of the of the Group Squadron Leaders. This is our High
Council of Elders.
five million of us, to share all our resources if needed. We might have been
without a home world but our technology, culture and society survives.
like us that were humanoid. Some of our people stayed on other worlds if they
were invited but mostly we remained intact.
received electromagnetic signals from it. The people that lived here were
primitive in their technology and could be savage at times. Essentially it was
close to our own world and our needs. We had no intentions to conquer it or
eliminate the inhabitants. We wanted to share it.
Over the span of decades we sent our scout ships to monitor the populace. We
monitored everything we could to learn all we could to see if we could blend
into their diverse societies and cultures. We found out that we could without
detection.
Ship by Scout Ship, Shuttle by Shuttle, we descended to blend in, never to
invade but to live and survive. We each made lives for ourselves and for our
families. We still do have our councils but we also adhere to the laws where we
inhabit. Some of us have interbred with these planetary inhabitants. We have
shared technology with them although covertly leading them to believe that they
were the ones that developed it. Our intentions are not to disrupt their fragile
societies. Again I stress we try to assist. We at times plant the seeds to let
them cultivate and harvest the rewards for all humankind.
much longer. When they reach the age of sixty they are considered senior
citizens while we are still, what they refer to as teenagers or pre-teens. We
must appear that we age to avoid detection."
into the void.
light, combined with traversing wormholes, we evolved somewhat. What had caused
the evolution can only be guessed. We believe it was caused by a sort of
radiation that we could not shield ourselves from.
change shape as well as the form of others and ourselves. We cannot take the
form of animals, plants or inanimate objects. We can change to other people or
even change our sex. We have the ability to change those of this species on
earth too. We can totally become someone else at will. Our scientists theorize
this could be a normal path in our evolution it may be also a path to the
inhabitants of this planet. Instead of hundreds of years the radiation
accelerated our evolution very suddenly. In no way do we consider ourselves
superior to anyone and neither will you.
with your mind. I noticed that ability at my shop but kept quiet. That is
another of our gifts. The jewelry I gave you measures your abilities; you have
surpassed all of us thus far in the data that was accumulated and studied.
impregnate him. He carried Lynn to term by becoming both male and female then
birthing her as any woman would. Yes Sweetie, Lynn is your daughter."
Arlene?"
were ready to assume the role of wife and mother. His memory patterns had been
altered not to remember anything about Gordon, you or Lynn but something had
gone wrong causing him to become psychotic. He was to help draw suspicion away
from Gordon having a baby. He was made into your present form, which in reality
is your real form and genetic structure. We did not foresee the problems that
would occur to you or Lynn. We have but two choices with him; destroy him or to
have that person committed to psychiatric care. We prefer the non-violent way.
We cannot take a life needlessly it is not our way as your father said."
minute I'm an E.T. too. My thoughts ran wild. Confused was an understatement. I
needed to think! I needed breathing room!
door to the deck patio. For an unknown reason I took off all my clothing and
dived into the pool. The water engulfed my body giving me the required peace and
solitude I needed. I started to feel recharged mentally. It was as if the water
had metaphysical properties to heal me, to know who or what I really am.
amazing powers. I am a human with abilities that any human would covet. I was
flesh, bone and blood, yet I could manipulate it. I had memories of a past life,
now I had memories of a new life. I was a man, then a woman. I have the genetic
structure of a woman yet I was a man. I have a husband but I wasn't married. I
have a daughter but I didn't birth her, yet she was mine.
into my head. It was from Amanda.
Entering I sat next to Gordon taking a hand of his into mine. Both of us smiled
with me giving him a kiss.
whispered softly.
mother and my parents. I also felt that my life until now was a lie or a
tremendous fantasy. My life until then was like a teenager that had been totally
out of control. Could I assume the responsibilities of being who and what I was?
Could I accept my birthright?
life previously was a learning experience to prepare you. What we dumped onto
you proved you could sally forth to the situation." Iris my mother said.
life was a mess, although your business or career life was doing well. Even your
own family members thought you were on the road to self-destruction. Your
sisters and brother wanted to help you and you pushed them away." My father
said.
wiped, if that is done it may destroy you physically. I beg you to accept the
gifts that have been granted. You are to be presented to the High Council in one
month for you decision. As your mother-in-law and your mother we have been asked
to mentor you." Amanda added solemnly.
Acceptance of my gifts? What were my Gifts? All I could do was try.
me to him.
his daughters would. I was back in the family fold once again.
I think that we should leave so that they can have some time to themselves and
our granddaughter."
ran upstairs to take care of Lynn.
good at this diaper-changing thing. Within minutes she was cleaned, powdered and
changed, we even played as I was changing her. When I took her to the rocker
Gordon was standing in the doorway smiling.
breast.
happened tonight?"
tell you. She felt it was the responsibility of the family to support you. I
didn't agree at first but I saw her point later this evening."
don't use them for our own gain but to try to help others that do need the help.
electrical power. Everyone in the investment industry has run into him at one
time or another. He was always trying to get the funds for his project." I said
as I shifted Lynn to my other breast.
in a few of our scientific people to check it out. Well the storage device was
similar to those that we had on our ships. Sure it was crude with one or two
flaws but the man thought of the device without higher technological help. He
was worthy of assistance by us.
bidding to license his device. We have a few of our people helping him at his
laboratory to maintain his theory. This man may very well become the Thomas Alva
Edison of this century."
gain. He was following apparently, what the High Council decreed as no
interference into the development of mankind on this planet.
into it covering her with the blanket. I kissed her lightly as did Gordon.
Together we stood by Lynn’s crib Gordon had his arm around my waist holding me
to him. This alone was worth what I had gone through today.
bedroom. Ever so gently he took me into his arms and kissed me. My thoughts and
emotions were those of a woman with a man that she loved. I wanted and needed
him badly. I felt his emotions and passions grow climbing to the mountainous
summit. We were achieving the pinnacle of our emotions. I could feel the love he
had for me not the physical type of love but the mental type. There was a sexual
energy that I had never felt. There was a mental and physical bonding between us
as we merged into one being, one essence. I had never felt like this before with
any other lover. Was this a normal feeling? Was Gordon my true mate? Oh, I do
truly hope so!!!
Before entering the bathroom I stopped at my closet, I remembered that I had
seen several peignoir sets that I had seen hanging. I decided that if I was to
give myself bodily as a woman this night, to this man, I was going to be the
epitome of what is called femininely erotic.
there was something in me that said I wanted more. I had wished that we had more
time with each other now we have a lifetime to be with each other.
I never expected that I was to be making those exact same preparations or to
have the same plumbing and hormones as any other woman of this world. Granted
that if I recalled what was said earlier that I have the ability to be whatever
sex I wanted to be. We’ll see, but I do have an idea that this is the form I
will and would prefer.
relieve any tensions I had.
entered. I thought that this man was very sensitive in his nature to do this,
setting a mood for us.
kissing me with a fervor I had not expected. All I can say is the nervousness I
felt earlier was for naught. Gordon was so very loving, and gentle with me;
again my love grew more intense for him. Our passions grew fiercer as we
lingered together. I wanted him; I needed him inside of me immediately. I wanted
us to have more children together, only this time I would bring our babies to
term.
knew just what to do to arouse me to such great heights. I was on sensory
overload. Those heights brought forth a new meaning to joining as one in this
act of human nature, love and sexual need. Gordon knew of the needs this new
body of mine had. His nature was to fulfill all of my needs. I was now whole in
my existence as being his life partner. I was his and he was mine.
of being Gordon’s mate, friend, wife and mother of his babies. We had both
experienced our connubiality of intimacy that married couples share together.
what I always should have been. I know Gordon can hear my thoughts. I wanted him
to hear them. My thoughts screamed that I truly did love him.
intimately. I also thought that it was of Gordon’s need of sex.
Gordon said kissing me lovingly, and I returning that kiss.
that night we enjoyed each other’s bodies in so many ways. We never seemed to be
fatigued with our lovemaking marathon. Our mutual satisfaction was pleasing and
to be with each other in their arms.
to be this way. I had some really strange looks from clients and people in the
corporation not privy to my condition.
co-workers that worked for me, now us.
birthing for us.”
guests, and wedding gown. You know the works. Now how do you plan to accomplish
that little feat? You’ve had the milk now you have to buy the cow.”
down the hallway putting on my robe. I glanced at him briefly from the corner of
my eye. Gordon was nodding his head and had a gigantic grin on his face. I knew
deep in my mind that he expected what I had said. I may have his rings but I
wanted the legality of a wedding with me saying the words, I Do.
reminder to me of what had happened to the baby and myself earlier. I shivered a
bit and hurriedly walked to the crib to take Lynn into my arms.
that could have led to our demise. They were not pleasant thoughts. I had to
block those thoughts from my mind. I began to sing to my daughter those songs
that mother had once sung to all us children. The songs brought a tranquility
that we needed closing my eyes.
shaking me.
Lynn into bed while you go back to bed, Honey. Later we’ll talk some more.”
into bed I was asleep.
noticing he was gone. I remained in the comfort and security of my bed until I
heard the doorknob turn. The fear ran through me remembering the experiences of
the previous day. Did that man escape custody? I started to shake violently.
mother (Their younger versions) walked into the room
to really kill us this time.”
things to teach you. C’mon sleepy head get out of bed. First of all get a
bathing suit on.” Amanda said.
taught you respect, you will address Amanda as mother just as you do to me.” My
mother said smiling.
my bed. I had always left it for the housekeeper to do. Oh shit, I’m the
housekeeper now! Dishes! Dusting! Vacuuming! Oh my Lord, Laundry! Mom smiled as
she saw the look of astonishment on my face. She knew I had always been a slob
in my previous life. Now I’ve gone from slob to little miss perfect.
skimpiest of all the bikinis ever made, I’ve seen handkerchiefs that were
larger. After moving things around I found a red floral patterned one-piece suit
that I could live with.
in to the bathroom I took a fast shower and cleaned myself from the previous
nights love festival. I had to admit I have never felt more alive in my life. I
was needed, loved and wanted by two people, my baby and my husband. I enjoyed my
new feelings although the emotions were hard to deal with at times.
my hair even though it was damp. I ran a quick brush through it brushing it
back.
cups. I looked into the mirror absolutely stunned at the reflection peering back
at me. The suit was cut high up at the thighs, the girl in the mirror had her
breasts almost falling out of the cups showing a large percentage of cleavage.
Each curve was highly accented. She could give any man an erection if he wasn’t
dead. I smiled and the girl smiled back. I admitted to myself that I was very
pleased with this new form. I decided to use just lipstick and no other make-up.
Slipping on the beach sandals I took one more look into the mirror being again
pleased with the image I saw and it projected.
look of approval on their faces.
up some formula and gave it to her this morning. She didn’t have any problems
with it.” Amanda said.
was she yesterday? My confusion must have been noticeable on my face.
housekeeper is off today. The Nanny doesn’t come for several months. So now you
have complete household staff to help you. Yesterday was their day off.”
thinking. How in the hell do I block anyone from hearing my private thoughts? I
felt like a child learning how to roller-skate or ride a bicycle for the first
time.
techniques as will you.” Iris said.
with my mother following closely behind us.
buffet had been set up. In my old body I was virtually a pig that ate anything
that clogged my arteries. I was careful as now I have a baby to take care of as
well as myself. I ate healthy this morning but in haste. I wanted to learn all I
could my, survival depended on my learning. I wanted to see and be with my
daughter and Gordon for many years. My Lord did I just say that?
two lives. I had to forget my past and look toward the future no matter what it
held. In my past I was very rapacious putting myself above all others and
things. Most of my regrets were in the lack of communication with my immediate
family. I tended to be very materialistic especially with my past divorce. She
took everything I had, from my hidden retirement accounts to the dog. I was
depressed for months after that episode of my life. I was involved with the use
of all the heavy drugs, solidly addicted to alcohol and the use of sex as a toy
to be pleasured and to please. It was from there that my path of destruction was
evident to those around me. I refused all help from anyone, as I didn’t feel I
had a problem. There were things or thoughts subconsciously that I could not
retrieve. Perhaps this is the reason or reasons of my depravations. In truth I
was never a man but a mirror image or doppelganger of one. I may have had the
genitals but could not face the reality of life. I just don’t know.
succeed in my skills, as this was the first time in decades that I have felt
loved and needed by anyone. I have everything going for me now, a husband that
loves me and a daughter that needs me. I have been brought back into the folds
of the family I deserted. Yes, I have no regrets coming into this life although
my thoughts did stray to the man that wanted to kill Lynn and me. Would he gain
his freedom? Would he try to kill us again if freed? I was near a panic state
again from my fears.
freedom again. Once again I had to learn all I could to protect Lynn and myself
from any dangers we may face.
thoughts. I was glad they did hear them. I wanted them to know that I intended
to be their star pupil.
dressed in the white clothing and hat of a chef was occupying the baby. I felt
Amanda prodding my thoughts telling me that this woman’s name was Carmen
Esperanza and was from Barcelona, Spain. She has worked for Gordon for five
years and is a widow. Her two children are grown and still live in Spain.
for you?” I said smiling.
morning?”
excellent babysitters.” I said as I picked Lynn up into my arms.
way Lynn was behaving she enjoyed her company. Children may be simplistic but
they frequently can sense whom they like or dislike.
impressive, as was the view of the ocean and its sandy beaches. The morning
light reflected from the water giving it a speculum effect. I had to just gaze
at the water it gave me the feeling of serenity that I required. It reached into
the depths of my substance. I was brought out of my daydreaming by a woman and
man coming toward us.
thirties. Both of them were of the same height at 5’9” or 5’10” inches tall with
dark brown hair and eyes. Neither appeared to have an ounce of fat on their
bathing suited bodies. They both smiled as they came over to us.
everything? I felt the panic setting in again.
at Amanda and my mother.
technique when you and your sister’s and brother were born on this planet.
Please get into the pool.” Eve said smiling.
my instructors. Eve and Paul previously had been part of the security forces
with our ships. It was asked of them to accept the assignment of protecting Lynn
and me. It was explained to me that what had happen to us was an accident
causing the dementia of the man that attacked us. They had performed a mind wipe
of the individual and returned him to his previous form. Unknown to them the
person had a chemical imbalance causing the events that occurred. They had not
expected the man to return to the house or the confrontation that ensued. The
events that unfolded were a learning experience to all of us. It was decided at
a High Council meeting that I was to be protected at all times until I had was
fully trained in the abilities we possessed.
journey, customs and the gifts we had received through our evolution. I learned
how important water was to our society how all life came from it. I learned that
water was a rejuvenator to us. I saw for the first time the ecological
implications of pollution. I had learned that while maturing that we utilized a
larger portion of our brain then our cousins of this world. Our brains chemical
and electrical structures were stronger and therefore more intense.
that our gifts could be used to further enrich the lives of the inhabitants of
Earth but as was told before we could not interfere in the evolution of the
inhabitants. We were to share our technology in ways to have the inhabitants
believe their inspirations were their own. We could help in the enhancement or
refinement of their ideas but never tell anyone directly. This was done with a
gentle touch with our minds, perhaps at a business meeting when the inventor was
greeted.
manipulate the gifts we acquired. I learned how to protect my thoughts from all
others, to allow them to know what I wanted them to know. It was similar to
building a wall around my mind to contain my thoughts. We called it a wall of
privacy.
Lynn my thoughts focused on the Einsteinian Theories, Tesla and other
scientists. I wondered what they would think of if they knew of us, our
knowledge and our abilities. I could see the wisdom of the Elders to let the
people on this planet evolve normally without interference. We are not gods but
human beings that have evolved.
of this planet became aware of them our safety would be jeopardy even though we
are a peaceful, non-aggressive society. Granted we could change our bodies to
mimic others but it was the other gifts that had far reaching implications or
consequences.
and the molecular bonding of the object. As we mature the weights of the objects
we can lift and the range increase.
Okay, we become invisible. The ability was caused somehow by our bodily ability
to be able to refract and absorb light through a chemical and electrical process
simultaneously. I was like a kid in a candy store that had limited money to
spend; I wanted everything. I thought of all the times in the past that I could
have used that ability. Oh the Woman’s Locker Rooms I could have visited or the
boardrooms of companies to get their inside information. Subsequently, I was
chastised by my mentors for those thoughts. I was told to proceed slowly and
with caution. It was then I thought of the folly of my thoughts and why there
were the safeguards or restrictions that the Elders had placed on all of us. I
grew up at that moment to realize the potentials and responsibilities I was
given.
were at once correct. There was yet a gnawing feeling that I was still not
disclosed everything.
Irene, Sheila and Karla. Each of them looked so much younger then I saw them
last.
Irene said smiling.
deception. I was angered but held my temper.
call Irene first for any help. That was predictable to your given nature.”
Sheila said
said.
not as gifted as you are. Your energies in comparison to ours are off the scales
and so are Lynn's abilities.” Irene said.
will be a handful.” Paul said.
again and a girl no less. I’ll have Monthly Cycles and PMS now that I never had
before. I find out that I have assumed the role of a nursing mother. I found out
I’m married to a man that had our baby. I find out that we’re all Aliens not
just to this country, but also to this planet. I have a demented jerk that wants
to kill Lynn and me. I have unearthly abilities that the governments or
individuals would try to use for their own gain if discovered. If I don’t learn
to control my abilities I’ll be toast. What the hell else are you keeping from
me? I know, I’ll revert or evolve to an old movie monster from a Hollywood Grade
“B” movie. I know the INS will get me!” I said angrily.
ocean. I needed to get away from everyone just to be able to calm down. I
started to walk toward the gate when there was a tremendous burst of energy that
shattered the wooden gate to splinters. The force seemed to emanate from inside
the property forcing the wooden splinters away from us. I stood still terrified,
shaking with Lynn in my arms crying. My eyes were wide open in fear.
hell happened? Was I responsible for what had happened to the wooden gate? My
Lord, I’m a weapon! I could have killed someone!
alright. Call Gordon and tell him what happened.” Paul said.
and to the beach. The three of us entered the waters of the ocean. I started to
come alive again; Lynn stopped her crying feeling the ocean waters and nestled
in my arms.
then started to compose myself.
in temperature as the waves broke against us.
Lynn but allowed her to breathe. The calming effect both of the water and waves
continued to wash over me. I felt the presence of Paul and Eve along with
another presence still.
enveloped us. I became myself slowly sweeping the emotion of fear from myself.
That fear appeared to leave Lynn too as she began to laugh and giggle.
came from the sea; I looked out to the direction it came from seeing noting.
then twenty yards away from us. After their feat they walked on their tails over
the water, which to me was signifying a greeting to us. They put on a show for
us, the sea did not seem so bleak and foreboding, as it once seemed to be.
noises. I returned their greeting by petting their dorsal fin and around their
blowholes. These friendly creatures of the wild seemed to be drawn to us. They
swam to all of us playfully for at least fifteen minutes then going back out to
sea.
from them the secrets to heal.” Paul said
were people gathered near the homes on the beachfront. Every one of these people
waved to us in greeting. I heard some of the thoughts that they expressed that
this was the first time in many years that they had seen the dolphins come this
close into the shore or to be with people. I felt the joyous emotions emanating
from these people.
panicky screams for us to get out of the water quickly. Turning toward the sea I
saw a dorsal fin in the shape of a crescent moon with a bluish black color. I
had only seen that type of fin in books and at Seaworld. It was the fin of the
infamous Orca Whale also called the Killer Whale. Observing further I saw
several more coming directly toward us.
to observe as these creatures were observing us. They had sensed and been told
by their cousins the dolphins we were different than most humans.
lead Orca of the Pod. I touched its back and was rewarded by it turning over on
its side exposing it stomach area. Most animals if they show their stomach area
it meant surrender. I felt that this was a sign meaning, we accept you.
to touch them. I touched all in greeting, I knew this was a significant gesture
by these creatures but I did not know what the significance was.
from. We all marveled at the graceful nature of all these creatures watching
them swim off.
Paul said vocally.
coming down the beachfront. When we were out of the water walking through the
sand many people expressed their opinions. Many of the neighbors said that was
the first time in many years that they had seen the Orca and Dolphins come this
close to the shoreline. They hoped that they would return again. They all
expressed the opinion that we were very fortunate not to have been hurt or
killed.
increased by the people that had seen the event. My thoughts of distress of the
earlier events of my gifts took a backseat.
having coffee or tea.
from the table, walking to me and giving me a longing kiss.
ones.” Sheila said in a joking manner.
person. She seems so much more relaxed. More kindness and love to everyone.”
Carmen said.
added quickly.
went to the oven to check on its contents.
I asked for someone to get a covering for me so I could feed Lynn. Gordon went
to get a wrap leaving all of us.
attention. ‘You did well today we are so very proud of you.’ It was Paul I heard
in my thoughts.
right that your gifts are very strong. We’re all very proud Sis.’ This time it
was Irene.
with very little caution. I had to learn to keep my anger controlled and to
apply what my gifts with caution. I mentally practiced with my wall techniques
as I waited for Gordon to return.
and adding a kiss behind my ear. Due to the revealing nature of the suit all I
had to do was to pull my breast out of it.
comfortable as she fed. Not a word was said to me as Lynn fed. I did feel as if
we were being watched by all in the room. I didn’t mind after all it was a
normal maternal instinct to feed your young. I had just realized that Lynn was
awake throughout the morning without the napping as newborns usually do. Was it
perhaps the excitement? Or the preoccupation of the events that unfolded? At
least I know she will sleep longer this afternoon with a smile.
made my excuses to everyone and went upstairs with her. Physically I was fine
but mentally I was exhausted. Going into the nursery I checked Lynn's diaper,
which needed to be changed. I laid her onto the changing table when I heard a
sound by the door. Looking over my shoulder it was Sheila coming into the room.
way to when we were kids. Irene and Karla told Tommy and me how you adjusted so
quickly. I have to say Tommy accepted it but I seriously doubted it. You have
always been irresponsible throughout your life. It was one situation after the
other. How you never wound up in jail, prison or with A.I.D.s I’ll never know.
was there. I wanted to tell Sheila she was an egotistical bitch. She was always
the pompous one of the family conceivably this was due to her being the oldest.
Possibly she felt a responsibility to all of us kids. No matter what the reason
this was my house and my child. I was about to say that as Amanda and my mother
walked.
maintained mental privacy.” My mother said.
placed Lynn into the crib with just a light blanket covering her. I kissed my
baby and left the room going to my room. I was angered at first but given my
past behaviors I understood why it was needed.
bathroom. I removed my bathing suit placing it in the shower to be handwashed. I
was in the shower in nothing flat removing the salt from Mother Ocean from the
bathing suit and me. Again the water rejuvenated me. Whatever anger I had was
leaving quickly.
bedroom.
waiting. My smile left my face as I saw all of them gathered there waiting for
me.
estimation you utilize more of you brain than we do and far more than the
inhabitants of this planet. By rough estimation it exceeds seventy-five percent.
Why this happened we don’t know. Your daughter may have the same, as do you.
What you did to that wooden gate we could never have done. There is a
possibility that you caused a reaction all the way down to the molecular
structure, a chain reaction of events. Until you can control your gifts someone
must be with you either Gordon or anyone of us including Paul.” Mother said.
say. This is the one time I ask you to do this. You can jeopardize all of us on
this planet. This is now our homeworld; we have nowhere else to go except back
to our ships. Genetically these people are similar to us. Their world is similar
to the one we lost. The lives of millions are at stake! You do know there are
groups of individuals and agencies that would love to dissect that gorgeous
little body of yours.”
care to be in but I saw the point she made. If I didn’t learn the control
necessary it would draw attention to me and everyone associated to me. I further
saw that the decision of the High Council was correct, that also at the same
time if mind wiped I gave up my heritage, husband, child and family.
space. I have read also of the so-called conspiracies of the governments in
hiding the remains of spacecraft and their inhabitants. The involvement of such
places as Area 51 and Groom Lake that contain the remnants of those remains
there. Everyone has heard that governments have cut deals with the creatures of
those spacecraft for the technology they offer. Shit, I never thought that I
would be one of them. I have heard that there are those that seek interplanetary
species for many reasons but the ultimate outcome are to annihilate. To be
succinct, Holy Crap, Mother, there’s an alien in my bed and it’s me,
Help!!!!!!!!!!!
demands. As I was getting dressed my thoughts digressed to Lynn.
had been hell raisers. If we thought that we could get away with something we
would try to. I always thought mother had an extra sense since we were always
caught in our lies to her first, and then Daddy (Daddy?).
neighborhood would be decimated of anything living or non-living. I shuddered at
the thought.
more careful. There are people and devices that are receptors, not only us.
Don’t worry as you progress in the training you’ll understand even more.”
my hair, placing it in a ponytail. The only makeup used was a bit of lipstick. I
looked into the mirror and saw the vision of a fourteen to sixteen-year-old
girl. I thought to myself I’d better not drive. If I were stopped the cop would
think my Driver’s License was a forgery and arrest me.
better stay away from all the high schools or the hormones will take control of
all the boys.” Irene said jokingly.
you though to change clothes and your makeup before leaving the house.” Mother
said.
them as we departed the room.
say anything in there?”
sisters. You do realize that they are correct in everything they said. Don’t
you?”
decorum.”
whole bit?”
of the group must have heard the conversation when the decided to wait for us.
also see your side of it too, Honey.” Amanda said.
those that attended the last wedding. Also the Press will pick up on the story.
I know that her Father would love to give her away in a ceremony.” My mother
said.
like. If there are problems such as the Press and others then I can wait for
another time.” I said with a long face that I copied from my sisters when they
really wanted something. Okay, so I could have told everyone Gordon is cut off
until I get what I want instead I pouted like a good little girl. The minute
everyone saw my pout they all laughed with Amanda and my mother the hardiest and
loudest.
to pull lips down to mine kissing him passionately.
control as I felt it subside, then it gained in strength. I noticed that
everyone moved silently away from me. I trembled as I tried to gain further
control. I felt someone placing his hand on my shoulder, and take my hand. The
feelings I felt subsided as my anger diminished in intensity, as did the
physical trembling. I closed my eyes and concentrated all the more to regain
normalcy. I thought of a waterfall with all type of wildlife near it, some of
the animals playing, some drinking, predator and prey alike. These scenes made
me relax more. I succeeded! I placed the evil D’jinn back into its magic lamp
and sealed it.
he kissed me fervently.
moment.
want anyone else to lie to her.
them.
that you pray to that you will not say anything to anyone outside of this
house.”
have worked for him and his mamacita for over fifteen years. Never have I
discussed the strange happenings I have seen with these eyes.”
times that I was crazy in the head. You know loca en la cabeza. There have been
different colored lights in the sky that came to the rear of the house where no
lights were there near the house or area. I saw mamacita and Senor Gordon walk
from the same direction of the lights. I told no one of this. It was no ones
business. Besides I loved working for the family so I kept quiet even when the
federales came to ask questions about the lights. I told them nothing. You have
treated my children and myself as family always. You even put them into school
and later college. I owe you more than loyalty.”
know more than even I did. She showed a higher form of loyalty I had never seen
before. I knew at once that our secret was safe with her.
We explained we had some differences but essentially we were the same, human
beings just as she. We did not tell of course that I was once an over fifty year
old man previously or that I impregnated Gordon with Gordon having Lynn. That
would have been a bit too much for her to handle.
seeing apparitions. Oh, I am so happy.” She said as she cried the tears of joy.
keep this secret. It could mean the lives of millions that are now part of this
planet. Many have married and have children from this planet Carmen, than
includes my granddaughter Lynn that was born here.”
what I spoke of. You secret is safe with me.”
seductively into his ear, “Sweetheart, now where are we going and when is it?”
mind. It’s a charitable event to raise funds for the arts in L.A. tonight.”
too!”
treatment. Do you want her here or do you want to go to her salon?”
than ample formal attire for you too.” Eve said as she ran from the room.
and me ready. After all this was my first real time in the public eye. I had to
be the perfect woman for all to see.
polish on fingers and toes, and my makeup was applied with a professional flair
and flawless.
relax. I told him mentally my fears of being exposed. He told me mentally that
he would be there for me and would help me throughout the evening. I was
informed that Paul and Eve would be there too, Paul as our bodyguard and Eve as
our secretary. Our mothers and my sisters had volunteered to be with the
baby.
the nursery and used the breast pump for the first time. Irene showed my how to
use the device and was my instructor as she had breast-fed her own children when
they were newborns and then later in age.
After drying them I performed a breast massage that she showed me how to do to
stimulate the milk to flow. The massage is helpful if you have plugged ducts or
have sore nipples she explained to me. I started at the top of the breast and
move in circles toward the center. Using the flat parts of my fingers I pressed
firmly with my fingers and moved them in small circles. After several seconds I
move the fingers about an inch away and massaged again.
noticed that everything was sani-wrapped for cleanliness. She then showed me how
to place the cups firmly over each breast and position the cups so that your
nipples were in the center of the cups. She then turned on the power to minimum
and turned the pump on. I was told to be sure the milk was always flowing
downward into the bottle, which it was. After about one minute she switched the
pump to the normal setting. After ten or fifteen minutes the flow began to
diminish down. Irene said that pumping both sides at once might also increase my
milk supply.
use when you are away from the baby instead of using formula. That made sense to
me.
bottles immediately after pumping. She then placed the milk into a small
refrigerator saying it had to be used within twenty-four hours or it could be
frozen and used within a month. I was to use the oldest milk first. Throw out
any frozen milk more than a month old and any refrigerated milk more than a day
old.
bowl of warm water for several minutes. Shake the bottle and test the
temperature before using the milk. I was never to microwave the milk as it might
heat unevenly and burn the baby's mouth. Also, the bottle could explode after
heating, burning the baby, me or quite possibly the both of us.
but think so this is what a cow feels when she’s being milked.
and my Bedroom.
climbed into the Jacuzzi tub taking care not to get anything wet other than my
lower body. The water was relaxing and seemingly renewing my energy levels.
Feeling rejuvenated I got out from my bath and dried off and powdered myself
taking care not to damage the hard work of those that prepared me and worked so
hard.
were laid out for the evening. I could see someone was very busy.
of black stretch lace that would be light, form fitting and virtually unseen.
Putting on the black lace garterbelt and seamed, black, opera hose that felt
lovingly on my body, caressing my legs and thighs as I attached the garters.
Next were my stretch lace panties that were black with a little red bow, as I
drew them up my body tingled. Oh yes these feelings were sensuous they reminded
me of when Gordon and I made love. Next was my bra that was made of the same
materials. After I hooked it and adjusted my breasts, seating them just
comfortably lying inside the cups of the lace material. The sensuous pleasure
they invoked to the pleasure center of my brain was indescribable. I had to add
breast pads to insure no leakage to ruin the evening.
them. They had a heel of about three inches high heavily beaded and would be
considered sandals with an open heel and ankle strap. I fit my feet into the
delicate looking shoe buckling the straps at the ankles.
mirrors. The walk was easily managed before I stood looking into the mirrors. Th
apparition in them was beautiful by any standards. I had to admit if I were a
male my tongue would be dragging on the floor.
gazing at me hungrily.
in breathy tone of voice, “Well we have some time to spare. Wouldn’t you like to
explore my universe?”
body. I knew he could see the same in my eyes. We kissed, longingly for each
other as he caressed my breasts lovingly with his hands. My fires of passion
were stroked; I was beyond the point of no return. I so wanted him; I needed him
in me, now.
placing it on a chaise longue. He laid me ever so gently allowing me to remove
his clothing one article at a time until the final article were his boxer shorts
exposing his full masted engorged penis.
During the throes of passion my thoughts were everywhere at once as we made
love. I was ever so pleased with Gordon as my mate. I was so pleased he had
wanted me to be his mate. I was ever so blissfully pleased I was a woman, his
woman. I was ever so pleased that we had a beautiful lovely daughter.
lay together in each other’s arms. Our worlds, our Universes were one now and
forever.
ourselves as Gordon went to answer it.
bad.”
placing a pantyliner into my panties and putting them back. As I was leaving
Gordon was coming in. He gave me another kiss and rushed into the shower.
the bed while I held a hanger with mine. I have to admit the outfit was
stunning. It consisted of a type of palazzo style pant with a tunic Jacket that
was all heavily brocaded and glass beaded and in trimmed in satin. The outfit
looked stunning once I had it on me.
beaded clutch evening bag. I was pleased at the reflection that smiled back from
the mirror.
giving a whistle for approval.
home with me to make more love.”
dressed watching him, studying him until he was ready. My emotions were those of
a woman in love.
extended arm, taking it and exiting out of our bedroom. I took my time walking
down the stairs with Gordon allowing me to set the pace.
Paul said.
to the event. I had to take a second look at the vehicle being used as a
limousine. It was the longest Hummer I had ever seen turned into a virtual
people mover. It was painted all shiny metallic red trimmed in silver. It was a
longer version of my Hummer H2.
military tank to a charitable event seems a bit tacky Sweetheart.”
It has all the security toys and it’s armored for passenger protection by any
assault.”
entered the vehicle. It showed magnificent craftsmanship from the leather seats
to the wooden moldings. It did have all of the high tech electronic toys that my
Hummer had plus more.
destination, which was the Regent Beverly Wilshire Hotel in Beverly Hills. The
affair was to be held in the Le Grand Trianon Ballroom. This was one of the
oldest and finest hotels in Beverly Hills with a history of over seventy-five
years of elegance.
feeling of security to me and made me feel that I had purpose in this life. I
glanced over at Paul and Eve; they too were doing the same. Eve caught my eye
and gave me a wink and a smile.
want them. Remember that men are predictable, in Gordon's case he does love
you.’ Eve’s thoughts were correct, and I love Gordon.
an authority on architecture but I know when something is eye pleasing and this
certainly was. The general layout, fixtures and furniture were luxurious to say
the least. It was little wonder that many people from dignitaries to heads of
state stayed here, mingling together with the average tourist.
to exit the car. This allowed the men to exit from the other side to join us and
escort us inside.
This was primarily to check our invitations making sure that only the invited
were allowed to enter. While our group stood I could hear the music that
emanated from the fourteen thousand three hundred square foot room. It was all
dance music provided by an orchestra that sounded very good.
There was a vast multitude of people either dancing, seated at the various
tables, or standing and talking.
at. I had to take a second look, as one of the men was Mr. Charles Ingersoll the
chairman of the Board of the bank I had worked for before my change.
done it. I practiced so hard to maintain that wall and now it was shattered so
all of our kind could hear me. Possibly no one heard my thoughts due to the
other people in the room but I doubted it.
it. If he makes you nervous tonight we’ll leave early.’ Gordon's thoughts said
to me as he squeezed my hand in assurance. I smiled at him squeezing his hand
back.
let’s dance.”
it. He wouldn’t hear of it. I felt that push again mentally, ’Darling just
follow me. Do what I do. You’ll be fine.’
switched their repertoire to the Latin beat. How I managed to stay off Gordon's
feet was a miracle. The Cha-Cha, Tango, Bossa Nova, Salsa, Mambo, Rumba Lambada,
still echoed in my ears and my poor aching feet. Still I loved those sounds it
made me feel good to dance with Gordon.
interval. I needed some fresh air badly. I asked that we go out on the terrace
for some air.
and Spring Water for me. I know what you are thinking, why Spring Water? Well
after all I am a nursing mother now and I don’t want to pass the derivatives of
an alcoholic drink to Lynn.
right mood for some romance. There were some tables and very few couples
enjoying the ambiance. I entirely fell in love with area, with the bushes, trees
and the waterfall. It was peaceful and serene in its effect. We sat and spoke to
each other as lovers always do.
along with the scurrying of the little animals. I thought I was hearing things
at first, as I never remembered hearing sounds like that before. I associated
the sounds of the grass and people walking when three young men stepped from the
bushes and onto more grass.
had moustaches which I believed to be glued on their faces. They were
approaching the very edge of the terrace. They climbed the terrace stairs and
pulled out from behind them what looked to be machine pistols. I knew these were
similar to the MAC-10 in style, as I had seen those before in movies.
associate will be coming to each of you with a bag to place your valuables in.
Thank you for your cooperation.”
anyone to see what was happening as they had curtains on the doors. Looking at
the young men they had that look that they would shoot anyone, if interrupted.
valuable possessions. The other two watched everyone else and the doors.
of the ordinary. These men will kill anyone that stands in their way.’
remembered the exercises in the pool to give me the ability to bend light or
what may be commonly called invisibility. Then I thought also that there were to
many people present. class=Section2>
dismissed due to the witnesses again. I began to get angrier. I started to feel
those same feelings as I felt when the gate exploded. The tingling increased, I
felt the surging of power in every muscle and nerve I had. I thought of the
channeling of that energy I might be able to cut the strength so I would not
destroy these men.
just let these men get away with spoiling an evening. I mentally pushed to get
Gordon's attention. ‘Any luck with Paul or Eve?’
of the innocent outweighed the potential deaths that might occur. Gordon had
probed the minds of these men they had no intentions of leaving any witnesses
alive to their crimes. They intended to murder the innocent.
people. The tingling gained strength; I had to release it. I had all three of
the men in my line of sight. I focused onto their chest area releasing the
massive psi energy stored.
they all touched a VandeGraaff Generator demonstrating static electricity. The
scurrying of small animals in fear was heard. There was a blinding light and a
booming sound similar to a sonic boom.
unconscious. Their weapons were melted at the barrels along with the flash
suppressors. Their clothing was smoldering. There was a slight burn on the hands
that held the weapons and a burn wound at the chest area. There was massive
screaming by not only the women but the men also. Panic and fear was the mode
these people were in.
came others with the security and medical personnel.
doesn’t it?”
distinct smile.
after we discussed the situation. Those three intended to kill all the witnesses
to their crime.’
to any of us.’
thoughts.’
Ballroom.
empty table.
those people were spared from injury and death by those men, but I also knew
that I may have hurt them or possibly have killed them. I also thought of the
consequences if I hurt the innocents that were out there on the terrace. I began
to tremble again not from anger but from fright.
said in low hushed tones, “ They’ll survive. The medics, Police and security
staff think they were struck by Lightning. We told the Security Staff that Eve
and I would take care of you both. The cops want a statement from you and we
told them not now. The hotel is worried that you may sue them.”
to the charity of their choice on behalf of the employees. Tell the Cops no,
that I will not give them a statement or be involved with their investigation. I
need to go home please. I need to relax.
were ready to go. He then left the table to tell the police investigators what I
said.
help.” Eve said to me.
for all of you out there. They call it survival here.”
do the same to and for him? By the smile he gave me it did.
happy with what you said but I say and said to them Tough Shit. The hotel
manager would like for the both of you to return as his guest anytime you wish.
Bill is waiting outside for us, he just called me.”
The only problem we had was getting past the reporters and electronic media
people that seemed to block our way. The hotel people were gracious enough to
run interference to get them out of the way allowing us to get in our vehicle.
everyone alright? Do you need me to stop anywhere?”
business meeting at 2pm at the airport in our hanger with Jerome.”
held Eve. I knew Gordon would be with Lynn and me for a very long time.
and life. I have to say that my psychological and physical adjustment of
becoming a teenager, a woman, wife, mother and lover were easy. But to find out
although you were born on this planet Earth, your parents, brother and sister’s
are in fact Aliens from another planet. Being from another solar system is
another factor to be added to the equation that could upset it. This held true
for your husband that had your baby and your mother-in-law too.
have with the help of Paul and Eve. I have learned the histories of our culture
together with the customs, primary language and written word of our homeworld. I
have also learned the Laws that came from our Planet that bind those of my kind
together. It was a necessity to learn and retain the functions of all the
systems and layouts of the Scout Craft and Mother Ships.
this planet we call home. Those are fears that had to be brought forward and
confronted to help me to grow mentally stronger.
appearance before our Council of Elders. I must give them my decision to remain
as I am or to revert to the fifty-year-old decadent male I once was. If I chose
the latter my mind would be erased which might cause psychotic trauma. I must
also be tested as to the control of my gifts, if I do not pass these tests I
could also be mind wiped or destroyed.
I was out of bed, had my robe and slippers on and out into the hallway, rushing
into the nursery to pick her up into my arms. I calmed her enough until she
stopped crying. All I hoped is that Gordon managed to remain sleeping.
along with my nightgown, robe and slippers. I could tell by the look on her face
that is what she was waiting and crying for.
and laughed as I washed her tiny body.
that you were with Lynn.”
together.
you any ideas my love.”
red.
Taking Lynn back we went to the rocking chair, sitting there to nurse and be
nursed upon.
leaving the nursery.
was now my turn to get dressed. Going through the doorway there was a very large
box wrapped in pink paper and ribbon. I laid the baby down on the bed and read
the card that was attached to the ribbon on the box.
bring this back for you for tonight.
with his arms. Inside it was the clothing or uniform that I was to wear tonight
on the flight to the Mother Ship.
belt that contained a quadstun defense device (QDD for short) several pouches
that contained survival equipment. Next was a knee length, fluorescent blue
tunic, with officers’ markings. A pair black stirrup slacks with a wide red
strip at the outer seams and cloth, black, calf length boots with a slight heel.
The clothing was the colors of the ship’s operations or flight crew. There was
essentially no shine to the clothing as most earthly materials had. It was light
in weight but had unusual properties when held to the light. It seemed to absorb
the light. To me it almost felt like a living thing.
What I don’t understand is the markings. They’re telling me that I’m a Pilot and
Starship navigator along with a symbol I’ve never seen. I’ve never flown.”
themselves as you know. You do know every system on them, electronics and
propulsion, which we all trained you for. You have shown exceptional skills in
the navigation and control of the Mother Ships in the simulation trainer with
Jerome at our hanger.
anything with or without wings. He noticed your ability from the first time you
took over the Neuro-Controls. He stated to the Elders that you could out-fly him
in the manual mode of any ship you flew. Now that’s a complement, considering
his reputation of being a very difficult taskmaster.
that certain materials used to construct older buildings have a propensity to
absorb our communications abilities with each other. One of these materials is
Lead that can be found in the old ironwork of the skeletal structures.
only going to be only us in the house for the morning and early afternoon. Then
I had to prepare for tonight perhaps later the pool might suffice. Everyone was
getting peeved at me for going to the ocean alone. I loved it!
us.”
first to chart and explore this planet? They made first contact with many of the
inhabitants here. Their Scoutship was one of the first to be chased by jet
aircraft on their way to the Mother Ship. Did you know that they are the last of
their respective clans? All their family was lost with the destruction of our
homeworld.”
of our people are. The way Eve acts around Lynn I think she would like to
conceive.”
has told me they do want children. All they said is possibly soon. I think they
are worried that this planet might get destroyed too.”
constantly since the beginning of this adventure. They were always there to
cheer me on, as were our family members. I certainly wished I could help them to
fulfill their dreams.
now. Won’t you?” I said as I kissed him breaking from his hold, running into the
bathroom and slamming the door, in his face.
from the rack. I was out of my clothes and into a purple bikini in seconds. I
brushed my hair into a ponytail and added the barest of makeup and lipstick. I
was ready to go.
for me to tickle me.
sandals, cover-up and took several towels for us. The house was quiet as we went
through it to the back door of the kitchen. I missed the smells of Carmen’s
cooking. It was then that I remembered I hadn’t eaten yet. Oh well, after our
family swim I thought going out the door.
life forms that had come back to this area that once made it famous. What
everyone saw were the herds of Dolphin, pods of Orca, and the occasional
migratory White Shark looking for a death wish.
cover. Gordon and Lynn already entered the water so I had to run after them,
much to the male neighbor’s delight watching my breasts jiggle. It used to
bother me but doesn’t anymore. I was happy in so many ways, if it gave them joy
to stare; it was okay with me as long as they didn’t have a coronary.
time were still present. The water felt wonderful as I dove in and joined with
Gordon and Lynn.
came closer to us. I thought the female would only come so far and then retreat
with her baby. That wasn’t the case. She came directly to me and urged her baby
to me also. I stroked her and she allowed me to touch her baby before swimming
off. It wasn’t long when she returned back with six other nursing females with
their young expecting and receiving the same treatment and kindness.
stroked the dolphins that came. I believed I wasn’t supposed to hear those words
he spoke. When they rejoined the herd all of them gracefully raised themselves,
doing a spectacular jump into the air.
hello. They always came, at least one of them. It was if they were there to
protect us with the Dolphins. When the Orca turned to show its stomach I saw she
was giving birth. I felt I had to help her, but what was I to do? All I did was
to stroke her giving words of encouragement. Within minutes the baby was out of
the Birth Canal, swimming on its own after the umbilical cord was severed by the
mother. I shed tears of joy as the baby attached itself to its mother to nurse.
They then swam off to rejoin the Pods.
cried. I was crying for sorrow but for the joy of a species that is secrets its
birth and mating in the wild. I was allowed to share that secret of a new life
born in and on the seas.
deck area.
close. You’re lucky to be alive too.” He said.
the seawater in the fresh water shower by the back door of the house. Those
mammals would not harm anyone unless they threatened their young just as a human
mother would do.
We both knew that they would remain quiet as to what had happened. They
respected our privacy and we respected theirs.
He went and prepared our breakfast. This was great having him home and the house
to ourselves. In the past month this house had been in the constant state of
chaos. The housekeeper left us when she became pregnant. I had my tutors, flight
simulators, and the baby. There were times I felt overwhelmed physically and
mentally. Everyone was gracious enough to help Gordon and me. We are certainly
prosperous to have the family and friends we have.
everyone threw me out of the kitchen after the little fire we had. So we had to
get a new stove and have a new floor put in after the Fire Department chopped
holes in the floor to put out the fire from the grease. They said that the alarm
system worked well and I helped increase the local economy financially. Oh my,
what can I say? At least I was allowed to help to the clean up of the kitchen
but nothing that involves fires or grease.
to be done. Lynn was one of them as she screamed to be fed and changed. With the
major necessities accomplished and Lynn napping in the nursery I went back to
the den.
her. I nudged his wall lightly, “Tell mom we love her. We’ll see her tonight.’
side of the room I’d been reading. Thinking of the book in my hand. The book
raised and floated toward me into my hand. I turned toward Gordon and smiled. He
couldn’t contain his laughter. Normally I would drop the book midway across the
room. I can’t wait to try it out on the laundry next!
disappear before your very eyes. I thought about the light. How in a prism the
light becomes a visible spectrum as I managed to disappear. I walked to the back
of Gordon as he sat and started to play with his hair then to other areas of his
body eventually going to his crotch. I broke his concentration completely while
speaking to Amanda. He managed to say goodbye to her when I released him.
closet. I heard Gordon's footsteps come into the bedroom. He came closer then
entering my closet, looked around and suddenly grabbed me.
other items I was wearing.
to relieve ourselves of these pent-up energies for the next several hours. The
Impromptu making of love was the best, need I say more.
Gordon to nap a little more to the bathroom. I wanted to refresh myself more
then anything. The steam and shower rejuvenated me replenishing the much-needed
energy that I had used. After drying off I took a clean robe putting it on.
fed and dressed as I decided earlier that we were taking her too. I was relaxed
as was she suckling at my breast when I heard the downstairs door open then
shut. I then heard the light precise footsteps of someone coming up the stairs
and down the hallway. I was already to press the panic button on the alarm panel
when Amanda walked in holding a large duffel bag in her hands.
you well.” She said kissing Lynn and me.
our gifts as a last resort. It could be used to protect anyone if there was no
available immediate help. It was to be used was if impending injury or death
could be avoided.
didn’t but I was so excited I couldn’t wait to show you what I have for Lynn
that your mother and I had made for her.”
quilted garment perhaps a bag might aptly describe it. It was made from the same
material as my uniform with D-rings at the shoulders and waist. This was similar
to an Earth style mummy sleeping bag. Inside the bag was a pair of shorts,
tights, booties and a T-shirt. I noticed inside the hood was a flap.
bet he didn’t. Well to begin with this fabric has evolved just as we have. It is
impervious to heat, cold, projectiles, electricity, radiation, or weapons of any
type. In conjunction with the helmet it is like a survival suit for deep space
or planetary exploration. It has the capabilities to recycle our air giving us
the ability to survive in the most hostile of environments.”
part of the clothing ensemble as a whole. Ah Mother………… What helmet?”
I will have to set fashion precedence for what the well-dressed E.T. woman’s
hairstyle will be to visit the Mother Ship now.
don’t. As him and you may not be going anywhere at all knowing him. I remember
the last time very vividly. My goodness it seems so long ago.”
on the bed next to Gordon. I gave him a kiss, which woke him immediately.
your mother is here with Lynn.”
dressed.” I said to Gordon as I got up from the bed before he could grab me.
received earlier placing it on the chaise longue. My old fears returned as I
looked at the clothing. I became apprehensive of the tests that were to come. I
would prefer death to a mind wipe. I would prefer death then to not be with
Gordon or to see Lynn grow up. I shook those fears off as Gordon came out from
the bathroom.
began to cry. I allowed Gordon to take my take my hands into his. He gently
raised me from the floor in to his arms, holding me tightly to him. I began to
speak through my tears about the fears I had of losing him and the baby.
happen. I’m not supposed to tell you this but you have already had all the
tests. You’ve passed them all. Tonight is more like an initiation for you. You
are to see the ancestral home of your parents. It is where they lived, worked
and loved. To eventually settle on this world, to birth and raise us. This world
is where we will raise our daughter and her brothers and sisters. Each of them
will go through the same ordeal as we all have.”
wouldn’t lie to me or just say those words to pacify me. We have both gone
through too much together to be with each other.
strength and love he had for our child and me.
much too small for me.
Those are the words used by all the car salesmen and phone solicitors in this
world.
beginning to think the panties would win the effort when the material stretched
out. I was able to pull them snuggly up to my hips for as perfect fit. The
sports bra was the same.
delight they went on easily. Next was a black long sleeved high-necked pullover
blouse similar to what we called a mock turtleneck that went past my hips. Way
past my hips more to my ass.
seams and went on fairly easy. I tucked in my blouse into my slacks when I
brought the material together it began to affix itself. My thoughts then focused
on the use of the bathroom and how to get out of these slacks. The boots were
the next chore. Once they were on it was as if I was wearing no shoes at all.
decided to French braid it. Next was the makeup. I was finished as he came out
of the dressing room.
wanted to do with him and how to do it. I wanted to ravage him with my lust
then, there and now. I came back to reality after staring at him. I needed to
finish dressing.
point on it was easily put on with the seams sealing themselves. The final item
at this point was the utility belt. That went on the easiest.
stud earrings. I placed them into my ears and stood back to see my reflection.
Something wasn’t right although I have to admit I looked good. I knew what it
was! It was the QDD in its holstered case. It was only the perhaps six inches
long and another inch or two in diameter it felt out of place on me.
its case.
weapon.”
view but at the same time I felt our gifts were more than ample defensively. I
could see his point of being attacked by an animal it would give us the
protection needed to survive. At this stage since we are no longer the explorers
we were it was more of a decoration that was just a part of the uniform.
wearing a deep, rich red tunic trimmed in white. My mouth open as my chin hit
the floor. She wore the tunic of the Council of Elders.
placed Lynn on the bed.
would like to spend some quality time with Gordon's father.”
Mother Ships. This was his cycle to be gone for up to six months. He was making
sure that all of the ship’s systems in the fleet functioned properly. Every six
months all of the engineers rotated to do this.
to carry my granddaughter.”
the awaiting limousine in the driveway. The Limousine was the Hummer again along
with Bill our driver.
car was travelling toward the airport where the company hanger was. My anxiety
levels were raising; I held Gordon's hand harder.
area. I saw that the company aircraft were all parked out on the tarmac. It did
seem strange at first.
airport? Why in plain view of the entire world to see if someone were to
photograph the landing shuttle? I didn’t have the words to answer these
questions.
as fast as possible to enter the building away from the prying eyes of the
public. I was close to losing my composure.
quiet until we went into the hanger. The normal lighting was off and red lights
illuminated the interior. In the center of the hanger was an aircraft like no
other aircraft on earth.
easily. My chief flight instructor, Jerome, gave that piece of trivia to me.
Directly in the center of the hanger was a craft that I had only seen a brief
picture of while learning to fly. It was one of our Shuttles that were normally
kept in a hanger bay of the Mother Ships.
airport. Not only would the massive size be a giveaway but the aerodynamic
styling of the craft. Nowhere was there a sharp line, everything was rounded.
The skin of the craft looked to be fluid like in nature. What stood out is that
there was no landing gear to be found with stubby rounded wings. It hung in mid
air due to Anti-Gravitational units I learned that all our craft have in use if
they aren't cradled.
seeing a UFO. Like a cigar, No that wasn’t it. I thought again of an Australian
Aborigine Boomerang. That was close except the wing area was stubbier and fuller
in the rear. A tear drop, possibly. The closest concept was of the Martian ship
on the old “My Favorite Martian Television show of the 1960’s. That was it only
very much larger. It was very impressive and pleasing to the eye like a work of
art.
aback as I never saw this man smile not even a grin. He was always grim faced.
Pilot.”
senses.”
that the all the electronics are on and functioning. Arlene, you’ve done well on
everything that was taught to you. The both of you will do well. Our Scouts will
meet and escort you at 90,000 feet. Make sure everything is set.”
on. I was tapped on the shoulder. I turned around and was greeted by a very
younger brother, Tommy.
with the whole picture. I just wanted to thank you and say I love you and the
rest of the family. I know that I was rotten before but situations do change,
Thanks.” I said before giving my brother a kiss.
said blushing.
Lynn into my arms and gave her a kiss, as did Gordon. I handed her back to my
mother-in-law as I wiped a tear for my eye.
antigravity pad was already down. We climbed on it and were taken up to the
cockpit. Everything was done by thought so I needed to lower my wall briefly
until I had on a flight helmet.
flight couches, lay down, adjusted the visual screens and placed the flight
helmets on our heads. I felt the slight compression as it adjusted to my head
allowing the amplifier sensors to make skin contact at all the precise vital
places.
view in all the dimensions being transmitted to my brain via the sensors. This
was the reason for all the time I spent in the simulator. I had to continue to
tell myself that I was in the craft and not floating as it could be
disorientating.
avoid all electromagnetic radiation, vertical climb ninety thousand feet,
maintain gravity, ship control NOW.’
ninety thousand feet in less then five minutes. It avoided all air traffic as it
traveled upwards. At the target height the ship slowed and maintained altitude.
We awaited our escorts to arrive. I never felt a vibration or heard any noises
as we traveled. There was not even an indication we were in the air flying high
above the Earth.
basically a bluish black coloring. I saw in my mind ten ships that materialized.
Three ships took the rear or aft, three ships went to our front or forward, two
ships were on the left and right or port and starboard sides. These Scout Ships
were much smaller but were armed heavily for defensive measures only. They are
all highly maneuverable and crewed by six personnel each, but had room for
passengers. All were self-contained for any eventuality. All the crews were
highly trained. Most crewmembers specialized in the area of first contact with
alien species.
Mother One, Now.’
maintain time and distance.’
links. We remained invisible to the eye and electronics. The ship plotted our
course and speed and gave a time of landing in fifteen minutes. Our Mother Ship
was waiting for us to come aboard her.
activity. Do you require assistance?’
kidding.
time. I had the computer to show me the Mother Ship when we came within range of
it.
the picture of a vessel in my mind. It did seem quite large to me.
miles in depth.'
three minutes.'
wait to set foot on what was once the home of my parents for so many years.
eager to see the ship I all but pulled Gordon to the antigravity pad.
on the deck at close to kissing someone's shoes. The man extended his arm's
helping me to get up from the deck. He wore a different type of uniform color
I'd not seen before.
He said vocally.
go get Lynn from Mother, she'll probably very cranky."
our granddaughter off. In the meantime I have been delegated to take you both to
our infirmary to make sure you're healthy. The ship tour will be after you my
dear daughter-in-law are presented to the Council."
types of the shuttles here. I mean this hanger is huge but so is the shuttle we
came on. It appears that it's full of the same type of shuttles that we came on
from one end of the hanger to the other. Do the shuttles remain on the ship?
Where are the Scout Ships? Are they always deployed to escort the shuttles?
What……….?"
minute please. I know you have questions and all of them will be answered very
soon. Now come along with me as the medical personnel are waiting for you."
began to walk to what appeared to be a door. The markings on it were of the same
language as I learned during the past month of my training.
into a long corridor I noticed at that time also that there was no sound of
activity. As we walked through the door it silently closed behind us. There were
many doors down that corridor some with and without the alien symbols all of
them closed. It was then that I knew what a condemned prisoner felt like on
their way to the execution chamber in a prison.
It contained vast amounts of electronic equipment that I would not dare to
venture a guess of what it did. Several people walked about as well as others
engaged with the equipment. A tall man that looked to be in his forties age wise
was with using one of the pieces of equipment when he saw us, motioning for us
to come closer.
Gordon please go with Patricia. She will start the sequence of tests that will
be needed. Daniel, we can notify you when Gordon and Arlene are finished."
to enter two enclosed cubicles. That resembled the telephone booths of a by gone
era. Once inside we were told to relax as the door closed. Several minutes went
by I was getting anxious to get out. Okay I was bored.
We went immediately to each other and entwined our hands.
you go back to the doctor he has the results of your tests."
both seemed to be into deep conversation until we walked to them. They both
stopped talking abruptly.
was centered on us. There are times when we as humans have a tendency to not
grasp all that is said to us immediately. When those two men ceased to speak
when our presence was noted my thoughts went to what Patricia said or to
rephrase it what she didn't say. I distinctly heard her say, “your high” or was
it “you're high?” Was she saying that I was high from drugs or alcohol usage? I
don't think so. I hadn't touched that stuff in a very long time.
royal family or member of the monarchy. Now what the hell was this about? Why
didn't they wish for us to hear their conversation? Was something found wrong
with us? Am I dying? Is Gordon?
asked.
to be here." I lied.
was telling a fabrication of the truth. We have become so very close to each
other that we are cognizant of each other's emotions. Perhaps, also, I am not a
very good liar.
father-in-law said.
ship. I had so many questions that were not being answered I was terrified as to
what those answers might be. I had to maintain that wall around my thoughts. I
after all didn't want anyone to know what my fears were. With every step we took
it was difficult to maintain that mastery of my own privacy.
you or anyone for that matter. Was I lost? Were we lost? Most definitely or at
least I was.
Elders." Daniel said.
myself? For what? Gordon has been with me constantly on this adventure."
me.
nod my head to signify my acquiescence.
appointed waiting area. By lavish I meant that at least it had color on the
walls and what appeared to be paintings adorning them. As I inspected one of the
paintings it suddenly changed to a portrait of a young woman that I had seen
somewhere before. Her clothing was bit unusual but I would assume tasteful
considering or I presumed from the mother world. Besides her clothing she wore a
tiara on her piled hair.
Her hair was the same coloring as mine. Her eyes had the same shape and color.
Our noses had the same shape and length. Our skin coloring was very close to
each other's coloring. Maybe she was a relative? Why the picture?
by my sisters. I also saw the similarities between all of them and the woman.
Yet I was the only one to share the exact hair coloring of that woman.
further."
resemblance to each other."
humorously.
to us."
your mother or at least the donor of an egg that produced you. Your father was
the king of Priac he was to marry my sister until the planet was destroyed.
completed. She saw the destruction of the planet. I was the only one of the
persons she spoke to about it other than the royal doctor. A decision was made
at that time to take several of her eggs when she ovulated and preserve them
cryogenically on board this mother ship and several others. The Kings sperm was
donated unbeknownst to him. We told him it was part of a fertility test to
insure there were to be heirs to the crown.
king by right of succession. Our two continents had always been at odds with
each other for one reason or the other. It was decided at a council of the two
continents to build the fleets together and to become one planet. The King of
Priac and our Queen were to be married. I think you basically know the rest of
the story. You are the next Queen and your Gordon is the next king and of course
little Lynn is our princess. Our people do need you. You both are a unifying
factor to our survival. Our councils do need you but those that came onboard the
other ships need you as the buffer between their two lives."
mother! I remembered the slip up of words by the medic Patricia. This was too
much for me to handle at one time. Why does everyone do this to me? One minute
I'm emotionally stable and the next I'm an emotional wreck. I started to cry.
Mother took me into her arms and held me.
the royal bloodline. Those that died on our planet would be proud this day to
see your ascension to the throne, taking your rightful place to lead our people.
Yes there will be decisions to make but the councils will help as will Gordon,
Amanda, your entire family and I. Now let's get you ready. We have a great deal
to do."
with anyone as I was still in a state of shock. I was given a robe by Irene, and
then gave me a hug. Karla and Sheila lead me to another room where I guess you
could call say a bath was drawn.
into. As the steam rose from the water I began to relax further sitting down
into with the water up to my chin. Without a word Sheila and Karla disrobed
coming into the bath with me sitting on the other side. Mother and Irene then
joined us. I couldn't stand it anymore with the silence as the initial shock
wore off.
had earlier ingrained on their face's leave them.
you. Now what else do you all have in mind a trial by combat to show my
worthiness? Perhaps poison? I know QDDs at thirty paces! My lord, that wouldn't
happen, would it?"
going to happen to you. You have been prepared for this day. This is a day of
joy for us as it is for you.
two continents of a planet that has a long proud history. These people that have
traveled all these light years have waited patiently for you. The councils have
done well although there have been peaceful disputes amongst us that were
settled. With your guiding hand we as a culture intend to strive and prosper
once again. Granted the decisions you make will be difficult but with Gordon,
Amanda, your sisters and I will help to see that the right decisions are made.
You are a Queen for the people. Let the power you wield never cause the people
to suffer at your hand." My mother said.
Why was my sexual change so long in coming?"
experience the life as a male primarily due to the fact that many of the
societies of our new home did not favor the female of the species. Our society
may very well be matriarchal but our men are equals in everything we do. There
are no biases as we have seen on Earth. If you were a female your attitudes
might have changed toward men you may have been poisoned from keeping an open
mind due to the violence that many exhibit on that planet we now call home. Our
future queen might have been raped or killed. Our people would not have liked
that to happen. We may be peaceful but there are those that would have insisted
on the annihilation of the perpetrators or more than likely even the planet."
the preparations for the launch of this fleet. I was not privileged to the inner
sanctums when massive decisions were made.
except for one specimen. The council saw to this destruction. Each Mother Ship
had a storage area as a safeguard in the event we became separated or settled
elsewhere."
happened if…ah…. Well, if I should have died?"
have had the baby up here on the ship. That baby would have never had the joys
or sorrows that you have had on Earth. The human interaction is of course part
of your nature."
it?"
Well my sister gave her eggs willingly I was inseminated with them. You grew in
me, and I gave birth to you. Now what do you think?"
my mother. But, what about daddy? I'm not,…………um………… this isn't going to affect
our relationship?"
We've always thought it was our obligation to the memories of our families and
the planet we lost. You are and will always be his daughter and our queen too."
older sister for all the crap she put me through when we grew up.
her shoulder but one remained in her hands. Without warning she whipped it
hitting me soundly on the Butt with me falling back into the bath with a
gigantic splash.
strongest." She said with a sadistic smile on her face.
Arlene's hair. Arlene don't even think of retribution or you'll go over my knee,
queen or no queen." Mother said.
stuck her tongue out.
still part of the family. The divulgence of so many secrets had been extremely
hard on me. I had to keep the composure I felt now; I had to remain strong
mentally. Oh crap, whom am I kidding! I'm sacred, genuinely terrified!
I was told that up until now these rooms had been sealed, every one of the
mother ships had a suite of rooms that were also sealed. It was a tribute to the
Queen as the leader of a very proud people.
depended on the size of the family. The single living quarters sleeping areas
kept the women and men separated but with as much living space as possible but
both sexes shared apartments. Since we had kitchens in the quarters there was no
need for a communal kitchen but we had them anyway they are called the Mess
Decks. Guests were not restricted in their comings and goings to any of the
quarters, socializing is encouraged. As far as recreation areas the most popular
places tended to be the beaches, artificial sunlight and pool areas. There were
other forms of recreations but that was the most popular."
I bathed in absolute opulence. Being a crewmember onboard a ship in space or a
ship on the seas of Earth was a rugged lifestyle. Both gave up the basics of
privacy along with the luxuries you were accustomed to. Both gave up the ties of
family and friends. Your ship was your world it helped to maintain your life.
One mistake on either was your death or a shipmate's death. The far-reaching
seas and deep space exploration were unforgiving. Both were and are pioneers and
explorers, these were special people indeed.
hair and makeup were now presentable, I was returned back to reality of my
situation.
handful of people that worked for me but several million. These people not only
respected our laws and customs but those of their adopted planet. I had to
maintain the proper decorum at all times, compassion to those that required it
and security if they needed it.
other family members. The traditions of leadership for all tended to outweigh my
family. I had to find that medium to do both in order to be successful.
that medium. Concentrate now on the people and the joy they have, to have a
Queen once again to share their joys and their sorrows, their triumphs and
defeats. Now let's get you ready." Mother said.
of halter style bra and thong panties worn by the women on Earth. The materials
they were made of felt different more of a metallic fiber to me but they did the
job in covering and holding my anatomy together. As a matter of fact they were
sensual in styling and comfortable while being worn. I had found out through my
mother this was the typical attire worn by women aboard the ships as the attire
could be used as a bathing suit.
halter-top with no sleeves and exposed back. The stockings this time where
basically the same as found on Earth but went about two inches below the knee. I
had to surmise that I would be wearing slacks unless the skirt was below knee
length.
have a mind of their own. They seemed loose when I put then on having the same
fastening as the flight suits, within seconds they molded to my body contours by
themselves. The only thing I hoped is I didn't have to use the Powder Room as
usual.
the boots and cape that followed. I was helped into a pair of boots that went
past my knees of the same colors with a four-inch stiletto heel. I thought that
a dominatrix must have designed the shoes when I weaved as I stood straight.
a foot over my head, conical in shape. This damn thing even had shoulder pads
that an earth football player couldn't get hurt in. the rest of the body of this
garment was cut to the waist then went to a train that trailed five feet behind
me. All I need was a caboose now as I had the whole train behind my ass! I
decided than and there I was going to really pitch a fit if they came out with a
headdress. This was not Las Vegas and I was not a showgirl!
great deal. I noticed that there was very little weight at all. Well at least if
I fell on my face walking in these boots I wouldn't be hurt if I rolled onto my
shoulders.
thoughts that came to my mind was a poem by the Late English Poet Alfred Lord
Tennyson called the Charge of the Light Brigade. This poem was written to
memorialize a suicidal charge by light cavalry over open terrain by British
forces in the Battle of Balaclava (Ukraine) in the Crimean War (1854-56). 247
men of the 637 in the charge were killed or wounded. Britain entered the war,
which was fought by Russia against Turkey, Britain and France, because Russia
sought to control the Dardanelles. Russian control of the Dardanelles threatened
British sea routes.
The Charge Of The Light Brigade
by Alfred, Lord Tennyson
by Alfred, Lord Tennyson
Memorializing Events in the Battle of Balaclava, October 25,
1854
Written April 10, 1864
Half a league, half a league,
Half a league onward,
All in the valley of Death
Rode the six hundred.
'Forward, the Light
Brigade!
Charge for the guns!' he said:
Into the valley of Death
Rode the six hundred.
'Forward, the Light Brigade!'
Was there
man dismay’d?
Not tho' the soldier knew
Some one had blunder'd:
Their's not to make reply,
Their's not to reason why,
Their's but to
do and die:
Into the valley of Death
Rode the six hundred.
Cannon to right of them,
Cannon to left of them,
Cannon in front
of them
Volley'd and thunder'd;
Storm'd at with shot and shell,
Boldly they rode and well,
Into the jaws of Death,
Into the mouth of
Hell
Rode the six hundred.
Flash'd all their sabres bare,
Flash'd as they turn'd in air
Sabring the gunners there,
Charging an
army, while
All the world wonder'd:
Plunged in the battery-smoke
Right thro' the line they broke;
Cossack and Russian
Reel'd from the
sabre-stroke
Shatter'd and sunder'd.
Then they rode back, but not
Not the six hundred.
Cannon to right of them,
Cannon to left of
them,
Cannon behind them
Volley'd and thunder'd;
Storm'd at with
shot and shell,
While horse and hero fell,
They that had fought so well
Came thro' the jaws of Death,
Back from the mouth of Hell,
All that
was left of them,
Left of six hundred.
When can their glory fade?
O the wild charge they made!
All the world wonder'd.
Honour the
charge they made!
Honour the Light Brigade,
Noble six hundred!
feelings those soldiers felt as they rode through the bullets, sword and cannon
shell. I felt that I was about to do the same except I would never be
immortalized in a poem for the deed or deeds I was about to partake in. My knees
began to shake as my fright took over my body. Whatever courage I had, had left
me. I was rooted to the spot were I had been standing. I stood in avid, abject
fear and terror of what was to be. I finally choked out the words to everyone
that they wanted to hear. I had to find the courage for myself, Gordon, Lynn and
for all the people that had traveled so far to rebuild their lives and families.
observatory deck. If we are going too fast just let us know and we'll slow down.
Just take some deep breaths, you'll be fine."
track of them. It was strange not to hear any noises there were not even the
sounds of our footsteps as we traversed the ship, all I heard was the
ever-present slight humming sound possibly from some machinery. At last we
approached a set of closed doors where two distinct groups of people stood at
each side.
chosen from all the mother ships. The one thing that made them stand out was the
coloring of their uniforms, which was red and gold. They were armed with the
ever present QDD. There must have been at least one hundred of them present.
the rest went around to my back. Only two of them walked to each side of me. I
almost didn't see them at first due to the fear that was once again building
inside of me until one of them spoke.
smile. I looked to my other side and it was Paul. Just by having the two of them
present made me relax somewhat as I smiled the smile of a greeting to them both.
was the immense size of this room as we entered it. At first I thought I was
walking on carpeting until I realized it was a grass that was light green in
color and trimmed very short, which mystified me. We walked further around the
outer walls noticing the walls allowing the vastness of the universe to be
observed through something that I doubted was glass. The clearing was entirely
filled with those that were to witness the ascent of their queen to the throne
of leadership.
you want to visit the homeworld. Some of the trees bore unusual coloring and
tallness while others were dwarfs in stature. Many of the plants had flowers
with colors of every spectrum of a rainbow. I saw flowers that would dwarf the
tallest Sunflower plant on Earth. I had to assume that these plants were native
to the home world. There were also animals that were part of the ecosystem the
likes of which mystified me. This area of the ship must also be a sanctuary of
for the travelers to remove themselves from the mundane droning of shipboard
life.
another area that had a beach. We finally came to a stop in another area that
can best be described as a clearing that open to a beach like sandy area with a
manmade lake. The sand appeared to be the color of the purest gold valued so
highly on the planet Earth. The water was of the deepest clearest blue I had
ever seen.
forward to me saying, "Are you ready to proceed with the test Lady Arlene?"
the panties and bra. This was not a time to be modest as I was nudged again and
told to go into the water. What was strange I could not think who was telling me
what to do.
I went deeper and further from the shore. The water became a bit cooler, I felt
that nudge again telling me to drop my wall and announce that I was there. What
the hell was I doing that for? What the hell was in here? Oh Crap, what if it
ate meat? Was I the main course for dinner?
I was rewarded with a slight playful poke at the small of my back that caught me
off guard. I was suddenly immersed with the water over my head. As I surfaced I
realized I was in salt water just like the Earth's oceans.
Dolphins and the Orca I had touched in the ocean on Earth. What the hell was it?
I let my wall down again and announced myself. I couldn't see anything break the
surface as I did. I did feel something with its presence but I still could not
tell what it was.
playing around either I was dinner or I was a friend. I dove down into the
water; I finally saw a shape in the clear water. It did look a bit like our
friends the dolphins on earth. There appeared to be many of them here. I
wondered how they were so similar to the Earth species.
and needed to take more into my lungs. I went toward he surface breaking it,
expelling and getting air into my lungs, then diving back down into the water.
The creature was fast almost upon me ultimately stopping scant inches from my
face. I could see the bottle like snout, rows of what appeared to be very sharp
teeth, the smooth skin the intelligent eyes. It did seem to be similar to the
creatures of Earth.
harm. Without warning it grabbed my hand into its jaws, holding it in place but
not to the point of injury. This creature was approximately twelve feet long
with a weight of more than any person I knew of. Its Speed was uncanny, as we
cut through the water just as quick as the dolphins of Earth. My immediate
reaction was fear but for something unknown to me I felt none of that fear.
There was purpose and meaning in the direction we traveled with the others I had
seen.
of the water as we traveled. The Dolphin released my hand from its mouth
allowing my body to travel with the momentum of the speed it traveled. I
happened to look in the direction we came from not see the amassed people almost
brought me to the panic stage. How far had we traveled? Where was everyone?
Where was I?
As suddenly as I was pulled and brought here to this location I was released.
There was movement in the water directly ahead of me. I saw several of the same
type of animals' rise from the water to do their aquatic ballets on the flukes,
their tails. These creatures, I was convinced, were somehow or someway
genetically liked to the creatures found on Earth. Their size and shape were
identical to their cousins. The mystery was, were these creatures from Earth or
from the home planet? Conceivably I would be told later the secret of their
existence on how they had come to the ship. Watching these magnificent creatures
was an easy task to perform as they all cavorted about the animal that just had
returned with me in tow. I was left alone while this greeting took place I would
have to assume this as I watched their rituals.
came and touched me allowing me to touch them in return. Each of them allowed me
touch and rub their nose and stomach areas. All of them sang their songs as I
did this. I was gratified that I was accepted by these denizens of the deep.
They remained and circled me with their heads above the water singing more of
their songs.
was then that the largest of the Dolphins swam beneath me until I was straddled,
sitting upon its back. It swam effortlessly through the waters with all the
others following and frolicking in the water.
people were still gathered with two people standing out amongst all, those two
people were Amanda and my mother.
could not distinguish the words. Closer and closer we came to the beach that was
when I heard the cheers from all. The dolphin I had been riding stopped,
allowing me to get off. When my feet felt the sandy bottom and I stood up, I
gave the dolphin another loving stroke and pat on its nose before returning to
the others. I watched closely as another came forward this time with her baby
allowing me to rub her blowhole and the pat the baby.
water creatures have decreed it so."
all the families be one" Amanda said then lowering herself to her knees.
these people did the same as Amanda including my own family. Some went as far as
to prostrate themselves in homage. I was not ready for this type of display of
veneration.
queen." One of the Elders said.
normal person. I may have been conceived differently, grown up differently and
had a baby differently but basically I was the same. Or was I that different? I
guess I did break the norms of human and sexual behavior a bit. Oh hell, I
shattered them!
commanding voice.
confused.
to the ground to give me homage. This will not be tolerated in my presence we
are but one people. We no longer have our homeworld we have an adopted world
that does not know of us and thus shall it be."
the right thing.
will adjourn so we might prepare our queen for the coronation ceremonies. Space
will be limited so we have prepared to transmit the ceremony to all the ships in
the Armada. This will include the transmitters on our adopted world to our
people there that could not be available to visit. Now we will all depart to
allow our queen to get ready. We thank all of you that have gathered here to be
witnesses of this historic event. Let the festivities begin! " My mother said.
as I needed to say goodbye to my new friends. As I stroked each one Gordon came
to my side with Lynn. All my new friends came and greeted my husband and
daughter allowing Gordon to touch each of them to Lynn's delight.
heart of anyone that disliked children. I allowed each of the dolphins to come
to me to nudge her tiny body gently with their bottle shaped noses. They each
knew that she was part of Gordon and I. Each dolphin knew we would protect them
within this sanctuary aboard the mother ship.
these creatures and us life.
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