Printer-friendly versionSECOND CHANCE AT LIFE
By Roni
DISCLAIMER: This story is purely fictional and any resemblance to living or dead
people are purely coincidental.
CHAPTER 1
The alarm went off at 4:00am! God, another workday! I slowly rose from my bed and placed my feed on the floor, I hated working the day shift. I have to get up so early just to get to work on time; the traffic would be killer if I slept in. I stumbled to the bathroom and crawled into the shower, the water flowing over me felt so good. I slowly woke as I washed and was fully awake by the end of my shower. 45 minutes had passed and I needed to hurry if I was to get a coffee in and make my lunch before I had to leave to beat the traffic. The weather report said that it would be another snowy and cold day so I knew the roads would be terrible to drive on. I silently prayed that my old car would survive the winter and that I could save enough money to buy a new used car in the spring. I packed my lunch and prepared my clothes for work.
Before I go any further I need to tell you who I was and where I worked. My name is or should I say was Carl Samms, I was a single mid forties man who was in fair shape and not too bad looking. I worked for a small pharmaceutical factory as a mechanic repairing the equipment and the conveyors that made and moved all the pills and drugs that they made. It was not a glamorous job but it paid enough for me to rent a decent condo put food on the table, and keep me just ahead of the debt collectors.
I managed to get all my stuff together and I left my condo heading to the parking garage that was under the building, I was glad that I had underground parking, I did not have to warm up my car or have to dig it out from under all the snow. As I pulled out of the parking I noticed that the sun was still down, it would be at least another two hours before the sun rose. “Man I really hate winter!” I would move to some place warmer but I could not afford to quit my job and I really liked the rest of the year where I lived. Calgary sure has grow I thought as I drove to work I could remember when it was just a little friendly “cow town” now it was over one million people and the traffic was killer!
I got lucky and I made it to work just before 7:00am, I found a parking space that was not to far from the entrance and I plugged my car in to keep it from freezing. In Canada we have block heaters in our cars for the winter cold to prevent the motor from freezing. It is not uncommon for the temperature to drop to -30 Deg C. Today was no exception the temperature was sitting just about -22 Deg C. I made my way into the building flashing my employee ID to the security guard who was nearly asleep at his desk. For a company that made drugs I was surprised that the security was so lax, anyone could have gotten in if they really wanted to. I clocked in and went to the men’s locker room to change, the company had at least 200 employees and they required us to wear special sanitized uniforms to prevent contamination of the drugs. They were more concerned about the product then they were about the staff. We did have safety rules and protocols and they were strictly enforced but it just felt like they did not care.
I reported to the shop were my boss was impatiently waiting for all the mechanics to show up. He was very agitated, more that normal, he was pacing back and forth and looking at his watch every two seconds. Finally all the mechanics showed up and we were waiting for him to start the morning meeting. He looked at all of us and then a serious look fell upon his face, he slowly and as calmly as possible informed us that the factory had been targeted by Eco terrorists and that they had called in a bomb threat just a few minutes before we arrived at work. That got my attention, I new that our new owners were part of a global Corporation that was into a lot of different industries and that several of their Asian companies had been bombed in the past few years. I was about to ask what he wanted us to do knowing that it was company policy to evacuate the building until the police bomb squad could walk through and give an all clear. He asked us if we would volunteer to help the police search the factory because as mechanics we would know were the best places would be to plant a bomb. Several of the mechanics refused out of fear claiming that they were looking out for their families. I did not have any family to speak of; no girlfriend, brothers or sisters and my parents were living in a senior’s home.
I was an only child born to a couple who were older than the usual age; many times I thought that I was an accidental pregnancy even if they told me that I was planned and that they loved me. I wasn’t a loner it was just that for as long as I could remember I was a cross-dresser and I was afraid that if I shared that with anyone they would laugh and make fun of me. Girlfriends were few and far between, I enjoyed my fantasy world when I dressed in my condo and I was too afraid to leave, I was deep in the closet!
I raiser my hand and said that I would help the police look for the bomb praying that it would be just a false alarm and that we could all get on with our day. As the rest of the employees were being evacuated, myself and two other mechanics stayed behind to wait for the police bomb squad to show up. Due to the weather it took the police several minutes to arrive and set up a command post a safe distance from the factory. The Officer in charge asked for a map of the factory and if there were any changes to it. I managed to find a blue print of the factory but I was not sure how old it was for the factory was several years old and had been upgraded a few times over the years. He asked me to look over the map with him to see if it still looked the same, structurally it was still the same but internally there were several changes that were not on the blue prints. He made note of the changes and then formulated a plan of action to be able to sweep the building as fast and as safely as possible. He split up the bomb squad into three groups and each of us mechanics were to lead one of the groups through the building, guiding them through the maze of machines and conveyors and piping. I was to lead Group A seeing as I was the senor mechanic being that I had worked for the company for ten years and knew my way around the most sensitive and dangerous areas. The police fitted me with a vest and gave me a steel helmet to wear instead of my regular hard hat. I was thinking that this stuff would be totally useless if there really was a bomb and it went off.
When we were all set to re-enter the factory I lead my group to the most sensitive area of the factory, the containment units for all the waste products and the power generator for the building. As I mentioned before the building had been upgraded but some of the old equipment was still there even if it was no longer used, it was cheaper for the company to leave it there than it was to have them safely dispose of the old tanks and vats due to the chemical hazards that they posed. Many of the old tanks had not been used since before I started working there, who knew what could be in them? I weaved my group through the pipes looking were ever we could to see it there was a bomb. We checked under every machine and on every pipe we could find but so far no bomb, thank God! Then it hit me that if I were to plant a bomb I would expect the police to be looking down not up! I stopped the group and told the officers that maybe we should also be looking up to check for a bomb, there were several cat-walks running over all the old tanks to check the fluid levels in them. I volunteered to climb the ladder and to walk along the catwalk to see if the bomb was planted anywhere along the top. As I was climbing the ladder I was thinking what an idiot I was for volunteering to do this. Was I trying to show off how brave I was to the cops? Or did I have a hidden death wish? Once I made it to the top I looked down and realized I was really high up. Now I don’t have a fear of heights but it did scare me a little when I realized that this old catwalk had not been taken care of for many years. It was too late to turn back now; I would look like a fool if I climbed down now, I took a deep breath and started to walk forward. So far so good the catwalk, although old seemed to be fairly stable and my fears seemed to ease away. It wasn’t until I went to walk over the third tank that I knew something was wrong, I could feel the catwalk start to buckle under my weight. I did not consider myself a big guy, but I was no featherweight either, I weighed about 200 pounds and stood 5’9” tall. It did not matter what I thought at this moment, the catwalk was coming down with me on it and I was heading right into the tank. The Officers below me saw what was happening and yelled to me to hold on while they tried to rescue me, one Officer started to climb the ladder to get to me but he was too late. The catwalk gave out with a loud SNAP! I was free falling into the tank, my life flashed before my eyes as I thought that this was it, I was a goner! They would find my shattered body at the bottom of the tank.
The other thought that went through my mind was that I would be found wearing women’s panties with my toenails painted and all the people would laugh.
Instead of hitting the bottom of the tank with a thud I hit a pool of liquid that was one third up the tank, I could not see the liquid for it had formed a layer of scum on the top and then dust and dirt had fallen on top of that making it look like the bottom of the tank. As I hit the liquid I broke through the scum and sank down into the tank I was not prepared to hit liquid so I inhaled in shock getting a mouth full of what ever the liquid was in the tank. I swallowed the liquid and was surprised that it actually did not taste too bad, it was not my favorite but it also wasn’t burning my throat so I knew it was not corrosive. I tried to tread water in the liquid but the vest and the helmet were weighing me down causing me to get several more mouthfuls of the mystery liquid. I quickly took off the helmet and the vest letting them sink to the bottom of the tank, now I could tread water with no problem. I seemed to be doing ok until I started to feel very sleepy and I was having trouble keeping my eyes open. Once again my life flashed before my eyes and I saw that I really did not have a life; I was a forty-something closeted cross-dresser, single and working at a dead end job, up to my eyes in debt and no relief in the fore seeable future. I was starting to think that maybe it was a good thing to die this way and not have to worry about anything any more. Just as I was going under for the last time both in the liquid and in consciousness I felt an arm grab me and pull me up. All went dark I could hear a few faraway noises but soon they too faded away to nothing.
CHAPTER 2
I awoke to the sound of classical music playing near me, as well as the sound of electronic machines beeping and dinging in the background. Well at least I didn’t die I thought, I wonder how long I had been asleep? I tried to move but it was impossible to lift my arm but nothing was responding, I tried to say something but again nothing, I could not make a sound. What the hell is wrong with me? I was starting to get upset that I could not move or say anything. I tried to remember what had happened; I knew that the catwalk had given out and that I had fallen into one of the old tanks that were in the waste disposal area. I remember going down and giving up hope and was ready to die when someone had saved me. But why could I not move? Was I paralyzed? Was I in a coma? I know there was a real possibility that I could be in one, with the amount of liquid that I swallowed it was a miracle that I was not already dead. I tried to move again but to no avail, nothing was responding and I was just getting more frustrated trying. I finally gave up and decided that what I needed was some more rest and I slipped back into the darkness.
I woke with a start; OUCH that hurt! What the hell are they doing? I opened my eyes and tried to focus but the light was too bright, I blinked several times trying to adjust to the light but it was too bright. I tried to ask whoever was there to turn off the light but all that came out were a few muffled grunts. I gathered all my strength and tried to ask again, this time I seemed to get the persons attention because they started to yell for the doctor to come quickly. The next thing I heard was a very friendly female voice asking me if I could hear her, I tried to open my eyes again but that dammed light was still in my face, once again I asked to have the light turned off and I got a lot of joyful squeals from everyone in the room, but the light was still in my face! Are they daft! I want the light out of my face! I gathered all my remaining energy and this time I demanded that the light be turned off I was done being polite. More squeals and laughter came from the crowd that had gathered, but I did get the light turned off. Finally! Now I could see who was making all the silly fuss over me talking, the first face I saw was that of a beautiful blond woman her eyes were bright blue and they sparkled like the stars in the night sky. Her smile could not have been any bigger if she tried; her teeth were a bright white, almost as bright as that dammed light! She must have been about 50 years old from what I could tell but I was never a good judge of age, she could have been older. She asked me if I could hear her and I nodded I could, I was to tired to talk any more, she told me her name was Dr Gail Harper and that she and her staff had been taking care of me since I had been brought in. I looked at her and tried to ask how long I had been here but all that came out was, how…? Dr Harper seemed to know what I was trying to say and she took my hand and informed me that I had been in a coma for almost four weeks. I knew it! I thought; there is no way that I could sleep for that long. She asked me how I felt and if I was feeling any pain, I gave her a thumb’s up and shook my head no to the pain question. I did feel tired which I thought was kind of silly since I had just woken up from a four-week nap. She saw that I was starting to nod off and she told me to get some sleep and that we would talk again when I felt stronger. I rolled my head and drifted off to sleep, I had the strangest dream, I dreamt that I was still trapped in the tank and when they tried to save me I turned into Jell-O, I had no arms or legs and when they finally did get me out of the tank they poured me into a Jell-O mold and just sat there and waited until I was hard again. I woke up with a start and looked around the room, it was dark and all was quiet. Wow what a weird dream I thought, it must have been brought on by all the chemicals that I swallowed and was marinated in. I drifted off to sleep again this time no dreams that I could remember.
When I woke again I felt much stronger and relaxed, I could hear the classical music playing again and looked around, looking to see if I could find where the music was coming from. While I was looking for the source of the music I noticed that I was not alone in the room, I was sharing the room with someone else, he seemed to be the one who was listening to the music and I cleared my throat to ask him if he could turn it up for I liked the music. I got no response from him but I did get a reaction for the woman who was sitting there just out of my view behind the partition curtain. She seemed to jump out of her seat with a start that I thought that she was going to have a heart attack; she pulled the curtain over and stared at me for what seemed an eternity. I started to feel uncomfortable with her stare and was about to say something when she started to smile and then blushed and looked away to the floor. She apologized for the stare and told me that she did not realize that I had come out of my coma; she said her name was Emma and that she was visiting her brother who was in the bed next to mine. We got to talking and I found out that her brother, Steven was in a motorbike accident and that he had been in a coma for two months. I told her about my accident and how I ended up here, I then found out about where we were; it was a special hospital in Germany, which specialized in patients who were in long-term comas. This shocked me because I thought I was still in Calgary, there were no windows in the room so I had no idea were we were, or what time it was, but it made sense for who needs to know what time it is if you are in a coma? I wondered how I got there and who was paying for my care, I knew that I had medical insurance through work but I don’t think that that would cover any special treatment, much less a stay at a treatment center in Germany. I made a mental note to ask Dr Harper, who and how when I saw her next. I did not have to wait very long, as she came strolling into the room, I could not believe how energetic she looked as she walked up to my bed. She had a bounce in her step that caused her whole body to sway like a branch on a tree in a light breeze. That large smile was still there and the sparkle in her eyes was just as bright as the first time I saw them. She asked me if I remembered her and I said; “yes, that she was Dr. Gail Harper and that I had been there for about four weeks.” Her smile seemed to get brighter with every word I spoke and it was starting to creep me out, what was so special about me talking or remembering a conversation? She was pleased that I had not sustained any brain injuries due to my coma and that I would be able to make a full recovery with time. She asked me to call her Gail that every one did, I then remembered about the hospital and I asked her how I got there and who was paying for the care?
Gail said that the company that I worked for had brought me here at there cost because this was the best care in the world for patients who are or were in a coma and it was also close to the Head Office of the Parent Company that owned the factory that I worked for. The Parent Company took pride in the care of their employees and insisted of bringing me to Germany for the best care that was possible. Boy was I wrong about the Company! I could not believe that they would care that much about some mechanic in a little factory half way around the world from them. That reminded me and I asked if she knew if there had been a bomb at the factory and if they found it in time. She did not know but promised me she would find out for me.
I had lots of time to find out for I was to spend the next few months getting tested and going to rehab, for all my muscles had weakened while I was in the coma. She also told me that the company was still trying to find out what kind of chemicals were in the tank that I had fallen into which was another reason why I was in Germany, the Company had a very advanced research facility there and they were going to find the answers.
While talking to her I realized that I needed to go to the bathroom for the first time since they removed the catheter the day before. I tried to lift myself out of bed and just fell back onto the bed; I did not have the strength to get out of the bed. I asked her if she or one of the nurses could help me up to go to the bathroom, she just smiled and nodded yes and called in one of the orderlies to help me up. He was a huge man! He stood about 6’6”and probably weighed in at about 250 lb of pure muscle, he was the typical German stereotype, blond hair and blue eyes, but he had the sweetest smile you have ever seen and the temperament of an angel. He introduced himself as Otto Bon; his patents had a good sense of humor I thought. I could not believe how easy it was for him to lift me up and carry me to the bathroom. Otto gently sat me on the toilet saying that I probably would not be able to stand to pee even if I tried, he would have been right. I waited for him to leave the bathroom for some privacy but he would not leave my side, I looked at him and made eye contact, without saying a word I looked to the door as to say please leave, he politely told me that he could not leave my side, that he was there to care for me, but he did turn his back so that I could pee. Once I was done he again lifted me with great ease and returned me to my bed without any effort. This would become our daily ritual until I was strong enough to do it on my own. I did not realize that I had lost a lot of weight due to the coma, and as well from the chemical soup that I had ingested, I asked Gail what would happen to me now that I was out of the coma and on my way to recovery, she told me that I would be moved into a private room and that I would be set up with a schedule of physiotherapy and testing to see if the chemicals had done any permanent changes to my body. I asked her what she meant by that? Was I going to turn into some sort of mutant? She laughed and said, I hope not, we don’t have the facilities to care for mutants. I started to laugh as well and that lightened my mood greatly, I felt good with Gail, she was a very pleasant person to be around. I did not know what she really looked like because she was always wearing her Doctors coat but I figured she would have a nice figure for an older lady, not that I was into cougars. We talked for a bit longer until my food came and she excused herself to look into other patients. The food was far from what I would call gourmet but it hit the spot seeing as I had not had any solid food for almost one month. I was surprised that I could not finish all of it before I was full; I just figured that it was because my stomach had shrunk over the last month.
I was now alone in the room except for my comatose room mate so I decided to try to see what I looked like now; it had been a while since I took stock of my body. There were no mirrors in the room and I was never alone in the bathroom long enough to get a look at my face. The first thing I noticed was that I was a lot thinner, my muscles looked like they had shrunk and I could see my ribs through my skin. I figured that I should weigh about 140 pounds now; now that’s a crash diet I mused. The other thing that I noticed was the total lack of body hair, I felt around and knew I had hair on my head and on my eyebrows but the rest of me had no hair in sight. Even my face was completely hair free, and that never happened! I would always have to shave at least twice a day if I wanted to have a smooth face. It was a curse for me when I would dress up at home, having to use lots of makeup to cover my beard shadow. OH MY GOD! It just hit me that at the time of the accident I was wearing a pair of panties and that my toenails were also painted a pretty red. I threw back the covers to see my toes and saw that the nail polish was still there; in fact it looked like there was a fresh coat of polish on them. I was so embarrassed, who redid my nails and what did they think of me? Where they laughing at me and redid my nails as a joke? How would I be able to face any of the nurses or Otto now, not knowing which one was it who redid my toenails? I was starting to panic and I was hyperventilating which got the attention of Otto, he came in to see if I was ok and saw that I was shaking and on the verge of crying. He came over and just held me in his arms, I don’t know why he did this, but it helped, I calmed down and it felt strangely nice to be held by this hunk of a man. What the hell was I saying? Hunk? I think I am going crazy! I have never looked at another man and ever thought of them as a hunk! Good-looking maybe, in a manly way but never a Hunk! Was this one of those changes Gail was referring to? Was I now turning gay? I started to panic again and even with Otto holding me I started to shake and this time I could not hold back the tears. I don’t know how long I cried but when I was done his shirt was almost soaked from my tears, I did feel somewhat better now that I had let it all out. I was still scared but I was too exhausted to do anything but lie there. Otto lay me down on the bed and pulled up the sheets and left the room. Some time later a nurse came in to see if I was doing better and if I needed anything to help me rest, I looked over at her and nearly started to cry again, here was a beautiful young woman; long brown hair braided and neatly wrapped around her head asking me if I needed anything and instead of me having a dirty thought about what I would like to do with her all I could think of is that she did her hair up nicely and that I would like to try that with my own hair. She saw that I was going to cry again and she came over and asked if I wanted to talk about it. She introduced herself as Heidi and that she was here for me if I wanted it. I was scared to say anything about how I was feeling, guys just don’t do that, we are supposed to be strong and not talk about our feelings. What was she going to think; “look at the little fairy all scared and shaky what a wuss.” Heidi did not say anything, she went over to the corner of the room and pulled over a chair and sat down and just held my hand, it felt good, not as good as when Otto was holding me but good anyway. I was so confused, what was happening to me? Why were my emotions running so high and why did I find Otto cute? I looked over at Heidi and I started to tell her about my fears, about what I was feeling, about my secret cross-dressing and about my strange feelings I had for Otto. I felt lighter; I had never told anyone about my cross-dressing, I felt like a giant load had been lifted off my chest. Heidi sat there and listed to everything that I had told her without interrupting me once. When I had finished she smiled at me and told me that it was her who redid my toes and that she knew that I liked to dress up in women’s cloths. She also mentioned that everyone liked Otto; he was just that kind of guy everyone liked. I asked her how she knew because I tried to be so careful not to let anyone know. She told me it was not just because of the nail polish on my toes, but because when I was brought here the company had a few of their staff go to my condo back in Calgary and gather all my stuff and move it to Germany. Seeing that I was going to be here for an extended time, I would probably like some of my stuff here as well. My eyes grew to saucer size realizing that they would have found all my collection of women’s cloths and all my wigs and accessories. Everyone would know! I would be the laughing stock of the whole hospital I was doomed! At that moment I wished that I had died in that tank. I was just about to start to cry again when she squeezed my hand and told me that nobody thought anything bad about me, that it was ok to be who I wanted to be, all I needed was the courage to see that nobody cared what I was, only that they wanted to see me get better.
I could feel my emotions starting up again and I tried not to cry after she had said that, but it was a loosing battle, my emotions were so high I felt like I was going to drown in them. My eyes began to tear up, but this cry felt different, it was a cry of joy, I had told someone my secret and they did not laugh at me. They accepted me for whom and what I was, whatever that may be?
CHAPTER 3
I awoke the next day refreshed and at ease for the first time in a long time, the classical music was playing in the background and I knew that Emma was back visiting her brother. I had gained enough strength to sit up in by bed and listed to the music a little bit longer before I talked to Emma. “Your brother must have loved to listen to classical music for you to play it to him every day” I said, she peered around the curtain and smiled and said; “No, he hates classical music, I just hope that one day he will wake up and tell me to turn that crap off. I play it every day to drive him nuts and wake up.” I admired her devotion to her brother and felt a little envious of him; I never had the pleasure of having a brother or a sister, or anyone for that matter who would care for me like she was caring for her brother. Although the Company was doing just that, they were looking out for me and caring for me no mater what the cost. Was it a case of guilt for what happed or did they really care?
I was going to miss hearing the music every morning, because today I was going to be moved into my private room. I was looking forward to that because they had told me that I would have a large window in which I would be able to see the city. I still did not know which city I was in but I assumed it was Berlin, I found out later that I was right. The move happened right after breakfast, Otto came to do our little morning routine in the bathroom and to take me to the physiotherapy room to get some exercise. When I was brought back, I was put into my new room, it was a large room surprisingly, and it had lots of my stuff from Calgary in it, I saw my big screen TV and my stereo set up in the corner and my bed! They had even brought my own bed from Calgary; I started to cry when I saw it, and wondered why was I crying? My emotions are way too high; I need to get them under control before they put me in the loony bin! I settled into my bed and I realized just how much I loved my bed, it had cost me a lot of money to buy it but it was so worth every penny! It was an adjustable bed so I could move it up to sit in bed and watch TV or read a book if I wanted to. I was just getting comfortable when Gail came in with her usual giant smile and shining eyes, she asked me if I liked my new accommodations and if there was anything else I would like to have. I could not think of any at the time so I said that I was good. She pulled up a chair and sat down beside me and her expression turned a little more serious, she informed me that she knew about my hysterics the day before and that she had talked to Heidi and to Otto about what had happened and that she understood my fears. She went on to tell me that they had received some of the earlier test results and that she could explain why my emotions were so high.
Apparently the tank that I had fallen into was used to store waste from the production of the birth control pill as well as a pill to stimulate the production of milk in pregnant women. I knew right away that I must have gotten a huge dose of female hormones and these hormones were the ones responsible for my high emotions and mood swings. I questioned her as to why I had no body hair and she continued to tell me that besides the waste of the pills there were other unknown chemicals at work on my body that they were not able to isolate as of yet. She wanted to set me up with a C.T. scan to see internally if there were any problems that we should be aware of.
She took my hand and told me that my body was going to go through some major changes as the hormones ran their course and that some of those changes would not be able to be reversed. I was not sure what she meant by that so I asked, she told me that due to the high levels of estrogen and progesterone that were in my system, that I would be sterile and that my genitals would probably shrink. Well I thought; that would make it easier when I dress up as a girl, I could live with that, its not like I have a woman to satisfy. Gail went on to tell me the other changes that I was in store for. I would grow breasts! How big she did not know but I would definitely be big enough to have to wear a bra. I took all of this in and just lay there thinking about what was going to happen to me, it has always been a fantasy of mine to wake up a girl. Now it was coming true, could I handle it? Was I strong enough to make it as a woman or would I break down and end up in the mental ward as some crazy freak! I thanked Gail for her honest assessment of my situation and for not sugar coating it for me. She knew that I cross-dressed and knew that I may be ok with what was happening to me. She told me that I would be seeing a psychiatrist as a precaution just to make sure I would have someone to talk to about my feeling and my fears. She got up and told me she was going to see if they could get me in quickly to have the C.T. scan and left the room.
I was alone in my room and took the opportunity to see if my genitals had shrunk any yet, I lifted up the sheets and lifted up the gown I was wearing and tried to see what they looked like. They were all limp and shriveled up and it looked strange not having any hair on them, like I was a little boy. I was so engrossed in what I was seeing that I did not hear Heidi come into the room. I jumped when she cleared her throat and almost fell out of bed. I was red with embarrassment when she started to giggle; she had a hard time holding the food tray that she had brought in. She managed to regain control and placed the tray down and asked me if I was all right? Sheepishly I answered that I was ok, that I was just looking to see if there was any changes yet. Heidi told me that she was informed about the test results and that was why she was there besides to bring me food. She wheeled over the bed tray with my food on it and told me to start eating, that she would be back in a second, with that she left the room. I had barely gotten out the fork when she came back into the room smiling like the cat that just caught the canary; she was holding something behind her back as she walked towards me. I looked at her and momentarily lost all interest in eating, “what have you got I asked?” With a giggle she pulled out a mirror and handed it to me, since I had come out of the coma I had not seen what I looked like yet. I took it and hesitated for a moment before I lifted it to my face to see what I looked like, I was scared to see what was in the mirror did I look ok? How bad could it be it wasn’t like I was deformed? I focused on my reflection and was greeted by a face I had not seen since I was in my early twenties, where are all my wrinkles? Where did all the hair come from? My hair was now full, I was no longer balding in fact it was fuller that it has ever been, also the color was a lot lighter then what it used to be, I was now a light brown maybe even a dark blond.
I was mesmerized by my reflection, I still looked like myself but I could see that it was a lot softer, no beard shadow, my face was smooth and somewhat feminine, I had slightly fuller lips and my eyes seamed to be bigger, I had always had long lashes but now they looked even longer and darker in color. I was so wrapped up in my image that I could not hear Heidi asking me a question until she gently touched my shoulder and broke my trance. She repeated the question; “Do you like how you look?” I was not sure how to answer her; yes I did like how I looked but it also scared me. I said yes and asked her if I would be changing some more? She could not tell me if I would but was glad that I liked my image. She looked at me and then said that I looked pretty, I was going to object to her statement, men don’t “look pretty”, but then again am I still a man? I know what the hormones are going to do to me and in a way I was excited about the changes but I was also very scared, would I turn out ok or would I be some sort of freakish out of proportioned monster? Heidi saw the fear that was now showing up on my face and she leaned over and gave me a hug and reassured me that all would be ok and that they were all here for me and would help me solve any problem that might come up. I was so happy that I had her as a friend she did not have to show that much concern for me I was just another patient right? She and I started talking and I found myself relaxing and telling her what it was like back in Calgary, I could not wait to get back there and see the city and the Rocky Mountains. I was telling her about the Calgary Stamped and how much fun it was when there was a knock on the door. We both turned to see who it was and to allow then entry. A very handsome well-dressed man entered the room quickly looked around and then preceded to my bed and introduced himself.
“Mr. Carl Samms?” He asked, I nodded yes and I shook his hand. “I am Mr. Moore I work for Global Tech. Pharmaceuticals, the Company that owns the factory you work for in Calgary,” he said. “I came as soon as I found out you were out of the coma.” “How are you doing, is everything up to your standards? Is there anything that I could do for you?” He seemed genuinely interested in how I was which caught me by surprise. I just sat there with a blank look on my face. Heidi gave me a nudge to snap out of it and I told him that I was fine and that the hospital was doing a fantastic job with my care. I looked at Heidi and gave her a wink; she smiled and blushed just a little. She excused herself and told me she would be back to check on me later. I offered Mr. Moore a seat and he sat and let out a light sigh. “Thank you,” he said.” I have been on the go since I received the news about your awakening.” He took a deep breath and then continued; “We at G.T. take the health and safety of all our employees to be the most important thing in the world. We did not get to be the largest medical supply company in the world without the help from all the employees. We look out for them and they do the same for us, we are one large family.” Now I was truly shocked this is definitely not a North American Company that’s for sure I thought. He took another big breath and started again; “I am so very sorry that you had the accident, if we had known that the factory was in such a bad shape we would never had bought it,” he said. The factory was a recent purchase for the Company and their Safety personnel had not done a walk through yet. This did not excuse their negligence in the accident but they were truly sorry that it had happened. He told me that the Company was going to cover any expenses that would be incurred in my recovery as well as compensate me personally for any injuries that I had sustained. I asked him if he had read the preliminary reports from the tests and he said that he had. He knew what was happening to me, he knew that I was changing. He looked at me right in the eyes and said that all would be ok, that the Company would take good care of me and help me in any way possible. I did not know what to say I was in shock; I have never been treated with such respect and care that I could feel my emotions rising up again. Oh no, here we go again I am going to start to cry and make a fool of myself. “Excuse Me,” said a voice from the door, it was Otto, saved by the hunk I thought. Boy I am going nuts, when will this stop? Otto had come to get me for my C.T. scan; Gail was able to get me in fairly quick. Mr. Moore got up and thanked me for my time and told me that we would be talking again at a latter date, he would try to check up on me as often as possible. As he was leaving I saw his but and thought; nice but! Now I know I am going crazy, why do I notice the guys but not the girls? Could the hormones be changing me that fast?
CHAPTER 4
Otto lifted me up and was going to place me in the wheelchair but I asked him if he could take me to the bathroom first, I needed to go pee. He flashed his big smile and turned on his heels with little effort and took be to the bathroom. This time he did allow me some privacy by leaving the room but he did not close the door, he wanted to be ready to grab me if I was to fall off the toilet. How embarrassing would that be, to fall off the toilet? Well I didn’t fall and soon I was back in his arms heading to the wheelchair, before he set me down in the chair I gave him a light kiss on the cheek and thanked him for all his help. He blushed one thousand different shades of red when I did that, I don’t know why I did but it felt right. He wheeled me down to the C.T. room and placed me on the table; Gail came over and explained what the machine was going to do and not to panic when I started to hear all the noises it was making. I smiled at her and told her I would do my best to stay calm, at the moment I didn’t think I could control my emotions even if I tried, they seemed to have a mind of their own and I was just along for the ride.
The table started to slide forward and soon I was inside the machine, I had never been Closterphobic before but who knew now? The machine started up and the walls started to move around me, it was a strange feeling having the walls move around you, you feel like your going upside down but you’re not moving. If I were going to get seasick now would be the time, I closed my eyes and tried to think about something else. I looked back at all that had happened to me in such a short time. I went from a balding man in his forties to a young girl? I was not really a girl…yet, so what was I? Was I a she-male, would I be stuck this was for the rest of my life? I was starting to get an anxiety attack when I managed to snap myself out of it saying that all would be ok! Gail would make sure of it. She was looking out for me and would do everything to help me be a normal person, even if it meant that I would have to be a girl. The walls slowly came to a stop and the table started to move out of the machine, I had not realized how much time had passes until Gail asked me if I was ok and if I was hungry? I had just eaten, didn’t I? How long was I in the machine? She said that I had been in the C.T. machine for about 3 hours, I asked if that was normal, and if that was safe? She smiled and told me it was very safe but it was unusual to be in there for that long of time. She wanted to make sure what she was looking at was actually true so she ran the tests several times to make sure.
This got me scared and it showed on my face, she told me not to worry that I was not dieing or in bad health she just wanted to make sure all was correct. I relaxed with that news and allowed Otto to place me back in the wheelchair. While we were heading back to my room I asked Otto if he could be a sweetie and let me stop in my old room to see how Steven was doing and if Emma was there with him. He smiled and made a right turn down the corridor heading to my old room. As we entered the room I saw Emma stranding by the bed holding Steve’s hand. She turned to look at me and I saw that her face was stained with tears, a fear entered my heart that all was not well with Steve. She smiled at me and excitedly said; Steven opened his eyes today! I was filled with great joy that I started to cry with her. This was a miracle! The Doctors has told her not to get her hopes up but I knew he was going to be ok. I rolled the chair over beside her and I held her hand. I told her not to give up and to continue to visit and play the classical music until he fully wakes up. I told her this called for a celebration and that she should come to my room and we would have a little party there, I could get Otto to get us some snacks and some pop. She thought that was a fantastic idea and said that she would meet me there when she was done seeing her brother. I spun the chair around and said to Otto, “Home James”. He just looked at me and said; “My name is Otto not James”, Emma and I laughed and had to explain the saying to him. He blushed and it looked so cute on him, was I having a thing for Otto? He was a handsome man and lots of other girl would love to have him. My God I just thought of myself as one of the girls! Would I ever get used to thinking this way? Otto slowly returned me to my room and before placing me in my bed made a pit stop in the bathroom for me to relieve myself.
Emma showed up in a few minutes and we had a great time talking and getting to know each other. She was a fun girl I guessed she would be about twenty, her and her brother were from England and their parents were the one’s who sent Steven to the hospital They had a very close knit family and were fairly well off so they could afford the care at this hospital. Her patents had to go back to England to settle some problems with her fathers company but they were going to be back in a couple of weeks. I shared with Emma what the Dr. had told me about my changes and what was in store for me, she was happy that I was healthy and she said that she would help me adjust if I wanted her help. I gave her a hug and thanked her for her support; I was starting to enjoy giving and receiving hugs, was that the hormones again? Emma left after a couple of hours and she promised me she would visit me again the next time she came for her brother.
It had been almost two weeks since I had come out of my coma and I was gaining my strength back at a fair speed, I was now as strong as a girl! I had to laugh at that statement was I not becoming a girl? So is this as strong as I was going to get? I told myself that I would not settle for just being as strong as a girl I would be stronger then that. I was able to slowly move around without Otto’s help and that made me a little sad, I enjoyed having him carry me around it made me feel safe being in his strong arms. Now that I was up and mobile I realized that I needed something other than the hospital gown to wear. I mentioned it to Heidi that night and she said she would see what she could do, that night I went to the bathroom by myself I closed the door and dropped the gown on the floor and got into the shower. It had been a very long time since I had a shower; the sponge bath’s I had been receiving were nice but very embarrassing.
The water felt fantastic on my back and on my head, I could feel my hair on my back and guessed that it must be at least shoulder length by now. As I turned in the shower to wash my chest I felt a new sensation as the water hit my chest; my breasts came to life and I felt something that I had never felt before. The water touching my breasts was arousing me; I looked at them and saw that my nipples had grown out to about one inch and I could feel softness in the tissue behind them. Well I guess it was about time I thought; I am growing breasts! It wouldn’t be long before they became noticeable through my clothing. I continued to explore my body as the water cascaded down, I reached down and I felt for my testicals but they were not there. I looked down to see that not only were my balls missing but that my penis was about the size of a five-year-old boy. I thought; I should be shocked by this revelation but instead I was strangely calm, in the back of my mind I knew this day was coming but did it have to happen so fast? I was happy to see that I had some hair growing in and it didn’t look to strange now. I finished up with my shower by washing my hair and I stepped out of the shower to towel off. I wrapped a towel around my body at chest level just like a girl would; I then took another towel and wrapped it around my hair. I walked over to the mirror and cleaned the condensate off of it and took another look at my face. It had changed some since the last time I looked at myself; I now had a definitely female face. It was soft and smooth; my brow line was smaller and more delicate, my eyes were still a dark brown but they seemed to look bigger. My lips were definitely much fuller almost like Angelina Jolies’ lips, they definitely seemed to define my face and scream female. I smiled at my reflection and was happy that I looked so good; at least I was not turning into a freak.
I guess I was spending a little too much time in the bathroom because there was a knock on the door and Otto asking me if everything was all right. I broke my stare and responded that all was fine and that I would be out in a minute, I then heard Heidi saying that she had found me some cloths to wear and that I should try them on. I opened the door and exited the bathroom with just the towel wrapped around me; Otto blushed and excused himself saying something about this being girl stuff and that he had things to do. I liked Otto more and more, he was so shy and sweet, that I just wanted to grab him and kiss him. I knew that I could not stop these feeling from happening so I decided to just go with the flow and see what happens. Once he had left the room Heidi held up a very pretty and very pink nightgown, and with a big smile said; “try it on, I think it will fit you perfectly” I was having my doubts but agreed to try it on. I took it and was heading back to the bathroom when she said that I didn’t need to leave that we were just girls here. I blushed and nodded and let the towel drop to the floor, I thought that she would laugh when she saw my body but she just stood there like nothing was wrong. I pulled the towel off of my hair and slid the gown over my head and let it settle on my body, she was right it did fit perfectly. She then handed me a pair of panties in a matching pink and told me that the gown was just a little to sheer for me to go without panties. I looked down and giggled at the sight of my near naked body and put on the panties. They were snug but not too tight and they felt good, I had not had on any underwear since the accident. She told me to sit in the chair and she went to retrieve the hair dryer from the bathroom, she turned it on and started to dry my hair telling me that I had beautiful hair and I should learn to take care of it. When my hair was dry she had me brush it out and then put it into a ponytail for now. It was getting late and I was getting tired, she led me to the bed and tucked me in and then gave me several fashion magazines to read before I was to fall asleep.
Looking through the magazines I saw a lot of nice clothing in them and started to imagine what I would look like in them. I was no stranger to wearing women’s cloths but now the felling was different. I was developing a body that was made for these cloths; I did not need to fake it anymore. I was going to have breasts, hips, and an ass that would look perfect in those cloths. As I drifted off to sleep I had wonderful dreams of modeling all the cloths and being escorted by Otto to fancy parties. Then my dreams changed to me in a wedding dress; a beautiful Cinderella dress with a train that went on forever, I was walking down the isle and waiting for me at the front was Otto. He looked so good in his tux and smiling waiting for me, I tried to speed up but I kept getting further and further away. I started to run to him but it was no use I was still falling away, I started to cry out for him, that I needed him, for him to save me. I was panicking and nearly screaming for him when some one grabbed me and pulled me towards them. I woke up to find myself in the arms of Otto, I was all sweaty and shaking, I started to cry again and begged him not to let me go. He just tightened his hold and promised me he would never let go until I wanted him to. It seemed like hours for me to calm down, by then Heidi had returned to my room and had relieved Otto from my hold only to replace him with her. She held me and talked softly to me telling me that it was only a bad dream and that all would be ok. I cried, it felt so real, I could feel the wedding dress on me I could smell the flowers of my bouquet. “Am I loosing my mind?” I asked Heidi. Why is this happening to me? She could not answer my questions all she could do was hold me till I was calm enough to let her go. Heidi went and got some sleeping pills and gave them to me so that I could get back to sleep. The pills did their job very effectively and I was soon back asleep.
The following morning I woke to the sound of birds singing outside the window of my room, I did not know what time it was for the nurses had let me sleep until I woke on my own. I sat up and stretched out feeling the material of my nightgown slide across my breasts sending a shiver throughout my body. That felt nice I thought, I think I am going to enjoy having breasts. I looked around to see what time it was when Gail entered my room saying; “Good Morning sleepy head, how are you feeling this morning?” I told her about what happened last night and how Otto and Heidi had come to my rescue again.“ I am afraid that I am going crazy Doc!” I stated. “What is happening to me? I have had bad dreams before but I never freaked out like I am doing now.” She calmed me down telling me that I was not going crazy, that it was all the stress that my body was going through with all the changes that were happening. She reassured me that once all the changes to my body had finished that I would no longer have these panic attacks. She told me of the results of the scans; I was definitely becoming a girl, all the scans indicated that I had the internal workings of a pre-pubescent girl. I had ovaries! Although they were very underdeveloped she figured it was just a mater of time for them to catch up with the rest of me in age. Now speaking of age she guessed that I was about 19 years old now! Holly shit! I thought. “How is that possible for me to loose over twenty years of my life? I asked. Gail thinks that it had something to do with the chemicals that I was floating in and with the amount that I had swallowed. She still did not have all the test results back from the lab. Her other concern was that I did not have a vigina as of yet so when the ovaries matured and started the ovulation process that I would be in danger of having internal bleeding and that I could die. That bit of news scared me more than any dream I could have. “What can we do?” I asked. Gail said for now we are just going to wait and see what my body does, if her diagnosis is correct, I should be seeing some changes in my groin and that I should be developing a vigina to match my ovaries that I now have. Wow, not only do I have ovaries but also I am going to have a Pussy I thought, could this get any stranger.
Gail then broke the silence and asked if I was hungry, I had not thought about food until she mentioned it and my stomach growled at the thought of some food. We both laughed, as the growling got louder. I think we need to feed you she said with a giggle, I will get one of the nurses to bring you a late breakfast and she got up and left the room. Lying there alone I started to thing about what was happening to me. I was given a second chance at a better life, for whatever crazy reason God saw that I was unhappy with the way I was and He made this change possible to give me a new chance to find happiness. I was never very religious although I did believe in God but I never thought that something like this could ever happen. I silently thanked Him for my second chance and promised Him that I would not waste it.
CHAPTER 5
I was so deep in thought that I did not hear Mr. Moore enter my room; it wasn’t until he touched me that I new he was there. I screamed like a little girl, and nearly feel out of my bed.” My God you scared me!” I exclaimed. I looked over at him to see that he was just as startled as I was; I immediately blushed and apologized to him for being so loud. He smiled and said; “Well we now know your voice works perfectly fine” at that I blushed an even darker red. One of the Morning nurses came running into the room to see what had happened; I smiled and let Mr. Moore explain what he had done. The nurse left the room muttering something in German under her breath, I started to giggle at that and soon Mr. Moore was laughing along. Once we had settled down He asked me how I was holding up. I explained to him what I was going through and how my body was now confirmed that it was becoming female. He looked at me and said honestly that he didn’t think he could be as strong as I was in this situation. Strong I though, if you think I am strong then you need to see the shrink! Most of the time I am a bundle of raw nerves ready at any moment to cry my eyes out for no reason at all. I told him that I was not so strong but that there was no reason to worry about something that I could not change. I was comfortable in the knowledge that I was becoming a girl and that I would have a second chance at life. At that moment Mr. Moore interrupted me and said “That reminds me as for the reason why I came, besides to see how you are doing” Global Tech. has arranged for you to get new I.D. and a Birth Certificate and we would like for you to let us know what name you would like on them.
I had not really thought of a new name, without thinking I told him I would like to be called Jacqueline Elizabeth. Those were both my grandmas names and I thought it would be nice if I honored their memory. Mr. Moore who now asked me to call him Dan said that that was a beautiful choice for names and that he would make the changes as soon as possible. He asked me if he could call me Jacqui for short, and I said no problem. Dan then told me that when I was well enough to leave the Hospital that Global Tech had an apartment waiting for me to move into until I had decided what I wanted to do with my new life. I told him thanks, but all this was happening all too fast and that I needed time to think about what I wanted to do. He agreed with my decision and then asked me what Month I liked; I was not sure what he was getting at so I asked why? Dan said it was for the Birth Certificate. “Well I have always liked Summer so I guess July would be the month I liked the most” July it is he said as he wrote it down, “what’s your favorite number between one and thirty-one” he then asked. I knew this question was coming and I told him “it was twenty-one because you’re legal all over the world at twenty-one” I giggled. He smiled and wrote that down as well. He was just about done when the nurse came in carrying my breakfast tray; she set it on the roller table and wheeled it over to my bed. I could smell the bacon and the eggs under the cover and I was almost drooling when she finally removed the cover off of it. I was shocked! There on my plate was a large stack of pancakes and a mound of Canadian Back bacon with two eggs made just the way I liked them. I had not seen any Canadian food since I woke up and I was getting home sick for some real food. No offence to the Germans but nothing compares to your home food. How did they know? I was starting to get emotional again and I could feel the tears building in my eyes, who ever it was who got me the food I loved them at that moment.
I had not told any of the staff that I liked pancakes and Back Bacon; the only person that I talked to about food was Emma. Just then Emma came into the room and said ‘Surprise” I could have kissed her for that. She greeted Dan as he got up to leave saying once more that he would make all the changes and get back to me real soon. I gave Emma a hug and dove right into eating the pancakes I was in heaven! Nothing at this moment could have tasted better that those pancakes. I ate the whole stack, which surprised not only Emma but also me. I had gotten my appetite back and I thought “I have to be careful what I eat now; I don’t want to look like a fat cow.” Once I had washed everything down with a glass of milk I was satisfied and laid back a contented girl. Yes, I was thinking of myself as a girl now and why not, that is what I am or will be soon; I smiled to myself thinking about the changes. Emma saw that I was lost in thought and asked me what I was thinking about, I filled her in, in all the changes that had happened and that would happen. She was elated that I would be joining the better half as she put it; she started to plan our shopping trips and all the lessons that she would teach me about being a girl. I had to tell her to slow down and let things progress at its own speed, at the rate she was going she would have me married and with child by the end of the week I joked.
Emma giggled at the thought of me being pregnant with a large belly and all, she let me in on the joke and I too started to giggle at the thought. After a while Emma got up and said that she still needed to go see her brother but that she would be back later to talk some more. I got up and took the opportunity to hit the shower and clean myself up, Heidi had left some other cloths for me to wear and I was exited to try them on and see how I looked. The shower felt good on my body and I noticed that my breasts were growing fast, for I was now what I guessed to be about an A cup. My breasts were soft and very sensitive to the touch; I nearly collapsed in the shower when I touched my nipples. My knees almost gave out from the pleasure I felt from touching them, this is going to take some getting used to I thought. I then reached down and felt my groin and noticed nothing had changed yet; I was a little disappointed because I wanted to have my vigina now but I knew it would take time for it to form. I dried myself off and put on my robe and went to my dresser to put on fresh panties, I found a nice pair in a powder blue that came with a matching camisole covered in lace and put them both on. I could see the dark outline of my nipples through the fabric and got excited to see them poking out from my chest. I blushed a little at my reflection in the mirror and went to put on some cloths. What I found was a very pretty mini skirt with lots of pleats and a low cut T-shirt that showed off the top of my camisole. These cloths were made for a young sexy girl and I now fit that description, even without make-up I looked unmistakably female. I decided to put on just a little make-up to see if I could still do it. I started with a light coat of foundation and found that I did not need to use very much my skin was almost flawless. I then put on a little eye liner just to bring out my eyes followed by some mascara and I finished it all off by putting on some lip gloss.
I was happy that Heidi had brought me the make-up and I made a mental note to thank her when she came in to work. I looked in the mirror and was greeted by a very pretty girl who has very messy hair! Shit I almost forgot to do my hair; I grabbed my brush and combed it out until it shone in the light. I then gathered it into a ponytail and placing it high on my head and let it go. I looked good, a little sporty I thought but nonetheless very cute. I looked around for some shoe and all I could find were a pair of three-inch high mules, I slipped them on and found that they fit perfect. I took a few steps to see if I could walk in them and I found that I had no problem maneuvering in them. My strength may not have been like it was but I felt strong enough to go for a little walk around the hospital. I left my room making sure to tell the nurses there that I would be walking down to Steven’s room and then back, they all smiled and told me how pretty I looked and said that it would not be a problem. I felt good about being called pretty and it showed in my walk as I sashayed down the hallway letting my skirt swish back and forth.
I am sure that if there were any guys watching they would have run into the wall looking at me. I enjoyed the sound of my heels clicking on the tile floors as I headed to Steven’s room, when I got there I looked in to see Emma talking to someone just out of sight. To be polite I knocked on the door and entered the room, Emma’s face lit up when she saw me and came over and gave me a hug and told me that I looked gorgeous; I blushed from my head to my toes to that comment. She took my hand and led me into the room further and I noticed a handsome man and a very elegant lady standing there, I noticed the resemblance in Emma and the lady and assumed that they were her parents. Emma introduced me to her Mom and Dad and I shook his hand and I was given a strong hug from her mom. Wow what a wonderful greeting I though and I was envious of her closeness with her parents. I never had that with my parents, they were the type to not show their emotions even in private, I knew they loved me but they never really showed it. Emma’s mom who insisted I call her Evelyn told me that Emma talked about me all the time and that they knew of my situation and that they were happy that I was ok.
Evelyn went on to say that if I needed anything that I could ask her or Peter her husband. I was shocked, here was a family dealing with a trauma of there own and yet were willing to help someone they just met. I started to cry with joy and Emma took me and gave me a big hug saying that I was the sister she always wanted. I managed to turn off the water works and asked how Steven was, Peter exclaimed with great pride that his son was coming out of his coma and it would be any day now that he would be coherent enough to stay awake longer that a few seconds. I could see that he loved his son very much and that he was hurting inside, I don’t know what made me do it but I went over to him and gave him a hug, catching him off guard and he nearly started to cry when I did that. He held on to me for a few minutes and then looked at me and thanked me for my compassion and told me he now knew why Emma liked me so much. We spent a couple more hours visiting Steven and talking with each other, which was when I found out that Emma and Steven were twins, not identical obviously, but twins none the less. I gave Emma a look like she should have told me; she just blushed and shrugged her shoulders.
Evelyn told me about when they were small that they were the total opposite of each other, she was a girly girl and Steven was a dare devil getting into everything and having no fear to try something new or crazy. As Evelyn was talking about Steven I could see him in my minds eye doing all the crazy things that I did when I was a young boy. My memories of being a boy were fading and seemed to be memories of someone else, like they were of a friend or brother. I was starting to like Steven more and more as his mom bragged about the things he had done, I could see that she was very proud of her son but she would not mother him. He was not a mama’s boy; he was his own man independent yet loving to his parents and sister. I was once again envious of their relationship; I could not get that close to my parents, my parents thought it was a sign of weakness to show emotion. Emma’s dad stated that we had been there long enough and that if we wanted to continue visiting we should go get some food and talk while we ate.
We all agreed and we left for the hospital cafeteria to pick up some food, when we got there it was almost lunchtime and the place was full. I suggested we head up to my room to eat for it was big enough to seat all of us, Evelyn said that was a wonderful idea and also asked Peter to go get some take-out from a restaurant that was next door to the hospital. He took off after I gave him directions to my room and we all headed up to the room to talk some more until the food arrived. I went into more detail with Evelyn about my accident and all that was happening to me, she did not even bat an eye to the fact that I was or had been a man in my forties. When I had finished she said that she was happy that I was not killed and that she agreed with me that God had indeed given me a second chance to find happiness and love. She also put out an offer that they could act as my parents if I needed, I started to cry when she said that, I could not believe how my life had changed so much due to the accident.I was beginning to think that it was a blessing and not an accident after all. Emma came over and hugged me so did Evelyn; we were hugging when Peter came in with the food. He just looked at us and rolled his eyes saying that we women were always hugging and that he was jealous, we started to giggle and ganged up on him and gave him a big group hug.
The food was fantastic I had not had Chinese food this good in a very long time, even back in Calgary I did not think anyone could compare. We polished off the food and we talked and laughed for several hours until Heidi came in for her shift and stopped in to say hi. I introduced Heidi to Peter and Evelyn, she already knew Emma, she greeted everyone and then had to leave to relieve the other nurses and said she would be back later. Peter looked at his watch and exclaimed that they had spent the entire day in the hospital and that they needed to go and finish up some things they had on the go. I thanked them for spending the day with me and gave them all a hug and a kiss on the cheek; Evelyn restated that she would be honored if she could act as my mother if I wanted her too. I almost cried again but remained in control, I was starting to get control of my emotions and it felt good to be in control for once.
After they left I spent some time cleaning up my room and making it more presentable to future guests. Gail came into my room some time later as I was relaxing reading one of the fashion magazines, she asked me if I had had a good time with the Cook family. Finally I knew their last name, Emma had never mentioned it and I was too shy to ask, I told Gail that I had a fantastic time that they were a wonderful family and that we were going to spend more time together in the future. I started to tell her about my whole day just rambling on barely taking a breath between sentences when she just started laughing and laughing, I thought she was going to hurt herself. I asked her why she was laughing she said; ‘you sound just like a teen-age girl getting all excited about her day” and she started to laugh again. It was contagious her laughter and soon I too was bent over laughing so hard I was ready to pee myself. We finally managed to regain our composure and calm down, I had not had such a good laugh like that in a long time and it felt good.
I agreed with her that I did sound like a teen-age girl and why not, I was one right? She said that she came by earlier but I was gone and she was worried at first until the nurses told her were I was and who I was with. She complimented me on how I was dressed and on how I had done my make-up although it was all a mess now. When she said that I got worried and ran to the bathroom to fix it up. A few minutes later I reemerged from the bathroom looking flawless, at least that’s what I thought. Gail was again smiling and giggling about how I reacted to what she said, she looked at me and said, “you really are a girl” I blushed.
CHAPTER 6
It has now been four weeks since I came out of my coma and my life has completely changed; I am now officially medically a girl! It happened a couple nights ago, I was having trouble sleeping which was not unusual but that night it seemed different, and I was feeling pressure in my abdomen like I was constipated I went to the bathroom to see if I could relive the pressure. I tried to go to the bathroom and pushed but nothing came out, I still had the pressure so I tried once more, this time I felt something pop and I could feel the pressure go away. I went to wipe myself and I found blood on the tissue, this scared me a little but figured I had just pushed too hard. I took another tissue and wiped again and I felt something different, I felt an opening between my legs were my testacies used to be. I felt around and discovered that my little penis was gone and in its place I had a vigina. I was excited and scared at the same time, I was now a complete girl there was no going back not that I wanted to. I loved being a girl it felt right; I was comfortable I no longer had to hide my feelings. I could be as girly as I wanted and no one would look at me in a strange way. The following day I told Gail what had happened and she examined me and confirmed the fact that I now had a vigina, she was happy because now I would not have any complications during my minstrel cycle. I felt relieved that it was now over and I could truly start my new life.
Today I am supposed to see the Shrink for the first time he was been busy and was not able to see me before now. I hope he has been updated as to my status, because I would like to be addressed as a girl now. I am supposed to meet him at his office which is on another floor of the hospital, I want to give him a good impression so I asked Emma to help me dress for the meeting. She showed up two hours before the meeting telling me that we needed to start to get ready. I thought that she was too early but I was mistaken, there is a lot more to do to get ready as a girl then when I was a guy. First I needed to shower and shave my legs, I was lucky since none of my body hair has grow back with the exception of the little triangle I now have over my new vigina. With my shower done Emma had me sit down and she parted out my hair and put them in big rollers and told me to wait for my hair to set. In the mean time she did a manicure on my hands and shaped my nails and painted them a matching color that was still on my toes. I looked at my hands and they looked very feminine, long thin fingers tipped with long red nails. I loved the look of my hands and started to hold them in a very feminine way without thinking about it. In fact all my movements had become very feminine the way I talked, walked and sat were all girly it just came naturally to me. I did not have to think about being a girl it just was me, everything that I now did I did it with a feminine flair that could not be taught it was all natural. Sitting in the chain waiting for both my hair and my nails to dry I began thinking about my future, what was I going to do with my second chance. I knew that I would like to go back to school and get some sort of degree I just didn’t know which. Would I want to go back to Calgary and start over there or would I like to start fresh somewhere else? There were so many options that if I let it get to me I would go crazy.
Emma snapped me out of my train of thought by telling me it was time to get some cloths on. She handed me a red bra and panty set and told me to put them on. I had no problem getting the bra on and was surprised at the amount of flesh that was filling out the cups. “What size is this bra?” I asked, Emma told me it was a 36B and that it was a perfect fit for me. I had not noticed that my breasts had grown; I had gotten so comfortable with them that I no longer obsessed over them. I was happy that they were that size and silently hoped that maybe they would grow just a little bigger. Now the panties caught me by surprise they were a thong style and I had never worn a thong before, I was going to complain about them but Emma told me to just try it that I would find them very comfortable. She also told me that I would feel sexy in them and gave me a wink, which made me blush.
She was right about making me feel sexy I could feel the thong between my butt cheeks and the material was rubbing my vigina, it was making me horny with every step I took. Next she pulled out a pair of nude pantyhose and had me put them on, as a former cross-dresser I knew how to put them on without tearing them and smoothed them out once they were on. Then came a red sweater dress with a low V-neck that would show off my breasts without being slutty. I slid the dress over my head and let it settle on my body, the bottom of the dress ended about 6 inches above my knees and it felt so soft on my body, I knew it was not a cheep Wal-Mart dress. Finally she pulled out a pair of matching red pumps with a four-inch heel on them, when I saw them I loved them but was afraid that I would not be able to walk in such a high heel. I hesitated in putting them on but Emma reassured me that I would be just fine, I slid my feet into them feeling my toes squeeze together but not uncomfortable, they were a perfect fit and I stood there afraid to move.
Emma pushed me to walk towards the mirror on the back of the door and I took a few unsteady steps forward and found that I could easily walk in them. My confidence instantly grew and I paraded around the room making turns and walking about, my stride seemed to adjust naturally to the height of the heel and I was even able to sway my hips in a very sexy manner. Emma was impressed with my ability and said that no man stood a chance. We giggled at that and prepared to do my make-up next, I sat down and she began to work on my face, she was an expert at doing make-up maybe it was because she had a childhood of being able to experiment with it or it was just a natural talent she had. Whatever the reason when she was done I looked like a movie star, I did not think that I could ever look that good. I was drop dead gorgeous and I was not saying that out of conceit. I had a figure to die for, from what Emma told me my measurements were 36”-24”-36”, I was still 5’9” and I now weighed about 130lbs. I looked good enough to be a model and I knew I would turn heads anywhere I went. I was happy, no make that ecstatic, I was on cloud nine.
I was just about ready when Otto came into my room to tell me the Doctor was waiting for me and he nearly ran into the wall when he saw me. He lost his train of thought and just stood there staring with his mouth open, I giggled knowing that what he saw was a beautiful woman and I was proud to be that woman. He finally managed to regain his composure and his voice and all he could say was “WOW”, I blushed and thanked him for his compliment. Then I asked him what was it that he was saying when he came in, for a moment he could not remember as he was looking into my eyes and seemed to be lost in them. I could feel the power I now possessed and knew that if I was not careful I could get into a lot of trouble with it. In some ways I was glad that I had a previous life that I could remember the lessons I had learnt, I was not a naïve young girl but a mature woman in a girls body. He manager to brake free of my eyes and told me the Doctor was ready for me, I thanked him and for fun gave him a little kiss on his cheek leaving a red lip print on it. He turned dark red and shyly left the room. Emma was trying to hold back her laughter but failed and she called me a cock tease and we both started to laugh so hard that I had to quickly redo my make-up before I went to see the Doctor.
Walking to the Doctors office was a fabulous felling; the skirt of my dress was swishing about my legs and I could feel the breeze it caused on my bare thighs. Everyone turned to look at the gorgeous woman who was walking down the hall; from the corner of my eye I could see several women hit the men that they were with. This made me giggle with delight that I was able to get such a reaction from men, I now knew that I liked men and being a girl it did not make me gay that also made me happy. There was so much that I had to be thankful for, my new life the friends that I had made and of course knowing that finally my body matched my mind. Looking back at my old self I knew I was a girl trapped in a man’s body and I was in denial and too afraid to do anything about it. Once again I silently thanked God for the accident that freed me from my prison and vowed not to waste this life. I was so deep in thought I almost walked right past the Doctors office, I knocked on the door and a ladies voice said, “Enter”. I took a deep breath that pushed out my breasts and I entered the room.
CHAPTER 7
The office was simple and very welcoming, not like what I had expected in a Shrinks office, the lady siding at the desk asked if I had an appointment and I said that I did. She asked for my name and I hesitated for a few seconds, which name did they have? I took a chance and told them I was Jacqueline Elizabeth Samms and that I was sent there by Dr. Harper. She smiled and looked at her computer screen and then told me to please have a seat and that the Dr. would be right out. I went over and tucked my dress under me without thinking and sat down and crossed my legs above the knee, I could see that the lady was smiling when I did that and felt like I had just passed a test of some kind. I looked around and found a German Vogue magazine and started to look through it, I may not know how to read German but I could look at the fashion anyway.
The Dr. came out of his office and introduced himself to me, his name was Phil Sommers and he was specially requested to handle my situation. We reentered his office and he showed me to a seat, I was a little disappointed that he did not have a couch in his office, so much for stereotypes. I took the seat and made myself comfortable and prepared for all the serious questions, once again I was disappointed. He asked me to tell him about how I was felling right now, not about my past, or how my relationship with my parents was. That caught me off guard and I was at a loss for words, it took me a little while to gather my thoughts and then I started. I told him how happy I was and how thankful I was to God for giving me a second chance and how I had made so many friends since I woke up. I was getting so excited about my new life that I started to ramble on about everything, from the feeling of having breasts to wearing thong panties to all the different fashions that I was going to buy. I think I caught the Dr. off guard because a few times I saw him blush when I mentioned about my breasts and about my choice in underwear.
I finally ran out of things to say and I stopped to take a big breath and a sigh, he just sat there staring at me for a few minutes almost like he was in shock. Finally he spoke and he said that when he was told of my situation and was filled in on all the details he thought that I would be a mess mentally. He was not prepared to see and hear a well-adjusted young lady full of excitement and enthusiasm for the future. He said that in his professional opinion that I did not need to see a Psychiatrist but a career councilor instead. I did tell him about the nightmares that I was having but it had not happened in a few days, I told him what Dr. Harper thought the cause was and he seemed to agree with her. He told me that he would submit his findings to Dr. Harper and that he would schedule another appointment it a couple of weeks just to see how I was doing. He said that he had full confidence in me that I was going to be fine and that I would be experiencing all the normal ups and downs that a young woman will have.
I left his office feeling better about myself knowing that I was a normal girl, I decided that I would stop in and visit Steve for a while before I returned to my room. I could not get enough of the sound my heels made on the floor and I told myself that I was going to wear heels ever chance I got, it also didn’t hurt that they made my legs look so much sexier. It was almost lunchtime so on my way down to Steve’s room I stopped at the nurse’s station and told them were I would be and for them to send my lunch there. All the nurses there complimented me on how I looked and commented on how graceful I walked in the heels. I thanked them and turned and continued to sashay down to Steve’s room. The room was dark when I got there and the nurse on duty smiled at me as I walked in. Emma and her parents had not been back since the morning so I had the room all to Steve and myself.
I walked over and looked at him for a very long time, I saw that he had dark brown hair that was naturally wavy he had a very strong jaw line and bold features that showed he was a man. I took his hand and held it feeling how strong it was even after he had been in this coma for over two months, his muscles had diminished some but he was still looking strong and fit, he really was a man’s man. The nurses had taken the time to shave his face every couple of days and it had a little growth on it, he would have a full beard by now I though if they didn’t shave him. I ran my hand over his face tracing out his lips with my fingertips and wishing that I could give him a kiss and like in the fairytales he would wake up. His face was warm to the touch and I was getting myself excited thinking about kissing him and even making love to him. His mom Evelyn had told me so much about him that I felt like I had known him my whole life, and in a way I had. Was I falling in love with him? Could that be possible? What if he never recovered, or worse what if he did and did not like me? Were my feelings out of place? Could I dare to dream about him in that way? So many questions I had, was that normal, the Shrink thinks I am.
I looked around and saw the stereo sitting on the dressed beside his bed and I turned it on. Beautiful classical music drifted out of the speakers and filled the room with its sound; I closed my eyes and dreamt about Steven and me dancing to the music. I took his hand again and holding it tight I told him that if he wakes up that I would give him a kiss he would never forget. What happened next I would never forget, He spoke and I jumped three feet in the air and I almost had a heart attack! I was clutching my chest when he said it again, “do you promise?” my knees got weak and I had to sit down. Steven was awake, and aware of what was going on, I gathered my composure and I returned to his side taking his hand again I looked into his brown eyes. They were the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen he looked so perfect with those eyes, I started to cry and I told him that I did promise him that kiss but only when he was stronger and could handle it.
I got so excited that he was now awake that when I ran out to get the nurse she thought that something bad had happened, I could not talk coherently and I just grabbed her arm and pulled her into the room. When she saw that Steven had his eyes open and was trying to smile she too got excited, she called for the Doctor to come right away. Gail came into the room and was shocked and excited that he had finally woken up; she immediately had him sent out to have some test done and promised that he would be back very soon. I asked Gail if she had the phone number for his parents and Emma because I wanted to be the one to tell them the good news, she smiled and said that that was a wonderful idea and that the numbers were at the nurses’ station. I ran to the station and asked the nurse for the numbers, she gave them to me and also handed me the phone to make the calls.
The first number I dialed was Evelyn’s home number hoping that they were still at their home, the phone seemed to ring forever but finally someone answered the phone. “Cook residence,” the voice said, I asked if Evelyn was available and he said that he would get her and if he could tell her whom it was. I gave him my name and from where I was calling from, I waited just a few seconds when Evelyn’s voice came on the other end. ”Hello my dear” she said “how are you doing, is everything all right?’ I was so excited to tell her that I said it so fast that she could not understand what I had said. She told me to take a deep breath and to tell her again slower, so I did. The line went dead for a little while, then she came back on the line and this time she was talking a mile a minute. She wanted to know when, how, was he OK, she wanted to know all the details. I told her that I would tell her everything when they got there and that I needed to call Emma and tell her as well. She said that I didn’t have to, that she was at the house and they were already getting the car to come and that they would be there in half and hour. I hung up the phone and returned to the room to await Steven’s return; I quickly went into the bathroom and checked on my make-up because it probably was a mess from me crying for joy.
It was not that bad and I re-did my lips and returned to the chair and waited. It seemed forever for Steven to come back but he arrived just before his parents and Emma came running into the room. I could not have been happier seeing them all happy and excited, they loved him and it showed, ever Mr. Cook was crying for joy and he didn’t try to hide it. Finally after what seemed an eternity they were calm enough to relax and just bask in the glow of the moment. Emma could not stop crying and I had to take her to the bathroom to calm down and fix her make-up, while we were there I told her the whole story as to how he scared me. She laughed and said that he would hold me to that promise of a kiss; I blushed and asked her if I had made a mistake in saying that. She was happy that I was the one to bring him out of his coma, and she was elated that I liked her brother and joked that maybe we would be sisters in the future. I liked that idea but was scared that once Steven was stronger that he would not be interested in me. I told myself that I would have to wait and see what would develop between us I did not to make a mistake.
We exited the bathroom and returned to Steven’s side, I could not help blushing every time he looked at me and I suddenly felt shy and had to look away. This action was not lost on Evelyn and she looked at me and gave me a wink, I started to giggle and almost lost control. Steven was very weak and needed to rest, I knew first hand how he was feeling so when Gail told us that visiting time was over I did not argue with her. As his family said there by’s I waited till they were done before I approached his bed, I shyly looked at him and introduced myself to him. “You do not know me but your Mom and sister have told me so much about you that I feel like I’ve know you my whole life” I told him. He rolled his eyes in a mock sign of disappointment, which made me giggle, he smiled when I giggled and softly said that he liked it when I giggled, that it was cute. That made me blush even more and sent a tingle to my breasts that he thought I was cute. I took his hand and promised that I would be back later to see how he was doing and gave his hand a squeeze before I let it go. He smiled and closed his eyes and drifted off to sleep, watching him sleep I had to fight the urge to kiss him which I lost. I leaned down and gave him a light kiss on the cheek and left, when I got out of the room Evelyn was waiting there for me.
I thought that I might be in trouble but she smiled and took my hand and asked me to walk with her. As we walked down to their car she told me that she could see that I was attracted to Steven, and that she was happy I was. I shared with her my fears of being rejected by him and she promised me that she would do everything possible to avoid that. “Jacqueline you are a beautiful young woman” she said, “there is nothing about you now that is not feminine so don’t be afraid to show it and enjoy it.” She made me feel good and I thanked her for all her and Emma’s support, I told her that I didn’t think I would have been able to handle my transformation as smoothly as I did without their help. She gave me a hug and told me no mater what happens I would always be welcome into their family. I could feel myself get choked up with emotion and I took out a hanky from my purse and dabbed the corners of my eyes to prevent messing up my make-up. Evelyn smiled at that and shook her head saying, “You really are a girl!” Emma came up behind me saying “With a body like that you better be a girl, I wouldn’t like my brother falling for a guy now” she laughed and gave me a hug. I stuck out my tongue at her and she giggled calling me a tease. Mr. Cook had just pulled up with the car and I said my good by’s to Evelyn and to Emma. As I was hugging Emma she said she left me a little gift in my room for later and gave me a sly smile and a wink, which made me wonder what she was up to.
I rushed up to my room to find a gift box laying on my bed with a big bow on it and a note attached to it. I was about to open the box when Heidi came in and said hi, I greeted her and returned my attention to the gift, I hesitated to open it until Heidi said “Well girl are you going to open it or just stare at it all night?” I slowly opened it and saw a neon pink vibrator in the box, I thought that I would die of embarrassment when Heidi saw it and took it out of the box. “Cool” she said, “I have one just like it but in blue.” “It’s the next best thing to the real thing, when it’s not available” she giggled. I was blushing so hard I thought that I would burst a blood vessel; she looked at me and started to giggle at my situation. “Relax, it’s normal for a girl to use a vibrator every now and then” she reassured me. “There is no need to be shy about it, we all do it!” “Well I have never used one before” I admitted to her, she just looked at me and said “Well sister, no time like the present to start”.
She suggested that I go run a bath and get ready for bed and when I am in the bath to try it out, the vibrator was waterproof and she knew that I would enjoy it very much. I was still hesitant to use it but I was very curious to know what it would feel like, I had always fantasized about using one when I was still a man dressing up. I started my bath getting the water just right than added some bubble bath to the water and went to select a night gown to sleep in, I had received several from Emma and Evelyn as a gift and all the ones that Heidi had given me. I had a large selection to choose from and was having trouble deciding and almost forgot about the water running in the tub. I made it back just in time to stop a flood, I would have to choose my nightgown after my bath.
I placed the vibrator on the side of the bathtub and got in, having to drain some water so it would not over flow. Once I was comfortable in the bath I decided to relax a little before I did my “explorations” of my body. Lying there relaxing I thought back over the day and smiled to myself that Steven was now out of his coma and on his way to recovery. I noticed that when I thought about Steven I would get a tingling felling that would start in my nipples and wind it’s way down to my pussy. It was a very nice feeling and I started to rub my nipples as I fantasized about being with Steven, my nipples reacted appropriately and tightened and started to stick out about one inch. I noticed that the whole area of my nipples had grown and even with them tight and erect the area was the size of a silver dollar. Wow I thought, that feels good and I continued to play with my nipples, without thinking my other hand dropped to my crotch and I started to rub my pussy lips gently allowing my fingers to part the lips and slide in between them. It felt so good to have something rubbing there that I let my fingers find my opening and pushed them inside, I was now feeling a warm tingling sensation in my belly that was growing in pleasure, I reached for the vibrator and turned it on, the gentle hum and vibration sent a shock through my arm and straight to my pussy, I wanted it bad.
I lowered it under the water feeling the vibrations through the water and brought it towards my pussy, the moment it touched my lips I felt a wave of pleasure shoot through my body that I had never experienced before. “Oh my God” I exclaimed, that felt fantastic, I continued to rub the outside of my pussy with the vibrator building up another wave of pleasure. I pushed on it a little harder and I could feel it part my lips and slide into my very wet very excited hole. The wave of excitement grew even bigger and I started to wiggle my hips with the vibrator sliding in and out of my pussy till I reach my peak of pleasure and I exploded with a scream “OH YES, OH GOD, YES”. At that moment I could not care who heard me I was having my first orgasm as a woman and I loved it, but it did not stop there, my body shuttered again and again as I felt multiple orgasms build and release until I was totally spent. I lay there fully contented knowing that I was a woman through and through, my god I thought, if it felt that good with just a vibrator how much better would the real thing be? I am afraid it would kill me I giggled, but what a way to go! I managed to regain enough strength to finish my bath and dry off before it got to late and they would send a search party to look for me. I grabbed my robe and left the bathroom after cleaning everything up, funny how things are, when I was still a guy I would not have bothered to clean up I would have just left it.
I was feeling content and somewhat sexy after my bath so I decided on wearing a cute baby-doll nightie in a powder blue that had matching thong panties. I put it on enjoying the feeling of the material rubbing across my breasts causing them to get erect and making me feel a little aroused. Am I going to be a horny girl from now on? I giggled. I thought how would I be able to handle that? I grabbed a matching negligee and put it on to cover myself somewhat, even if the material was very sheer and you could see right through it. I was sitting on my bed brushing my hair when Heidi came back into the room; she looked at me and said, “Well, how was it?” I blushed and told her it was fantastic and that I was going to enjoy my baths more in the future. We both laughed and talked for a bit more with me telling her the good news of Steven waking, and how my talk with the Shrink went. “I knew you would do just fine with the Dr.” she said, “You are a natural girl and he would have to be blind not to see that.” I thanked her for her faith in me and for her support over the whole transition. She had to leave to do her rounds and said good night with a hug and left my room. I crawled into bed and hoped that I would have a nice dream about Steven and me and closed my eyes and went to sleep.
CHAPTER 8
I woke the following morning, refreshed and full of excitement to see Steven, I rolled over and noticed Evelyn standing there looking at me like a mother watching her children. She smiled and apologized if she woke me but she could not help look in on me to see how I was doing. I felt loved by her and it made me love her in return, she was such a wonderful woman that I wished she could really be my mom. She looked over at my dresser and saw the empty gift box sitting there and she asked me if I liked the gift. I was at a loss for words, I didn’t think that she knew what was in the box, I stuttered a little and she started to giggle and asked if I had read the note. I shyly shook my head and told her that I was actually too excited to try it out and that I totally forgot to read the note. She laughed and said that that was what she thought I would do and asked for all the dirty details as to how it went. I don’t know why but I trusted her and I spilled out all the details of my bath even the part about fantasizing about Steven. She seemed happy that I found her son attractive and she accepted me as one of the family, I shyly asked if I could call her Mom instead of Evelyn and she started to cry and said that she would love that. We hugged and cried together for a little while until Emma came into the room.
She saw us hugging and all teary eyed and asked what she had missed, Mom told her what had happened and she to was now all teary-eyed saying “I now finally have the sister I always wanted” We shared a group hug and then I was ordered out of bed and get dressed for we were going to Steven’s room to have breakfast with him. I jumped out of bed and ran to the bathroom to get ready, “if I am going to see Steven I need to look my best,” I said. It took me half an hour to get ready and that was fast considering I had to choose what to wear and do my hair and make-up. Things might take longer to do as a girl but I would not trade it away for nothing, I loved being a girl especially after my “bath” last night. I had chosen a nice pair of jeans and a scoop-neck top to wear that looked good together; Mom and Emma were pleased with my choice and I could wear heels with the jeans. It was a good thing that I had a big room because I had a wardrobe that was growing every day. I was getting clothing from all the nurses and even some from Gail.
We made it down to Steve’s room just as Mr. Cook was coming in carrying several bags of take-out food. I greeted him with a hug and asked him how he was, he smiled and commented that I was such a nice polite young lady and that Emma could learn something from me as he winked at her. She slapped his arm and then gave him a hug and said “I love you too Daddy” We all greeted Steven together and he was smiling when he saw us and then gave me a wink when the others weren’t looking. I blushed at that and returned the wink to him, which made him blush. As we ate we talked about what Steven was in store for with all the physiotherapy and I knew it was not easy, it hurt many times and you were totally spent afterward. Mom commented that maybe I could help him with the Physio. because I knew what it was like. Without thinking I said, “I would love to help Mom.” Mr. Cook looked up from his plate and said “Mom?” looking over at Evelyn, she nodded and smiled a very large smile. He then stated that if she gets to be called Mom then he should have the honor of me calling him Dad. I almost choked on my food when he said that and Emma just started laughing, from the bed I heard Steven ask if it was still ok if he could date me when he got stronger, he didn’t want me as a sister. We all burst out laughing and I got up and went over to his bed and hugged him and whispered in his ear that I still owed him that kiss and that I could not do it as his sister. He blushed and started to laugh again, laughter is very good exercise and my whole body was sore from laughing.
Otto came strolling into the room pushing a wheelchair and apologized for breaking up the party but it was time for Steven to go to his first Physiotherapy session. We all pretended to be sad but we got up and cleaned up the mess we had made eating breakfast. I looked at Otto again and noticed that I did not have the same feelings for him as I first did, he was still a hunk but I just didn’t want him any more. Steven was were my passion lay, I could see myself with him making love in the sunset on a beach in the south pacific. I was starting to think more romantically about life and more emotional with my thoughts then analytical. I knew that had to do with being a girl and I loved it, if it meant I would spend the rest of my life with Steven I didn’t mind. Otto lifted Steven out of his bed and placed him in the wheelchair, it took him more effort on his part to move Steven than it did when he lifted me I noticed. I gave Steven a kiss on the cheek and wished him luck and told him that I would be here waiting for him when he returned, that put a large smile on him face and a determination in his heart. He looked at Otto and said “Forward James”, Otto rolled his eyes and said “You Too!” and started to move forward. Emma and I started to laugh and could not stop, we had to fill Mom and Dad in on the joke and they too were soon laughing.
It would be a couple of hours for Steven to be done with his “torture” so us ladies headed up to my room while Dad went to finish up some business he had to deal with. We ran into Gail in the hall and she mentioned that she had received the report from Dr. Sommers and that she agreed with his recommendation that I was well enough to be released from the Hospital. I suddenly became very sad realizing that I would have to leave the only place I felt at home, it had been almost three months since my accident and transformation and I had no other place to go. My sadness showed on my face and I was near tears when Mom ushered all of us into my room, she handed me a tissue and had me sit down. “ What is wrong honey?” she asked, “ I thought you would be happy to leave the hospital?” I told her in a shaky voice that I felt at home here and safe and that I had nowhere else to go.
Emma mentioned that Global Tech had an apartment waiting for me if I wanted it. I agreed with her that they did but that I would be all-alone there and I was afraid I would get lonely. Mom suddenly got a large smile on her face and stated that I could move in with them, their place was more that large enough to have another person there and that Dad would love to have me there. Emma got all excited with the idea that I could have the room next to hers, it had it’s own bathroom with a walk-in closet large enough to hold all my cloths and then some. It was then settled I would move in with them and there was no argument about it, I was very happy that this was going to happen I would be closer to Steven now, like as if we were married. I knew that he would be in the Hospital for several more months recovering but when he was released, look out! Mom took out her cell phone and called Dad to tell him the good news, He sounded pleased on the phone and made arrangements to have my stuff all moved into their home, our home! I could not wait to tell Steven the news and I hoped that he would be as happy as I was.
I was sitting in his room when Otto returned with Steven and they were laughing and joking around, it was good to see Steven laugh, he had such a sexy laugh or maybe it was just me who thought that. Girls in love think everything their man does is sexy, was I really in love with Steven? Could it really happen so fast? I hopped so because I knew I loved Steven. Steven saw me waiting for him and it seemed like he just stared at me for hours, he too was lost in my eyes, and I was lost in his. Otto finally broke our stare by saying “OK you two love birds get a room!” then he started to laugh at what he said because we were in a room. Otto lifted Steven onto his bed and I helped Steven get comfortable, once he was settled in Otto left saying that he would be back later to help Steven to the bathroom.
Steven and I talked for a while; I had to tell him everything about me before anything got serious between us. I needed to be honest with him so I told him about who I was and the accident and who I am now, I was so nervous about how he would react to find out that I used to be a man. He asked me if I was all healed and if there were any complications, I told him that all was well and that all the tests showed that I was a normal healthy virgin girl, He smiled at that and raised his eyebrow like he was thinking of something. “Jacqueline, I don’t care what you were before, all that maters is what you are now,” he said. I threw my arms around his neck and gave him a hug that nearly choked him; he grabbed me by the waist and with such ease he lifted me on top of him in the bed.
I was shocked that he had such great strength so soon after being in a coma for so long. The look on my face said it all and he told me that he had always been strong and that he would work extra hard to be back on his feet soon. I told him about me moving into their house and getting the room next to Emma’s, he started to smile and then laugh, was it some kind of joke that was being played on me? I asked him to explain why he was laughing and he told me that the room I was to move into had a secret door that went into his room and that we would be able to be together without anyone knowing. I blushed at the thought of being with him, and could feel the goose bumps going up my spine. “Does Emma know about the secret door?” I asked. “Yes she does, we used to use it as children, but I don’t think Mom and Dad know about it” he responded. I got excited about the opportunities we would have to be together, I leaned down and gave him a kiss on the lips. He responded by pulling me in further and began to explore my mouth with his tongue, I just melted in his arms and in his kiss.
I could feel myself getting excited and I could feel the moisture that my pussy was making, I wanted him so bad that it hurt. I just wanted to rip our clothes off right now and let him take my virginity right now. He pulled away from the kiss to get air and like a true gentleman he said that we should slow down because we had lots of time to do it right. He wanted my first time to be extra special, and the hospital was not the place for that. I knew right there that I truly did love him and I had to tell him, “ I love you Steven!” I whispered slightly out of breath from the kiss. “ I love you too Jacqueline,” he responded. “From the first time I opened my eyes and I saw you dancing with my hand to the classical music I knew I loved you. Every time I hear that music now I think of you and see my angel who brought me back to life.”
I started to cry for joy that he too loved me and I knew that this would be the man I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. We hugged some more and started to kiss again, we where so into each other that we didn’t hear Mom and Dad come walking into the room. “Ahem… Are we disturbing you?” Dad said with a tern voice, I nearly hit the ceiling I jumped so high and Steven nearly fell out of his bed. By the time my feet hit the floor I could hear both Mom and Dad laughing so hard that they were crying. Steven and I were both as red as lobsters we wanted to crawl under the bed and hide. Dad finally regained enough of his composure to tell us that they were leaving and that Emma was going to pick me up and take me to the house. I shyly said thank you and gave him a hug, which he returned, and a kiss on the cheek, which caught me by surprise.
He told me to take it easy on his son and to not put him back into a coma from all the excitement. I was now blushing even harder if that was possible, Mom just came to me and whispered to me that she loved me and was happy to see us together. Then she shocked me by hinting that maybe I should have another “bath” tonight when I got home. I was at a complete loss for words and just stood there sputtering like a motorboat, Steven and Dad started to laugh and soon we were all laughing. I have not felt this good…well ever! I was just so overwhelmed with joy that I was crying again, Steven reached over to me and pulled me into him and told me to get used to being happy because he promised me that I would always be happy from now on. As Mom and Dad left the room, I turned to Steven and planted the best and longest kiss that I could do on him, leaving him out of breath and with a giant tent in the sheets. I looked over at it and craved what was causing the tent; I so wanted to be able to relieve him of his pressure.
I walked over to the door and closed it and locked it, walking back I licked my lips in anticipation of what I was going to taste. I had never given a guy a blowjob but I knew I wanted Steven’s penis. I pulled down the sheets allowing his manhood to rise to full mast, he was not huge but he was very well sized, I lowered my head down to meet his rising staff and put the head of his dick in my mouth. I could taste the pre cum on the tip and it was slightly salty, and I craved more! I started to slide my mouth down on the shaft allowing his dick to penetrate deeper into my mouth, I could feel his dick nearing the back of my throat but I did not feel a gag reflex. I slid all the way down his shaft until I could feel his pubic hair tickle my nose; I surprised myself by deep throating him and I slid back up his shaft and repeated the action several more times. I knew I was doing something right because he started to moan and I could feel his dick tension up, any minute I was going to receive my reward and I was hungrily waiting for it. I kept pumping him until I felt a blast of cum hitting me in the back of my throat. I eagerly swallowed it all and kept pumping for more until I could feel his dick go soft in my mouth. I let it pop out of my mouth as I licked my lips and shyly looked up at him; he was laying there with a contented look on his face that told me he loved what I had done for him. He looked over at me and said, “Now there is the kiss I will never forget”; I blushed and lay my head on his chest. He played with my hair for a little while until he had regained some composure and then I got up and unlocked and opened the door.
CHAPTER 9
The car pulled up to a large gate and Emma reached out through the open window and placed her palm on a display screen and it lit up green and the gate quickly opened up. I was impressed with the security of the gate and the speed at which it opened up. Emma smiled at me and said that they needed the security for protection due to the nature of Dad’s business. I was going to ask her what kind of business he was in when I saw the house it was huge! This place was a mansion; there must be at least twenty rooms in the house! There were actually only five bedrooms all with their own bathroom, a giant kitchen, and a beautiful Dinning hall a Ballroom for parties and a very impressive Library filled with all sorts of books and a Den that was strait out of all the classic movies. I was awe struck as we entered the house; a gentleman came over and asked for out coats, he was the butler. I have never been in a home that had a butler, it was all so alien to me and I guess it showed on my face because Emma was laughing at me, I blushed. “It’s ok Jacqueline you will get used to it and it will feel like home soon enough” Emma stated. “Wow” was all I could say. “Welcome home ladies” the butler said. “Thank you Philip”, Emma responded. “Is Mom and Dad here?” “Yes Ma’am, they are in the Den relaxing” he responded.
We gave him our coats and proceeded to the Den to see Mom and Dad, they were dressed in evening clothes that looked very comfortable. I really loved what Mom was wearing it was a simple dress but very elegant, it had a low neckline which showed off her assets very nicely without being trashy the sleeves flared out at the elbow and the bottom of the dress was just below her knee, it flowed with every movement she made. She finished it off with a pair of three-inch mules that made her legs look marvelous. Dad looked handsome in his tweed pants and sport shirt with a matching Cardigan sweater, he looked like an older version of Steven or is it the other way around, Steven was a younger him? It did not mater they both looked good. I gave Mom a hug and a kiss and also the same to Dad, they were smiling the largest smiles I had ever seen, like they were keeping a secret from us. It hade me wonder what was up, Emma was also very curious as to why they were so happy. Emma finally asked what was up, they then told us that the Doctors and finished all their testing on Steven and figured that he was safe to come home in a couple of weeks, but still needed to go to the Physiotherapy sessions every day. I was so happy that I started to cry; I would be able to be with him every night now. Yes I know, he was not strong enough for strenuous physical activity yet but I could still pleasure him every night. I started to blush at that thought and tried to hide it from everyone, Emma noticed and gave me a “We are going to talk later” look.
“We need to celebrate a little”, Dad said and sent Emma and myself on a quest to find some snacks and drinks, we entered the kitchen and I was once again awe struck at the size of it, it had everything you could imagine in a kitchen, it would put most restaurants to shame. I asked if Emma knew how to cook and she laughed saying that she and Mom were both trained chefs and that if I was going to be part of the family that I would be learning how to cook as well. She grabbed some snacks out of the pantry and pulled some cold cuts out of the fridge and in no time at all she whipped up a tray of party foods that was good enough to place in a museum. I was looking forward to being able to be as good as she was in the kitchen, I was not that bad but being a bachelor for all my life I never had a need to learn. Now that I was a young woman with a boyfriend who obviously was used to fine food I had to learn. We returned to the Den to find Philip the butler laughing and celebrating with Mom and Dad, I thought this was pretty cool that they would include him in the joy. I found out later that he was one of Dads University buddies and that Dad had given him the job after he was injured in an industrial accident.
I was becoming more impressed with this family and their ability to share in their good fortune, I was proud to be part of this family. We celebrated for a few hours until we all started to feel tired and Emma and I excused ourselves to get ready for bed. There is a lot more to do to go to bed as a girl then when I was a guy, as a guy I just brushed my teeth and hit the bed. As a girl there was the make-up removal ritual, which included several washings of the face, toner, creams and lotions. Finally it was time to comb out your hair and get it ready for bed, then time to pick out your nightgown, I had accumulated so many that I was having trouble to choose. I was feeling sexy so I picked out a red baby-doll with matching thong panties and put it on, I noticed that it was almost a perfect match to my nail polish and I felt good about that. I didn’t know why it mattered but it made me feel good to know that, my choices in colors was improving and so was my vocabulary in describing colors. As a guy it was red but now it was rose, burgundy, chardonnay, I was able to see and describe colors I never knew existed.
I was almost ready to crawl in to bed when Emma came in and wanted to know why I was blushing earlier. I started to blush all over again and was forced by penalty of tickling if I did not tell. I told her what I had done to Steven back in his room earlier that day and how much I enjoyed it and how I was looking forward to doing it again. She started to giggle and told me that she too enjoyed pleasuring the guys that she dated and gave me some pointers on how to do it better next time. “Aren’t you a little weirded out about talking about your brother that way?” I asked. “No not at all, we are very close and he used to tell me about all his girlfriends and what they did together,” she said. I suddenly felt jealous that he had had other girls and a little insecure about myself. I told my feelings to Emma and she reassured me that I was special; that Steven had never been serious with any of the girl he had been with. “He has never looked at a girl like he looks at you, you have captured his heart.” She said. I felt better but vowed to always let him know that I loved him and that I would always show him my love. We talked a bit longer then I remembered to ask her what Dad did for business that we needed such high security. She told me that he was part owner of a large Corporation that owed several companies. She said that some of the Companies had been in the family for hundreds of years and were past down from father to son. That they are direct descendants of Captain Cook who was a great explorer and that they’re fore fathers had invested their fortune in a variety of different businesses that prospered and now they are very rich.
It shocked me to find out that they owned the Global Tech Pharmaceutical Corporation as well. I was starting to wonder if they had know who I was all along and that all this was just a set up to stop me from suing the Company. I struggled with the idea of asking Mom and Dad if my fears were true or not. I went to sleep thinking about this and I decided that in the morning I was going to confront them and find out the truth. I had a restless sleep dreaming about loosing Steven and being all alone, I woke up several times during the night. I finally could not sleep any longer and needed some answers; I got dressed and went down stairs to the kitchen. I found Mom there preparing breakfast and with a big smile she greeted me but saw that I was upset about something. “What’s the problem honey?” she said with true concern in her voice. “Did you know all along who I was?” I asked shaking a little. “What are you talking about dear?” she inquired. “Did you know that I was the person who was injured at your factory in Calgary? And did you take me in because of that?” I stated, by now I was rocking in my seat and I was starting to cry. “Yes I knew who you were, but it had no bearing on what we have done” came a voice from behind me; I did not have to see that it was Dad talking.
“Jacqueline we truly do love you and we are sorry for not telling you who we were.” Mom said. “Dr. Harper thought that it would be best to wait to tell you so that you would not think exactly what you are now thinking” “Honey you are so special to us, it was an unfortunate accident that brought you into our lives but we feel that we are blessed to have you in them,” Dad stated. “We don’t care who you were before, we just want you to feel loved and to be part of this family” Emma said as she entered the room and gave me a big hug nearly squeezing the life out of me. “When we heard about the accident we had you rushed here so that the best doctors in the world could help you, and when we found out that you were becoming a woman because of that accident we wanted to help,” Dad said. It was just a coincidence that you were placed in the same room as our son and everything that happened after that was just fate.
“We have all fallen in love with the beautiful woman you have become, and are proud to have you as part of this family. Your attraction to Steven and in return his attraction to you was all meant to be, we had nothing to do with it” Mom said. I was overwhelmed with emotion and starter to bawl on Emma’s shoulder, Mom and Dad came over and we all cried and had a group hug. I was so happy that they accepted me for who I am and not out of pity for the poor man who was turned into a girl.
We were all famished after our group cry that Mom had to make some extra food just to feed us all, Emma and myself helped her clean up the kitchen which helped me familiarize myself to were everything was. “Now that everything is clean why don’t you ladies go get ready to visit Steven and then after we will go to the mall and do some shopping” Mom announced. “That sounds like fun” I said and ran up to my room to shower and get dressed. My room was more that just a room it was a self contained apartment without a kitchen. I had a sitting room just outside of my bedroom and my bathroom had a Jacuzzi tub big enough for four people, it also had a giant walk in closet that was almost as big as the sitting room. One wall of it was lined with mirrors and a vanity table that had all the make-up a girl could ever wish for and all of it was new. Emma had made sure that I got only the best there was. I felt so spoiled, but I promised myself that I would not let it go to my head and become one of those snobby rich girls I used to know in school. It took me over an hour to shower and get ready to visit Steven; I wanted to look perfect for him, just thinking about him made me dizzy with delight and wet! I had to change my panties before leaving my room it got so bad. I threw in two more pairs into my purse just in case, along with some panty liners and some tampons, it’s always good to be prepared for anything.
Leaving my room I met up with Emma in the hall and we descended the stairs together arm in arm just line two sisters, I was happy really truly happy! Dad was waiting for us at the door and he said that we were to take Emma’s car because he had to leave to take care of some business after seeing Steven. Mom was waiting at her car and we all piled into her BMW and left for the hospital. Berlin was beautiful in the winter and I was lost in all the sights until we pulled up to the hospital, then I got excited to see my love. I just wanted to run into his room and throw myself into his strong arms and make love to him all day long. We parked the car and entered the hospital and preceded to his room, along the way we ran into Mr. Moore, sorry David, he looked a little scared when he saw Mom and then I remembered that she and Dad are his bosses. Mom was so nice and polite greeting him by name and making small talk for a little while until he seemed to relax. Mom finally excused herself and allowed David to get to the business that he was there for. “I came looking for you and the Doctors told me that you had been discharged to the care of Mr. and Mrs. Cook,” he said. “That is true” I responded “I am living with them in their home” “Our home” interrupted Emma. I could see the shock on his face and we had to explain all that had happened avoiding all the juicy details of course. He seemed relieved that all was well and he confided in us that his superiors had instructed him to make sure I was well taken care of no mater what.
We went over to some benches and sat down so we could be comfortable while he explained why he was there. He handed me a large manila envelope and said that all my documents were there and for me to look them over. I opened up the envelope and let everything fall onto my lap; I saw my Birth Certificate and pick it up and looked at it. It said that I was female, nineteen years of age born on July 21st 1990; a tear formed in the corner of my eye, it was official I am a girl. Out of curiosity I asked him why he choose for me to be nineteen instead of older. “You just looked too cute to be older,” he said. That made me blush and Emma giggle, “ I am now your big sister” she said and tickled me a little, I stuck my tongue out at her, which got David laughing. The other documents that were there was a new Passport with a new picture of me on it, “How did you get the picture?” I asked. He said that Emma had taken the picture with out me knowing as a surprise for me. I jabbed Emma in the ribs and then gave her a hug for being so nice to me. David said that I did not have a driver’s license yet because Emma wanted me to have the pleasure of getting it myself. He then pointed out that there were several credit cards with my name on it and not to worry about paying anything on them, that Global Tech would pick up the tab for the first one hundred thousand dollars on them. I was in shock that was a lot of money if you added up that I had three credit cards.
David also pointed out that there was a bankbook for an account in my name set up at the main bank of Germany. I opened up the book and nearly fainted when I saw the balance of the account, there was seven zero’s behind a number two. I had two million euros in the account I was rich! “How is that possible?” I asked. David said that that was my compensation for the accident; he explained that the Company had Carl declared dead and that Jacqueline Elizabeth was his beneficiary. This was the money from the insurance policy that all Employees carried. I had to agree with him that Carl was truly dead; I was having trouble remembering that I used to be a man, all the memories seamed to be more like stories that I had been told and not actual memories. I could not imagine not having breast; they had become such an intricate part of who I was. I actually shuttered at the thought that I once had a penis it was so foreign to me now. I marveled at how fast I had changed and had adapted so well, I knew that I was always meant to be a girl I was comfortable and at peace with it.
I thanked David for all the work that he had put into this and gave him a kiss on the cheek for his efforts. He blushed a little and told me it was his pleasure to help such a beautiful young lady get her life back. It was my turn to blush, we said our good-by’s and headed into Steven’s room to meet up with Mom and Dad and to see Steven. His eyes lit up like a Roman candle when he saw me, my heart started to beat faster when I saw him. I also got a warm feeling in my belly and I could feel my pussy getting wet. I had it bad, I was truly a woman in love and I wanted to enjoy that feeling forever. I went over to his bed and gave him a kiss that made everyone blush when I was done, I could not get enough of his kisses it felt so good. Emma announced to everybody that I was now officially a girl, that I had received all my paperwork and that it was time for us to celebrate by going shopping. Mom and Emma were excited about shopping and I too started to get excited. We spent about two hours visiting with Steven and talking about what we were going to do once he was back at home and able to get around. Otto came to get Steven for his Physiotherapy session and he shocked us by letting Steven get up and jump into the wheelchair all by himself. He said that he had been waiting to do that to show us all how strong he was, I was so proud of my man. He was recovering fasted that everyone was expecting and that was fantastic, I was looking forward to being alone with him but it would not happen today. Today we were going shopping! I gave Steven a kiss for courage and energy for his session and we left when he was taken away by Otto.
CHAPTER 10
We pulled into the shopping mall parking lot and I was amazed at the size of the mall, I thought that we had large malls in Calgary but this one put them to shame. Emma found a parking spot not too far from the doors and we proceeded to enter the mall. Waiting for us was Heidi and Gail both nursing a coffee and talking with each other I was pleased that they were there and they said that they could not miss my first shopping trip as a girl. “You have so much to learn about shopping as a girl,” Heidi stated. “First thing we need to do is get this girl to the salon and fix her hair, it’s terrible” Mom said. They all agreed that I was in need of a complete make over so we headed in the direction of one of the salons in the mall. Mom had already set up an appointment for me and I had an entire army waiting to give me “the works”.
I was ushered into a change room and told to remove my top and put on a gown, once I had done that I was lead to a chair and had my hair washed and conditioned. That felt good and I started to relax and enjoy what was being done to me, I had always wanted to have a day at the salon getting made up and now it was happening, I was being inducted into the realm of womanhood. Once again I was moved to another chair but this one belonged to the stylist, she started to talk to me in German and suddenly realized that I didn’t understand her. She apologized in English and then continued to ask me what I would want for a hairstyle. “I don’t know I was not prepared to be here, what would you suggest?” I stated. Her eyes lit up with excitement and told me that if I were game she would work her magic on me and let it be a surprise for me to see later. “Go for it” I said, thinking what’s the worst she could do. If I didn’t like it I could just cut it all off short and grow it out again.
I relaxed and closed my eyes letting her do her thing I was soon so relaxed that I was falling asleep. I could feel someone working on my hands and I knew I was getting a manicure it felt good to be pampered and taken care of, now I knew why women love to go to the salon so much. When my hands were done I felt someone remove my heels and place my feet in a warm bath that nearly made me want to go to the bathroom, I quickly opened my eyes to regain my control. I looked at my hands and saw that I now had long emerald nails; they were at least one inch long and looked so very feminine. I smiled at that because I have always wanted to have long sexy fingernails, my toenails were now being painted in the same color. I noticed that my feet looked sexy and feminine as well, they were a lot smaller than what they used to be, I used to have trouble finding women’s shoes in a size 11 but now I was a sexy size 8.
I looked in the mirror to see my head full of tin foil and wondered what was going on. “What is all the foil for?” I asked, the stylist explained that it was for my highlights, and that I was almost done at least with my hair. From that time on I was not allowed to see what I looked like she wanted me to be surprised with the final look. My hair was washed again and then she began to cut and style it, a little blow-drying and she was done. Before I was allowed to look another lady came in and shaped my eyebrows, that was a little painful but I was told it would all be worth it. She then started to apply make-up onto my face, she told me that I had a perfect face properly proportioned and that I had the smoothest skin she had ever seen. I was then allowed to see what I looked like, they spun me around and I faced the mirror. I was in shock, I was gorgeous my hair was now a strawberry blond with light red highlights in it which suited my skin tone perfectly. My eyebrows were a beautiful feminine arc that brought out my eyes wonderfully, my lashes seemed even longer then they were and darker without looking made up. I had emerald and pink eye shadow on blended to perfectly fade into each other, and black eye liner making my eye’s look even bigger. My lips looked amazing painted in the same matching pink that my eye’s were and highly glossy, extremely kissable I thought. I am going to drive all the guys crazy looking like this I thought, what is Steven going to say! I was excited and it showed on my face, the stylist knew that I was happy with the look. “I love it!” I exclaimed, “Thank you so very much.” My heart was pounding with excitement, I felt so girly, so feminine, so free!
I returned to the dressing room to find that my top was gone and a whole new outfit was they’re waiting for me. There was a note pinned to the garment bag, I read it. “Honey, now that you look like a new woman you should dress like one.” Signed Mom. I opened the bag and found new black panties and bra in there as well. I undressed folding up my clothes and setting them on the chair, I removed my bra and panties and looked at myself in the mirror. There was no doubt that I was a woman, I looked at my new hair and face and saw a woman. My hair was below my shoulders and cascaded down in big curls resting just above my breasts, my neck was thin and graceful and flowed down to gently sloping shoulders. My breasts were full and firm just the way they should be on a nineteen year old girl, my nipples were large but not obscene, they were perfect for my breasts like cherries on a Sunday. My torso narrowed to a small waist, which flared out to full hips, I turned and saw my ass firm full and perfect. My body was perfectly proportioned for my height and my legs were long and graceful perfectly shaped and ending in beautiful feet with emerald toes. I was a picture of perfection, every guy’s wet dream; I was shocked at how beautiful I was and scared as well. If I looked this good every guy would be hitting on me and I would have to beat them off, then I remembered back when I was a guy and when I saw a woman of extreme beauty I was too afraid to approach her much less talk to her. I reassured myself that I would be OK and I started to get dressed.
The panties felt fantastic, they were made of sheer lace and were soft and feminine with a capital F, the bra was a demi cup, which pushed up my breast to make them look even bigger that they were. I had already grown some and was now a C cup and now this bra made them look like I was a D cup. The bra also felt fantastic, it too was made of the sheer lace and despite it being black you could still see my nipples through the material. Next came a pair of garters with a note on them telling me to feed the straps under my panties before attaching the stockings. I knew that was to make it easier for me to pee without having to undo the stockings to pee, this was not my first time wearing garters but they could not know that. I had a little trouble getting the stockings up for fear of ripping them with my new nails but I managed to get them on and straight. There was a seam that ran down the back of the stockings that made it easy to see if they were straight. I also noticed that the seam would draw everyone’s eyes right to my ass, the thought got me a little excited. Finally I was ready for the dress it was a beautiful emerald green dress with a scoop front that showed off my breasts beautifully, the body of the dress hugged my body like a second skin and showed off all my womanly curves to their fullest. The skirt of the dress ended about four inches below my ass and just two inches below the top of my stockings, I would have to be very careful how I walked and sat if I did not want to give a free show to everybody. The shoes were to die for, they were four inches high and a stiletto heel, I just loved them and knew that my legs would look killer in them.
The color matched perfectly with the dress, I slipped them on and looked at my reflection in the mirror. Looking back was a gorgeous blond goddess that could command any man to do her bidding and they would do it willingly. I knew that Steven would love the way I looked and I could imagine the massive hard-on he would have, I licked my lips thinking about his dick and looking forward to the time I would be able to taste his manhood again. I was making myself horny and wet and chose to put a panty liner in my panties so I would not ruin them. I saw in the bottom of the garment bag a jewelry box and I opened it, in it was a ladies watch encrusted with emeralds, a tennis bracelet made of emeralds and a gold necklace with an emerald pendant on it that when worn it would draw your eye right to my cleavage. The only thing missing were earrings and I figured that because I did not have pierced ears that they could not find clip-on earrings.
I packed up all my old clothes in the garment bag and took one last look at myself before leaving the room, I really was a woman, there was no questioning it, and I oozed femininity from every pore, the way I stood to the way I walked was undeniably feminine. A shiver went up my spine thinking about how feminine I had become and how much I loved it. I gathered all my stuff and exited the room to see everyone looking at me, they were speechless Emma had her mouth wide open in awe and I could see Mom tearing up looking at me. Heidi asked Gail if she could pinch her because she thinks she is dreaming and is seeing an angel. “No my dear you are not dreaming, you are seeing an angel” Gail responded. I was now getting all emotional and told them to stop or I would start to cry and ruin my make-up. All of them came over and gave me a group hug and we all started to giggle, boy do girls giggle a lot I thought but it’s so much fun and I giggled some more. “Now that Jacqueline is looking proper let’s shop!” declared Emma. “I swear, I think she was born to shop,” Mom said with a giggle. “Isn’t that what we women are good at?” I said, getting everyone to laugh. “Let the hunt begin,” shouted Emma and we all left the salon and headed out into the jungle of the mall looking for our prey.
The first stop was at a jewelry store to get my ears pierced, Mom had a pair of emerald studs waiting for me to put in after they were pierced. “Now the look is complete,” she said. We spent all day at the mall, we must have entered every store there and we never left empty handed. I must have spent almost ten thousand euros on clothes, shoes, purses, accessories and make-up. By the end of the day we were spent I was tired but strangely my feed did not hurt, these shoes were awesome. We said good-by to Gail and Heidi and I thanked them for being there with me that it was fun and special for me. We hugged and promised that we would do it again soon; I was getting hooked on shopping! We made it back to the car and loaded all our purchases into the trunk and the back seat and left to head home for the night. Dad called as we were driving and talked to Mom for a bit and asked if we were up to go out to eat. I looked at Emma and we both agreed that we were able to do that, and we agreed to it. Mom gave Emma directions to the restaurant and we headed over to it.
The restaurant was in a beautiful old building with gothic architecture on the outside; on the inside it was even more gorgeous the walls had gold inlay decorating them and a giant vaulted ceiling that looked like it was painted by DaVinchi. This place was fancy and even though I was dressed nice I felt under dressed and became quiet and shy. Emma told me not to worry that the restaurant only looked fancy but it was semi casual clothing style place. I looked around and saw that the other people there were not dressed fancy and I relaxed and started to enjoy myself. Dad came over and at first did not recognize me and asked were I was. Emma started to laugh and Mom had to make the introductions. “ Dear I would like you to meet your new daughter Jacqueline” she said jokingly. Dad stared at me for a long time looking me up and down and then smiled a giant smile and said “My god she’s an angel come to earth.” I ran over to him and gave him a giant hug and said “Thank you Daddy” that was the first time I had called him “Daddy” and I was not sure if it was appropriate. He smiled and said, “ I like the sound of that, and I now have two gorgeous daughters.” You could hear the pride in his voice. I almost started to cry when he said that but I managed to maintain my composure not ruin my make-up. We all went to sit down and I could feel all eyes were on me, it was making me uneasy, I was not used to the attention. Emma picked up on my discomfort and whispered to me “get used to it girl, you are a knock out and the guys are stunned by your beauty.” “The only guy I want to stun is Steven.” I said back to her. She smiled “He most definitely will be stunned” she responded. We ordered and talked a bit until our food came, it was very good food almost reminded me of the Moxie’s restaurants back in Canada. Emma and I split a piece of chocolate cake for desert; chocolate has to be the best food in the world I mused as we ate the whole thing. We thanked the owner for the wonderful food and we left to head home for the night.
I decided that I needed a bath so I went and got the tub prepared for my bath, I had not yet enjoyed the Jacuzzi tub yet and was looking forward to the relaxing jets on my tired body. I prepared my sleep clothes and undressed for my bath, I could not help look at myself in the mirror before I took my bath. I was so amazed with my transformation, from a man to a girl and now to a beautiful young woman. I was happy beyond words, I was loved and I loved myself finally. I tore myself from the mirror and as I headed to the tub I picked up my “gift” from Mom and entered the tub to have my “bath”. I was not disappointed with the jets in the tub, they added a pleasure I had not experienced yet and it made my “bath” that much more rewarding. It’s a good thing the bathroom is somewhat soundproofed because I realized that I was a screamer and that I would not be able to control that if I tried. I would be extremely embarrassed if the family heard me. I slipped on my nightgown and crawled into my bed and fell asleep almost as soon as my head hit the pillow.
I woke to the sound of birds chirping outside my window, I got up and stretched and walked over to the window to see if I could see the birds. Winter was coming to an end and spring was just around the corner, there was not a lot of snow in Germany not like in Calgary, which was fine with me. I still did not like winter and I thought that next year I would go to someplace that is warm for the winter now that I had the money to do it. I started to daydream about being on a beach in a sexy bikini and having Steven their putting suntan lotion on my body. I was getting all wrapped up in my daydream that I did not hear Emma come into the room, I nearly jumped out of my skin when she touched me on my shoulder. “Oh my God, you scared me” I exclaimed. Emma was rolling on the floor laughing when Mom came in to see what the commotion was all about. I had to blush when I told Mom what I was doing and what Emma did, she smiled and left the room but not before telling us that breakfast would be ready in half hour. Emma regained her composure and sat on my bed drying her face from the tears she had shed laughing. “What do you want to do today after seeing Steven?” she inquired. “ I think I want to go buy a car.” I said, “I need to get my license first and then go looking for a good car” “That sounds like fun,” she said. Maybe we could ask Daddy to come with us to buy the car, he could get us a great deal. “Now that sounds like fun, I have not spent much time with him and it would help to get to know each other better” I stated. “We will ask him over breakfast.” “Now we need to get ready if we want to eat!” I said and we proceeded to get dressed and do our make-up.
I was definitely getting better at doing my make-up; I was dressed in a long knit skirt that was comfortable and warm and a matching sweater that had a teardrop front, which showed off my twin assets to their fullest. I put on a pair of boots that had a three-inch heel that were comfortable and functional at the same time. I loved dressing now, there was such a great variety to choose from, long skirts, short skirts, pants, dresses, shorts it was almost too much, almost! Then there were the shoes, it could take me hours just to figure out which shoes to wear and with which outfit, I loved all my shoes especially my heels I loved the way they made my legs look. Today I went with comfort because I was gong car shopping and I wanted to be able to move without worrying about being too ladylike.
Breakfast was fabulous as usual Mom was really a fantastic cook, the omelets were made to perfection and the fresh OJ tasted great. Mom also made a flavored coffee that was fantastic as well, she would not tell me which coffee it was only that it was her special blend. Both Emma and I asked Dad if he could help us shop for a car today and at first he said he was too busy but Emma and I gave him the sad puppy dog eyes and he relented. We told him we would be ready at one for we first had to visit Steven and he said that he would be ready. We finished breakfast and left to see Steven, the drive there was nice and I was starting to find my way around Berlin. It would be nice to be able to drive myself around, and then I could go see all the sights without putting anyone out.
I was so happy to see Steven, the moment I saw him nothing else mattered, he was my world and all I wanted to do was to please him and make him smile. I loved his smile it was so perfect, at least to me. I could see the fire in his eyes when he looked at me that I would just melt in a pool of horniness, I didn’t know how much longer I could last before I would explode. Gail came into the room when we were there and talked to us for a while as she checked Steven over, she said that Steven was an incredible man. Like I didn’t know that! He was getting stronger that any of her patients before and that he definitely would be able to come home the following week. I squealed with delight! It even scared me a little when I did that but it made everyone laugh, I had become so girly with my emotions it just felt right! We told Steven that we were going to go get my license so that I would be able to drive him around until he was able to do it for himself. “That’s a wonderful idea” he said “then we could spend some time alone.” I blushed at the dirty thought that raced through my mind at that moment; he must have been thinking the same because he winked at me when he said that.
We spent all morning talking and staring at each other longingly, sharing how we feel and listening to his stories about how he grew up with Emma throwing in her side of the stories. I was quickly becoming a part of this family and I loved it I had a sister I could share my feelings with and I had a boyfriend that I could practice my feelings on. My previous life had become a distant memory slowly fading to nothing. I was building a new life a life that I wanted, longed for, for so long. I was going to make the best of this life and I am not going to pass up any opportunity to make me happy.
I excused myself for a bit and went to find Gail because I needed to ask her for something. I found her talking to one of the nurses and waited for my turn to speak to her, when she was done she asked if everything was al right. “All is fine Gail, I just need to talk to you in private if possible?” I asked. “No problem sweetheart” she said and we went to her office to talk. I was a little shy to ask but I did anyway, “ Ohm… Gail is it possible… to…ohm… get a prescription for birth control pills?” I quietly asked. She started to smile her famous smile and I instantly felt better when I saw it. “Of course it’s OK Honey” she said, “I was waiting for the day you would ask.” She pulled out a pad of paper and wrote something on it. “We will try this one first and see how you feel on it, it’s a low dose pill that should work with your new equipment.” She said making me blush for unknown reasons. “How many periods have you had now Dear? She inquired. “I have had two to date, and if it’s on time I should have another one next week.” I responded. She gave me a funny look when I said that but I explained that last month it came one week later that the time before. She told me that that was normal and to start on the pill at the beginning of the week and to not to forget to take it every day. I thanked her for her help and her support and left to rejoin Emma and Steven. Emma asked me were I went and I told her that I had to see the Dr. for a bit, I was embarrassed to tell her in front of Steven but I didn’t know why. We said good-by to Steven, Emma with a hug and I with a kiss that would have made Tracy Lords blush.
CHAPTER 11
Walking into the motor vehicle license department in Germany was very different that in Canada and I was afraid that I would have to take a test to get my license. Dad came though for me and used his connections to not only get me a license in Germany but to get me a new Alberta license. I didn’t want to know how, I was just happy that I had them and that they were legal. I looked at my Alberta license and felt a shiver go up my spine when I read the name and gender; I was Jacqueline Elizabeth Samms, female, brown eyes, blond hair, 59Kg and 179cm. I was still old school when it came to height and weight I was 5’9’’ and 130 lb but Canada was metric, so was all of Europe for that mater.
I placed my new ID in my wallet and then into my purse, while I had my purse open I pulled out my compact and checked on my make-up touching up my lips with my lipstick and then returning everything to my purse. Emma was just shaking her head when I looked at her “What?” I asked, “ You just caused most of the young guys here to cream their jeans when you did that.” She said. I looked around and I saw that several young boys trying to hide their hard-ons, I giggled at that and gave Emma a wink and a smile. “You tease” she said “Your terrible, but I love it” and she broke out laughing. Dad noticed the commotion and soon realized what had happened and he too started to laugh, I was blushing too hard to laugh. We made our way out of the building and back to the car. Emma tossed me the keys and said, “Lets see if you can handle a stick shift.” I had never driven a BMW before but a stick shift was no problem that was all I would drive in my old life. I climbed into the drivers seat and adjusted the seat to my height and leg length, first thing I noticed was that feet position was different when you wear heels. Once I got accustomed to the new feet position I started the car and pulled out of the parking stall, normally I was an aggressive driver but now I was not so anxious to race out of the parking lot. I was driving like a girl I thought, being careful and non aggressive, I need to work on that I thought, this would never work in Calgary. We made our way over to a “Car Mall” where there are several dealers together in the same area. Dad was impressed with my driving and so was Emma although they both agreed that I needed more practice driving in heels. I pulled into the first dealer in the mall and found a parking space and pulled into it. We all got out and started to look at all the models that were there.
Honda was not my favorite type of car but I wanted to shop around to find the best car for me. We asked to see several models and to take a test drive in them; none of the cars impressed me. They were nice cars but not for me, I wanted a car that would be a projection of who I was, a young beautiful woman. Finally we made it to the BMW dealer and I saw the perfect car, it was a Mini Cooper and I loved it from first sight. That was me! Sexy, fast and perfect for a young girl opps… woman. I took it for a drive and was amazed at how it handled, it shifted smoothly and had speed to spare, and the safety features were fantastic as well. I was in love with this car, and the color was perfect for me as well, it was a beautiful red and I knew that I had a nail polish that would match it perfectly. I knew that I had changed because normally I would have picked a fast sports car like a Ferrari or a BMW Z but now I felt like those cars did not match my personality. I was a woman now and I wanted a car that expressed my gender and my style, this car was perfect, I told the dealer that I would take the Mini cooper. He asked if I wanted to finance the car and I told him that it would be a cash sale, his eyes lit up when I said that. Dad made sure that I received a fair price for the car and the dealer even threw in some extras that I would like.
I was so happy and proud that I was able to buy a new car, not some old second hand Junker, I had tears in my eyes and I thought that I would start to cry but I maintained my composure. I noticed that I was getting better at controlling my emotions when I needed to. Dad helped me get all the needed paperwork done and helped me register the car and get plates for it, he also decided that he wanted to ride back to the house with me. Emma left in her car and Dad and I followed in my new car. “I am proud of you dear.” Dad said as we drove. “You have had to deal with so much in such a short time.” “I don’t think that I would have been able to handle it as good as you have.” He confessed. “You are a strong person and a beautiful woman.” He continued. He was making me blush and get emotional as well. “I love being part of this family, I never had a close family and all of this is new and exciting.” I said. “Daddy, I never asked you if it was OK with you that I am seeing Steven.” “To be honest I am a little scared of you and afraid that you do not approve of my relationship with your son.”
He smiled “You are afraid of me?” he questioned, “I am just a big Teddy Bear when it comes to women, I am more afraid of you that you are of me!” he stated. That got me a little confused, “How could you be afraid of me?” I asked, “You are big and strong and a business giant making important decisions that affect thousands of people!” He continued to smile and agreed with me. “You are right, but when it comes to women I am shy and nervous and afraid of hurting them with my actions or words.” “I was never a ladies man and when Evelyn showed interest in me back in our University days she made all the moves.” “She asked me out the first time.” He said shyly. “I fell in love with her on our first date and I have never regretted one day of our life together, we have two beautiful children together and now you have entered our lives and I am even happier now.” I was having trouble seeing the road due to the tears in my eyes and I was afraid that I would get into an accident because of it. I had to pull over to the side of the road to clear my eyes and to give Daddy a hug, I loved him so much, he was a great man and the father of my true love Steven. Yes, I think that Steven was my true love and that all that had happened to me was meant to be for us to meet.
We regained out composure and continued on to the house, when we got to the gate I realized that I had never driven before so I was not registered with the gates security so it would not allow me in. Daddy got out and in no time he had my prints and voice registered to allow me entrance into the compound, I was truly becoming a part of this family. We pulled up to the house and Mom was there waiting for us as we entered the house. “I like your car, it suits you.” Mom said, “Even the color is you.” “Hot and sexy” Emma said from around the corner making me blush at her comment, Mom agreed with her making me blush even more.
CHAPTER 12
The next morning at breakfast Emma asked me if it was OK if I went to see Steven alone for she had to do some errands in the morning but promised to meet up with us by noon. I told her it was fine but I was just a little scared to drive by myself for fear I would get lost. “I have just the thing to solve your problem.” Dad said and pulled out a gift box from under the table and handed it to me. “What is this for?” I asked. “It’s a gift from father to daughter.” He stated. I got tears in my eyes “But…I am not really your daughter.” I stammered out. “You are now, or at least will be soon enough.” He countered. I opened the gift unwrapping it very slowly trying not to rip the paper, Emma slapped me on the arm, “ Just rip it open, the suspense is killing me!” I smiled and stuck out my tongue at her, then winked and ripped it open. Inside the box was a GPS tracker and electronic map; it was set up with all the cities in Europe in it. I would never get lost in Europe if I followed its directions. I jumped up and gave Daddy a hug and a kiss and then repeated it with Mom. Emma and I hugged for a long time as well, she was my sister after all!
We all ate breakfast and Emma and I once again helped Mom clean up the kitchen, then we left to get ready for the day. I ran up to my room and got undressed and jumped into the shower, I washed my hair which was now down to the middle of my back, it took a lot of work to wash and condition but I loved the way it looked on me. I had always loved long hair and now that I had it I was going to enjoy it to the fullest. I washed my body and for a little while I played with my breast enjoying the feelings and sensations that they were giving me. I was dreaming of the day Steven would be the one to play with them and I slowly let my hand drift down to my pussy. My fingers gently touched my pussy lips and rubbed them slowly making me twitch with every stroke, my fingers found my clitoris and touch it. A shot of electricity ran through my body making my knees weak, I let out a light moan as I continued to manipulate my clitoris. My fingers started to move faster and faster making me buck with every touch, I leaned back against the wall and let my fingers find my hole. I put two then three fingers into me wiggling them as they went in; I was reaching an orgasm of incredible magnitude. When I finally came I squealed with delight as I slid down the wall and sat on the floor of the shower to spent to stand. “Wow that was incredible,” I said out loud, “I’ve got to do that more often. I love being a girl!” I thought.
Once my energy returned I finished my shower and toweled off and went to blow dry my hair. The only problem with long hair is that it takes so long to dry but it feels so good when it is clean. With my hair finally dry I put large rollers into it to give me lots of big curls and turned my attention to what I was going to wear. “ I can’t do my make-up until I know what I’m going to wear” I said to myself. I walked over to my closet and walked in, first things first; I opened a drawer and searched for the right pair of panties to wear. I finally settled on a pair of baby blue thong panties and slid them up my legs. I loved the feeling of the thong resting between my cheeks and the front material gently rubbing my pussy lips. Now that the panties were on I put on a matching bra that held my breast firmly in place but not to firmly that they did not move when I walked. I loved the feeling on having my breast gently sway with every step that I took, it felt sexy and it looked sexy as well, I knew that Steven would love it. I added a garter belt in the same color and rolled up a pair of sheer stockings and connected them to the garter, I preferred stockings to nylons, and they made me feel more feminine and sexy.
I looked over my cloths and decided that a sexy sweater dress would be perfect for today. I found one that was a wrap-around style in a matching blue and put it on. I looked in the mirrors and it was perfect, the dress hugged my body and caressed my breasts making them look fantastic. The belt for the dress wrapped twice around my waist emphasizing my tiny waist, the dress then slightly flared out at my hips giving me the perfect hourglass figure. The dress fell to just below my knee but would flare open when I walked showing off my sexy legs. I decided on a pair of knee high black patent boots with a four inch heel that had laces running down the back of the boot, I looked perfect.
Now for the make-up, I was getting very good at it and I knew exactly how I wanted to look. I first put on the foundation to even out my skin tone; I didn’t need much because my skin was still perfectly colored and soft to the touch. Next came the eye liner in a light blue then the eye shadow in a smoky blue/gray, the inside of my eyes were lighter in color and then it would get darker as it reached the outer edge of my eyes. The mascara was a dark black and it made my long lashes look glamorous and even longer; it also drew everyone’s attention to my eyes. I put on just a little blush on my cheeks just to bring them out a little, and then I finished the look with a light beige lipstick that had a high gloss finish on it. I took the rollers out of my hair and let it fall to my shoulders in large curls. I swept my bangs over one eye giving me a mysterious glamazon look. I looked in the mirror and saw a fabulous young woman looking back; I put on a gold necklace that rested gently between my breast and a matching pair of hoop earrings. The look was almost done, I added a gold watch and three gold rings, and I looked at my hands and fantasized how it would look with an engagement ring on my finger. I had changed my polish to a neutral French manicure so I would not have to change it every day. With the look complete I left my room and headed down the stairs to head to the hospital to see me love.
Mom met me at the foot of the stairs and she was speechless, she just stood there smiling with pride for me, I blushed a little at that and she gave me a hug. “Try not to put Steven back into a coma will you.” She said with a smile. I blushed even more; “I will try my best to keep him alert and awake.” I said with a sly grin and a giggle. “Just be a good girl for now dear there will be plenty of time later for you two to get acquainted.” Mom said with a wink. I nearly choked when she said that and I started to cough. Mom helped me regain my composure and said that it was all right for us to be together just give Steven time to regain his strength. I was still blushing when I left the house but felt good that I was accepted by them and given their blessing to be with their son.
I jumped into my car and plugged in the GPS, a few seconds later it came to life I follower a few simple commands and I was soon looking at a map of Berlin. I entered the destination that I wanted and it started to show me the way, I drove out of our yard “that sounded so good” I thought. In no time at all I was pulling into the Hospital parking lot and parking my car. I looked into the vanity mirror on my visor just to make sure my lips still looked kissable, like there was ever any question about that. With feminine grace I got out of my car straightened out my dress and sashayed my way into the hospital. I noticed out of the corner of my eye a woman hitting her husband because he was staring at me and almost tripped.
I silently giggled at that and was proud that I could turn male heads with my looks. I walked into Stevens’s room to find it empty and the bed stripped down to the mattress, my heart started to race. What happened to my Steven? Where did he go? I walked out of the room and headed over to the nurses station to see if they knew where he was. The nurse looked up and recognized me and smiled, “You look lovely dear,” she said. “You are probably looking for your boyfriend, right?” “That’s correct” I responded “and thank you for your compliment” I added. “He is now in your old room.” She said, “You know the way.” “Thank you” I said and turned to leave when I ran into a solid mass of flesh. I looked up to see that I had turned right into Otto; he smiled at me and said he was sorry for sneaking up on me. He blushed and said, “You look fabulous, and I love your new look so much better than when I first saw you.” It was my turn to blush now and I looked to the ground and then back up at him almost in a flirtatious way. “Do you know where my Steven is?” I said in a little girl’s voice, which made him blush again and then, burst out laughing. “Your good, very good!” he said and put out his arm for me to take it for him to escort me to Steven.
Entering the room brought back several memories and all of them good, especially the thought of my first “bath”. Steven was standing by the window looking out when I entered; he turned and smiled his eyes sparkling with joy. I sashayed over to him and planted a kiss on him that left him breathless; I had wanted to do that for so long. “I missed you.” I said my heart pounding so hard that I thought he would be able to hear it. “I missed you too.” He said and returned the kiss with just as much passion if not more, his tongue found mine and we explored each other’s mouth for a long time. Otto cleared his throat to let us know he was still there; we both blushed when we looked at him. “Behave now kids,” he said, he was only a few years older than us and it made us laugh. “OK dad.” Steven joked. Otto shook his head and left.
“You look fantastic, I almost didn’t recognize you.” Steven said, “I love the new hair color, are you going to keep it that color?” he asked. ‘Only if you like it, other wise I can always change it back.” I said. He loved the color and he kissed me again to show me just how much. That kiss almost put me over the edge; I thought that I was going to have an orgasm right there. He sure knows how to turn me on I thought; now it’s my turn to work my magic. I lowered my hand down to his crotch and gently rubbed his penis though his PJ’s, that worked, his manhood stood up for me. I worked my hand through the opening in the front and took hold of his dick in my hand; it felt so good to feel his dick again. I was getting so wet from just touching him; I slowly stroked him up and down feeling him grow even bigger in my hand. I gently ran my thumb over the tip of his dick making him twitch with excitement. I looked up at him and with a sly grin pulled my hand out and went to the door and closed it and locked it.
I needed “my breakfast” and I didn’t want anyone interrupting me, I turned and licked my lips as I returned to him. He was so hard by now that I was afraid that he would come too soon, but he did not disappoint me. I dropped to my knees and lowered his PJ’s to his knees his dick sprang up to greet me, so healthy so full of life. I eagerly pulled his dick into my mouth savoring every little taste that was there, I pulled it further down my throat unlit it could go no further. My nose was buried in his pubic hair and I could smell his natural musk and it made me even wetter. I stroked him with my mouth, deep throating him with every stroke, I could feel him start to buck and I knew he was close to releasing “my breakfast”. I slowed my sucking and worked on the tip of his dick, he grabbed the back of my head and pushed me down on him just as he released his load, I swallowed every drop not letting any escape. My own orgasm was released at the same time causing me to scream a muffled scream into his penis, the orgasm felt so powerful and wonderful.
I shyly looked up at him to see him looking down at me with love in his eyes, or was that lust, either way I knew he enjoy what I had done. He helped me to my feet and held me for a moment, whispering in my ear, “you are incredible, and who taught you how to do that?” I blushed and told him of Emma’s and my conversation and how she gave me some tricks to try on him. “She said you would love it.” I stated shyly, “Well she was right about that!” he responded. I felt proud that I was able to please my man so fully and I smiled with satisfaction. After cleaning up a little I unlocked the door and reapplied my lipstick and returned to his side. “I love you Jacqueline.” He blurted out catching me by surprise. “I love you as well Steven, I have loved you from the moment I first saw you.” I confessed. I gave him a kiss and held on to him feeling safe in his arms, I have never felt like this before and it was scary and good at the same time. “When will it be my turn to please you?” he asked, “Not until Gail says you are able to handle strenuous activities.” I said with concern in my voice, “I don’t want you to hurt yourself by going to fast before you are ready.” “I think I am ready for some strenuous activity especially after our activity this morning.” He said. I blushed and had to agree that he was “very healthy” in deed.
He showered and changed into some sweats so that we could head down to the cafeteria and get some food, we spent the entire morning together just walking around the hospital talking and holding onto each other afraid to let go. I felt so comfortable with him; I could be myself and not worry about him laughing at me. He was mesmerized by my femininity and would just watch me move or talk seeing how naturally I moved in my dress and high heels. I saw him looking at me and asked him what he was thinking, “You move so graceful, so feminine, and you look so comfortable it those heels. I would never guess you were anything but the woman I see before me.” I knew he had not seen me in my transitional state and I was thankful for that, he only knew me as the woman he sees. “ I hope the idea that I was not always a woman scare you.” I said, a little afraid that he would be afraid to continue our relationship. “I don’t care what you were before we met.” He said, “All I care about is that I am in love with the woman I now see and that I want to spend the rest of my life pleasing that woman” he exclaimed. I started to cry with joy that he truly loved me and I gave him a kiss and thanked him for loving me so honestly.
That is how Emma found us when she came walking up, “Don’t you two have any modesty!” she joked, “Get a room your making me jealous” she added. I just stuck out my tongue at her and Steven smiled and got up and gave her a hug. “So…did you have a good time alone this morning?” she asked with a wink. I blushed every color there was in the rainbow and Steven looked a little shy and looked away at the floor. Emma started laughing and almost peed herself; I started to giggle and then was laughing just as hard, Steven was soon laughing along with us. If anyone had seen us they would have thought we were crazy. We headed back to his room and talked about our plans for the coming week and what we were going to do once Steven was released from the Hospital.
The weeks passed quickly, Steven and I fell into a routine of me coming to visit him and receiving “my breakfast” every morning, I was a satisfied girl, I still had my weekly “baths” which made me all that much more eager for Steven to come home. My period came and went without much commotion and I was getting used to putting in a tampon and douching, I had become a regular girl and I loved it.
CHAPTER 13
I was chosen to be the one to bring Steven home on that great day, we had prepared a little surprise party for him and we were hopping no one would let him in on it. It was the hardest thing for me to do, I have always been an honest person and I was hoping that he would not ask me anything because I would not be able to lie to him. He knew something was going on but he did not let on which was good for me, I helped him carry the last of his stuff from the room to my car. It might be a small car but it can hold a lot of stuff, as he soon found out. Once we got into the car I leaned over and gave him a kiss, I have always wanted to make out in a car, and he returned the kiss and gently caressed my breast sending a spark right to my pussy. “God, I want you now!” I stated not caring about the party at that moment. “I want you too!” he said breathlessly, “But we have to get to the party.” I looked up at him a little shocked that he knew about the party. “Who told you?” I pouted, “It’s supposed to be a surprise.” I said. “Nobody told me, I just figured that that would be something that my parents would do.” He responded. I made him promise to act surprised so that Mom and Dad would not be disappointed.
He was a wonderful actor and if I had not known that he knew I too would be convinced. We had a great time eating and celebrating that now the family was together once again. I was definitely feeling like part of the family and I could see that Mom and Dad were truly happy seeing Steven and I together. Through out the party all I could think about is making love to Steven, I was so horny that I thought I would explode, I had to change my panties twice because they were so wet. Finally the party wound down and Mom and Dad said good night and left for there room, Emma soon followed them leaving Steven and myself all alone.
He looked at me and I at him and we just fell into each other’s arms kissing and groping each other fed from a deep hunger for each other. He picked me up with such ease and carried me up to his room, gently placing me on his bed. I started to rip his shirt off while still kissing him and he was removing my blouse at the same time. He stood up and with a quick motion had his pants off and was standing there in his underwear and socks, he had a smooth chest with very little hair on it. It was strong and masculine, and I reached out to touch his chest, my long manicured fingernails ran down his chest over his tight six-pack abs and hooked into the top of his boxers. I was going to pull them down when he stopped me, “It’s your turn to be pleased.” He said. He leaned over me and removed my skirt leaving me in my bra and panties, with the greatest of ease he reached behind me and undid my bra with one hand while his other hand was sliding down my belly heading towards the top of my panties.
The fire burning in me was so intense that I thought he would burn his fingers if he touched my pussy; his hand gently caressed my mound through my panties stoking the fire in me. I lifted up my hips to meet his hand and could feel his finger glide over my lips lightly spreading them open. He dropped to his knees in front of me and slipped my soaked panties off, I could feel his breath on the top of my mound and then his tongue gliding down my pussy. His tongue split open my lips as he worked it over my pussy and found my clitoris hard and erect. He tweaked my clit driving me to the edge of an orgasm and the pulling back allowing me to recover before assaulting it again and again. I was having trouble thinking the nerve endings were so alive the feelings so fantastic, just when I thought I could not take any more he would slow down he pleasured me in ways I never knew I could be pleasured.
He finally relented and allowed me to go over the edge and orgasm, and what an orgasm, fireworks went off it my head and my whole body shook from the massive release of my orgasm. Just when I was coming out of my orgasmic daze I could feel his dick rubbing on my pussy lips sliding them open with every slow gentle glide. I spread open my legs a little more allowing his dick to smoothly slide into my wet and wanting pussy, the feeling of his throbbing member filling my hole and sliding deeper into me started the fires all over again. I could feel his dick with my vaginal muscles as they tightened to grip this magnificent intruder; he slowly slid his dick it deeper and deeper then slowly withdrew to slide it in again this time with a massive push he broke through my Hymen and took my virginity.
I grabbed a pillow to muffle my screams of orgasmic pleasure as I had another massive orgasm and another and another. I could not remember my name I was so lost to my orgasms; I could not believe there could be such great pleasure in this world. He continued to slide his dick in me going deeper and deeper into me with each stroke I could feel another orgasm building. He knew what to do to pleasure me and he continued to ride me bringing me to the edge several more times before I felt him stiffen up and I could feel his seed shoot into me with such force that it drew me into another series of orgasms. His dick kept pumping and pumping that I thought I would overflow he was filling me up so wonderfully, finally I could feel him go soft inside of me and I begged him to stay in me for just a little longer. He finally slid out soft and spent, he looked at me and smiled an exhausted smile before leaning over me and kissing me long and deep leaving me wanting for more.
He lay down beside me and hugged me for a long time, until he was ready for round two. This time around we tried various different positions, I really enjoyed it when I was on top of him, I could control the speed and depth of his penetrations and I drove myself to several more orgasms, doggy style was awesome as well, the depth of his penetrations were incredible and the orgasms just as fantastic. I never thought that I could love having sex so much it was incredible, and best of all it was with my love Steven. I could not imagine doing it with anyone else, I would try anything with him I trusted him fully knowing that he would never hurt me. We made love all night long and finally fell asleep out of sheer exhaustion, we slept together spooning feeling each others body and sharing our body heat.
I woke up to the feeling of his dick pressing between my ass cheeks and I wiggled a little trying to get it to touch my pussy lips. He woke and smiled and twisted his hips towards me pushing his dick past my parted lips and into my vigina. I opened up my legs a little and allowed him to fully penetrate me from behind and I pushed my ass back towards him driving his cock deeper into my pussy. We started to move in sync and soon we were both having an orgasm, I forgot to muffle my screams of pleasure and knew that I would not hear the end of it from Emma. I turned to face him and gave him a kiss, I did not care about morning breath, he made me feel so good, I loved him even more that ever. After a few minutes we both had to get up to go to the bathroom, I thought I was going to burst my bladder I had to go so bad. After finishing in the bathroom Steven showed me where the hidden door was between our rooms and I gave him another kiss before gathering my dirty clothes and entering my room.
We both made it down to breakfast just in time and we were holding hands when Emma looked up from the table and gave us a knowing wink. We both blushed at the same time and looked like a pair of tomatos, Mom saw us blushing and slyly remarked that she was surprised that we had made it to breakfast. I was so embarrassed if I had only grabbed the pillow no one would have known, as if, we had managed to make enough noise that the whole house knew we were together last night. Steven was acting a little shy as well and turned beet red when Dad said that he and Mom did the same thing when they first made love. Everyone knew we were together so I figured that why should we be shy about it, I loved him and he loved me and it was natural for a boy and a girl to be intimate. Nobody else seemed shocked so why hide it; I admitted that he was fantastic and that I had never felt so fantastic in my entire life. Both Mom and Emma smiled and nodded in agreement, Mom gave me a hug and said, “Welcome to womanhood dear.” Out of the corner of my eye I saw Dad give Steven a high five and thought “just like men” but smiled and was thankful that he was my man.
CHAPTER 14
It was almost spring and I was starting to get home sick for Calgary and the Rocky Mountains, Germany was beautiful and the Alps were nice but nothing compares to your home. I sat Steven down one afternoon and told him that I wanted to return to Calgary to visit my old home and to see the Mountains in spring. “Will you come with me?” I asked him, trying my best puppy dog eyes on him. He looked at me and could not resist my plea and agreed to join me on my trip, I jumped on him catching him off guard and knocking him to the floor. He quickly regained control and rolled me onto my back as he positioned myself on top of me, I loved it when he was on top of me. I felt so safe with him covering me and I let him do anything that he wanted to do, he leaned down and gave me a deep passionate kiss leaving me panting like a dog and wanting more. I could not get enough of him, I was hooked on him, and every night for almost a month we have made love before cuddling and falling asleep.
After our first week together we decided to move in together and share the same room although I kept my own closet and bathroom, his was not big enough for all my clothing. We converted my old room into a home gym with all the equipment and had the physiotherapist come to our home twice a week. Emma and myself took great advantage of the gym and we kept in shape by doing aerobics’ and yoga, Steven would do weight training and running on the treadmill. We even got Mom and Dad involved in getting fit and soon all of us were beach ready with out bodies.
Steven and I started to plan our trip to Alberta and the Rockies, I told him about Banff and how beautiful it was and that if he was lucky he would even be able to see a grizzly bear on the highway to Banff. Emma was listening to our plans and got sad because she would be alone for a whole month. “I’ve gotten used to having you both around and I am going to miss you dearly.” She said almost crying. I looked at Steven and he at me and then smiled, “Sis, if you want you can come with us.” He stated. Emma looked up at him smiling and then to me, I was nodding my head in agreement with him. She burst out crying for joy and gave us both big hugs and started to talk excitedly about what she would do first and see. I started to laugh and joined in with her in her excitement, Steven just shook his head and said “Girl!” then smiled and gave me a kiss. With our plans set we booked the tickets and started to sort through our cloths we were going to take with us.
Another big difference between boys and girls, before I would just grab a few pairs of jeans some shirts, socks, underwear and maybe two pairs of shoes. Now I had to have several changes of cloths for each day just in case the weather changed, not to mention the shoes, I needed to have shoes that matched every outfit both in a high heel and a low heel. Then there was the bras and panties the make-up, the hair accessories and less we forget the nightgowns, teddies, and baby dolls for every night, which seemed crazy because it always ended up on the floor when Steven and I made love and then we slept nude the rest of the night. Steven always joked that the sexy night cloths had to match the carpet and it did not mater if it fit or not for it always ended up on the floor.
I finally managed to choose and pack all the cloths I needed along with my favorite shoes (my high heels) and basic make-up, I would buy what else I needed in Calgary. Mom and Dad drove us to the airport and saw us off; I have never flown first class before so I was looking forward to the trip. The plane was every nice and first class is fantastic, no cramped seats excellent food and I got to choose which movies I wanted to see. Steven and I spent the entire trip cuddled up watching movies and sleeping, Emma was content to play video games and watch a few movies as well. As the plane was nearing Calgary and we were preparing to land I looked out the window and saw Calgary, the city center looked like the control tower of a great ship sporting all the tall buildings and the rest of the city spreading out from there.
I started to get excited to see my home again, wondering how much had changed, it might have been only a few months but it felt like a lifetime ago. We made it through customs without any problems and headed straight to Hertz to pick up our car that we had reserved for our trip. I insisted on a big luxury car because I knew that it would be more comfortable on long drives. Steven and Emma were not used to long drives due to Germany being so small compared to Canada, you could fit all of Germany in Alberta and still have room left over. I also insisted on driving, I knew Calgary and which roads to take to get us to our Hotel faster. We had booked rooms at the Paliser Hotel in down town Calgary and if you did not know your way in down town you would get lost very quickly. I made it to the Hotel in under a half hour which I thought was pretty good time, I parked the car in the underground parking and we checked into the Hotel. I could never afford to stay in the Hotel before so I was just as amazed as Steven and Emma when we saw the rooms, we had gotten two adjoining rooms that had a door between them so we could move freely between them. The rooms were beautiful and had a good view of the city even if it was limited. I was going to take them up the Calgary Tower after we had showered and rested from our flight. The first day we ended up falling asleep early and we never left the rooms.
I awoke before Steven and as usual we were naked and spooning, I was feeling well rested and energetic and horny. I slid away from his arms and dove under the covers headfirst, I was going to wake my man in a way I have always wanted to do since my transformation. I found what I was looking for with great ease and gently slid it into my mouth, I could feel his dick twitch in my mouth and start to come to life. I worked his dick deep into my throat feeling it grow with every stroke of my mouth. I pulled back and worked on the tip of his penis causing him to moan with pleasure, I knew he was awake now but I was not going to stop just yet I needed my reward first. I continued to slide his dick deep into my throat and back out with a loud slurp, enjoying the taste of my man and preparing for his seamen. He surprised me by starting to lick my pussy I felt his tongue slide over my slit sending shots of electricity throughout my body only to return to my pussy.
He parted my vaginal lips and started to lick my labia sending me into a world of ecstasy, he found my clitoris and work on making it stand hard, my nipples were already erect and I grabbed them and played with my nipples while he stimulated my clit and while I was sucking his dick for all I was worth. We simultaneously erupted in orgasms, I felt his load hit the back out my throat and I swallowed every last drop, I had come to truly love the taste of seamen…well Stevens seamen. I was not able to scream during my orgasm due to Stevens dick was deep in my throat but I let out a muffled hum which caused Steven to shoot a second load in my mouth, that caught me off guard but not unable to handle it or enjoy it. I came up from under the sheets to find Steven grinning and a look of contentment on his face, “Good Morning” I shyly said. “Good Morning to you beautiful.” He responded. We kissed and spooned for a little while until Emma knocked on the door and asked if it was safe to come in, I blushed.
She sat on the edge of the bed and we discussed what we were going to do today. “First thing I need to do is shower!” I said and grabbed my robe that was beside the bed and put it on. Emma said that she had already showered that she had woken up fairly early from excitement and could not get back to sleep. I walked over to the bathroom and striking a sexy pose I said to Steven “Would you like to join me?” I have never see him move so fast, he was up and out of the bed in a flash ran over to my side picked me up and headed into the bathroom. Emma was laughing so hard she nearly peed herself and yelled to us that she was heading down to the restaurant to get us a table for breakfast.
Steven gently but forcefully took my robe off and stepped into the shower with me still in his arms. He turned on the water and adjusted the temperature for us and then let the water cascade over our bodies. I looked at his body as the water ran over his muscles making them shine, he was so fit, and his muscles were not huge but were the perfect size. He had broad shoulders and a strong manly chest with just a hint of fuzz on it; his waist was narrow but not small which accentuated his six-pack abs. He had a firm butt that was just perfect and his legs strong and manly, most importantly his manhood was fabulous. His dick was 8 inches of gorgeous orgasm inducing flesh and it has standing at attention waiting for its orders. I dropped to my knees and taking his dick in my hand while my other hand was holding his balls I leaned forward and started to suck on his balls, he kept them shaved and they felt so good in my mouth I popped them in and out of my mouth until I could feel his dick twitch with pending release.
I stood up and standing on my toes I kissed him on his lips letting my tongue slide into his mouth, he grabbed me by my waist and lifted me up off the shower floor and gently lowered me onto his dick. I could feel his dick part my pussy lips and slide uninterrupted into my pussy only stopping when the whole 8 inches were deep into me. I moaned with the joy of having my hole filled so fully and slowly rotated my hips felling his dick rubbing on the sides of my vaginal walls. He slowly lifted me up sliding his dick out till only the tip was still in me and then lowers me back down to fill my pussy once again, he did this several times bringing me to the edge of orgasm each time. He finally lowered me to let my feet touch the floor only to spin me around and bend me over taking me from behind.
Water running down my back and into the crack of my ass to hide the wetness that I was naturally producing felt good and added to my ecstasy of the moment. Steven relentlessly invaded my pussy ramming his dick deep into me filling me driving me to a mind shattering orgasm, I screamed with pleasure as my vaginal muscles gripped his penis milking it for all the seamen it could give driving it deep into my labia, I was so glad that I was on the pill because I knew that I would definitely be impregnated from this amazing orgasm. I shook and got weak at my knees and Steven had to hold me up or else I would be lying on the shower floor. He held me close to him whispering, “I love you” in my ear over and over again until I was strong enough to stand on my own. “Wow, that was totally awesome!” I stammered out still not finding the strength for my voice. He smiled and agreed with me that it was fantastic; we finished our shower and got out to dry off and dress.
CHAPTER 15
Emma was waiting in the restaurant for us knowing what we were probably doing and feeling a little jealous that she did not have anyone to do that with. The waiter came over to take her order and saw that she was looking a little sad. “Miss are you ready to order?” he asked. Emma looked up and saw two beautiful blue eyes looking directly into hers, he was a handsome young man, and roughly the same age as her she figured. She was at a loss for words he was so good looking, she blushed. “Sorry I’m not ready yet, I am waiting for my brother and his girlfriend.” She said. “I can’t help but notice that you seem sad.” He said. Emma did not know why but she told him why figuring it wouldn’t hurt. He surprised her by saying that she was a beautiful girl and that she would have no problem in finding someone to be with. The restaurant was slow at the time so Emma and Nick as she found out what his name was talked for the whole time while she waited for us. Nick offered to show her around Calgary and was sad when he found out that I was from Calgary and was going to show Calgary to her.
We arrived at the restaurant to see Emma flirting with the waiter and Steven suddenly got very protective over his sister. He asked him what his name was and why he was talking to Emma, I had to hit him on the arm to get him to stop questioning Nick. Steven apologized for his actions, Nick understood for he too had a sister her looked out for. The boys hit it off well and soon we were all talking and laughing, Nick suggested what was good to eat and we all ordered it. The food was fantastic and of course the service was excellent, Emma spent the whole breakfast just staring at Nick and sighing. Steven picked up the signs and like a wonderful brother asked Nick if he would like to join us for the day touring Calgary. Nick quickly agreed and said that he was off work in an hour if we were able to wait. We didn’t get a chase to respond, Emma quickly agreed for all of us and it was settled we were going to wait. She looked like she was on cloud nine when we left the restaurant, I was so happy for her; I knew what it was like to like a boy. We decided to walk down Stephen Ave. and do some window-shopping while we waited. It was still a little cool being early spring so we stopped in at a Starbucks and I treated them to some coffees. There are no Starbucks in Germany so they enjoyed their flavored coffees greatly, I had my favorite a vanilla latte, and it was so good I almost had an orgasm drinking it. Emma had given Nick her cell number, he called to see where we were. She handed the phone to me and I told him we were at the Starbucks on Stephen Ave., he said that he would be there in five minutes and to wait for him. After hearing that Emma would have beaten us if we were to try to leave.
We had a wonderful time looking at the sites in down town, there were a lot that I had not seen and I used to live in Calgary. We visited the Calgary Tower and had lunch in the Tower, then we went over to Chinook Center and did some shopping, that nearly took us all day. The guys were so nice letting us girls run from store to store trying on cloths and modeling for them. We left with two arms full of purchases and headed back to the Hotel to get ready to go out to dinner. At Emma’s request we invited Nick to join us for dinner and he hesitantly agreed not quite sure if he could afford it. I knew from experience what it was like to be broke and I pulled Nick off to the side and told him not to worry that it was our treat and to just treat Emma good and not lead her on or hurt her. Nick confessed to me that he really liked her and that being a waiter and a student that he could not treat her to the nice things she was used to. I reassured him that money was not a worry for her and to just have fun and enjoy himself with her. He relaxed and agreed to meet us in the lobby of the Hotel at 8pm, that gave us three hours to get ready to look fabulous for our men.
After a quick shower I was standing in front of my cloths deciding which dress to wear, I had brought three fabulous dresses with matching accessories and shoes. I asked Steven which dress he liked and he said he liked them all, some help he was! I closed my eyes spun around and pointed towards the bed I then opened my eyes to see which dress I was pointing at. I had chosen a new red dress that no one had seen me in yet, it was settled I then put the other dresses away for later and started on my make-up. I examined my face in the mirror and noticed that I still had a perfect complexion so little foundation was required. I put on a black eye liner to make my eyes more dramatic then used three shades of red eye shadow to give my eyes a flame look going from light near the nose and darker on the outside of my eyes. When I finished blending it all together it looked like my eyes were on fire shooting flames out. I had gotten very good at putting on make-up and was proud that I was so good. With a little blush to bring out my cheeks and a fire red lipstick the look was complete. I turned my attention to paint my nails and to redo my toe nails as well. They were now in the same red as my lips and it looked fabulous, I pulled out my thong panties and put them on.
I loved the feel of the silk against my soft skin and the color was a perfect match to my dress. The bra was a demi bra and it pushed my breasts up making them look even bigger, their size had not grown any thankfully a full C cup was big enough, and Steven loved to fondle them and suck on my nipples. Steven entered the room and saw me standing there in my bra and panties and nearly tore them off he got so horny looking at me. He had to settle for a quick blowjob from me for now; we did not have time for more. I redid my lipstick and put on my garters and stockings then slid my dress over my head and pulled it down my body. The dress was made mostly of spandex and it clung to my body like a second skin showing off my figure perfectly. I sat down at the mirror and put up my hair so that it would frame my face with wisps of hair cascading down the sides in big curls. I was almost ready and I put on my shoes, they were five-inch stiletto heels that were a matching red and had a silver heel. I looked at myself in the mirror and loved what I saw, my dress had a scoop neckline that allowed my breasts to show perfectly without looking cheep, the body of the dress hugged me just tight enough to show off my hour glass figure and the skirt was just long enough to hide the tops of my stockings. I would have to be careful sitting if I didn’t want to give a cheep show to everyone, I felt feminine in the dress and I hugged myself knowing that this is how I should look. I loved myself now and I wanted to share that love with Steven.
Steven looked fabulous in his suit, like a movie star on the red carpet, and Emma out did me with her dress and make-up, I felt jealous for just a second but knew that she wanted to impress Nick. “Boy was he going to be impressed!” I thought he is a lucky guy; then again Steven is lucky as well. We got all our stuff together Emma and I grabbed our purses and our wraps and we were set to meet Nick.
Nick was nervously waiting in the lobby getting ribbed by some of the other waiters who were working the evening shift. Nick was not sure if he could do this, he was shy by nature and did not want to disappoint Emma. It was too late to back out now, he saw us exiting the elevator and walking towards him, Emma beaming with a smile that could have blinded you if you saw it straight on. Nick was speechless and stood there looking at Emma and myself with his mouth open, he suddenly felt severely under dressed in his simple suit. Emma surprised all of us by greeting Nick with a kiss full on the lips that left him breathless and speechless. Once Nick managed to talk he shyly apologized for not dressing nicer, Emma dismissed it and said it did not matter. “I know that you are a student and probably don’t have very fancy cloths but you look good anyway.” Emma said licking her lips in a flirtatious way. Nick blushed suddenly feeling like he was on the menu, and for Emma he was. We told him we had reservations at Chianti’s for 9pm and that we needed to get moving if we wanted to get there on time.
Chianti’s is a very nice Italian restaurant, not very fancy so Emma and myself were just a little over dressed but we loved the looks we got from the men and the women. We were lead to our table and ordered drinks to start and looked at the menu for the appetizers and main meals. Us girls let the men do the ordering for us and let Nick choose the wine as he was a waiter and knew about wines. We started to talk while we waited for the food to arrive and found out that Nick was a medical student at the University of Calgary and wanted to go into neurology when he became a Doctor. We told him about how Steven and myself were both in comas leaving out the part about me changing from a man into a young girl. He was fascinated with the speed of our recoveries and thankful that we had no permanent damage from the comas. He mentioned that he would love to work at a hospital like the one we were in and that gave me an idea to talk to Gail and see if she could help him out.
Our food came and it was delicious I could not eat all of my meal but Steven helped me out by finishing it for me. Boy he could eat and still stay slim and fit, I just sat there looking at him with loving eyes thankful that he was my man and I would show him later that night. Emma and I passed on desert but the boys ordered Tiramisu cake and we ended up tasting it anyway, it was heavenly and if not careful we would have eaten it all. We all decided to head out to a nightclub and dance off some of the calories we just ate, Nick suggested we go to Whisky’s night club for they played some of the best dance music in Calgary and it was not too far away from our Hotel. It was all agreed on and we headed out to the club.
We showed up at the club at 11pm and we shut the place down at 2:30am, the dancing was fun and I truly enjoyed dancing for once. With this young sexy body I was doing things I could only imagine doing I know more that once I caused Steven to get an erection with the way I was moving. I loved dancing the freedom to express your mood with your body and to convey that mood to your partner was magical. Due to the revealing nature of my dress I did keep it clean and managed to stay decent, well most of the time. Steven was making it hard for me to stay decent; when we were not dancing he was stealthily feeling me up under the table driving me crazy with his fingers, I would get even on the dance floor driving him crazy. By the end of the night we were both so horny that we could hardly contain ourselves, we made it back to the Hotel in record time and headed up to our room eager to complete the night. Emma and Nick stayed in the lobby to say good night while we raced to the elevator to get to our room. The night was fantastic and the love making that night was phenomenal we finally fell asleep at around four from total exhaustion.
Waking to the phone in the room ringing reminded us of our requested wake up call for 8am. Steven swearing under his breath answered the call and thanked them for the wake up call; hanging up the phone he turned to fall asleep again. I could not sleep once I was wakened so I went to shower first and wash the sweat off my body from the night before. Standing in the shower remembering what a good time we had remembering how sweet Nick was to Emma made me smile knowing that she finally found some one to be with, even if it was only for a little while. That reminded me to call Gail at the Hospital and ask her if she could help Nick out with his dream of being a doctor. I finished my shower and wrapped a towel around my body and another one around my hair and left the bathroom to find my phone and make the call. I knew it would be evening in Germany so I called Gail at home. We talked for a while about how things are in Calgary, the weather the sites etc. Finally I got around to telling Gail about Nick and asked if she could do something for him, she said that I should give her his phone number and she would call him and talk to him herself. I gave her his number and thanked her for any help she might be able to give and hung up.
My hair was fairly dry by now and I went about styling it for the day letting my love sleep just a bit longer. I walked over to Emma’s room and knocked on the door but there was no answer, I entered her room to find the bed undisturbed and no sign of her being in the room all night. I hoped she was all right and suspected that she may have gone home with Nick and would be back sometime in the morning. I turned to leave when I heard the outside door open and Emma come walking in, she had a smile on her face that could not hide what she had done the night before. “ Oh my God!” she said “Nick is just so fantastic, he took me back to his place and was such a gentleman.” “He knew I was drunk and did not try anything, I had to jump him!” she stated. “It felt soooo good, it has been a while and Nick is so perfect in size.” She was waving her arms around wildly. I have never see her this excited before and I was happy that she had a good time and was not hurt. “So my sis got some action last night.” I heard Steven say from the doorway. “Is this guy a keeper?” he asked, Emma’s eyes rolled back as she fell to the bed in a spread eagle. “He is more than a keeper, I would marry him if he asked.” She said dreamingly.
“He must have been real good in bed!” Steven exclaimed, “She has never said that before.” “If he is half as good as you my love I am happy for her.” I said walking over to him and giving him a kiss. Steven blushed and left to take a shower, while he was gone I got Emma to spill all the details of her night and actually blushed when she told me of some of the things they had done. “Emma was a freak in bed.” I thought but I did like some of the things she did and would try them with Steven some day.
We were ready and dressed by ten and headed down for a late breakfast, Emma had called Nick and invited him to join us for breakfast, her excitement was infectious and soon we were both giggling like little school girls in the elevator heading down to the lobby. We walked into the restaurant and were led to a very nice table near the window; Nick was already waiting for us with three red roses for Emma. Emma ran up to him and gave him a very passionate kiss leaving both of them breathless for a couple of minutes. We settled into out seats and ordered breakfast, I had a craving for pancakes with maple syrup and Steven thought that sounded good so he ordered the same. Emma and Nick were lost in their own world and I had to kick her under the table to get her attention.
Nick ordered for the both of them and the waiter left to place the orders, Nick mentioned that he had received a call from a Dr. Harper in Germany and that they talked for quite some time about his future and the Hospital in Germany. Nick turned to Emma and told her he had good news and bad news for her. “Give me the good news first.” She said, “Well Dr. Harper has offered me a job as a intern at her Hospital in Germany.” He said excitedly. Emma was now excited as well, “And the bad news?” she questioned, I was curious as well as to what it could be. “I will not be able to start until August and only if I pass my finals.” He said with a sigh. “Your grades are good right?” Emma asked, “Yes they are, I am in the top ten of my class with a 4.8 average,” he said proudly. “My social life has suffered because I studied so hard but I thing it’s all worth it if I get to fulfill my dreams.” He stated. Emma gave him a hug and a kiss for his convictions to his dreams and Steven was impressed with his grade point average. “The best I could do was 4.5.” Steven confessed he had graduated from University with a Bachelors Degree in business and a minor in Medical Pharmaceuticals. He was following in his fathers steps to one day take over for his dad. Emma had a Culinary Degree and was a chef; I had nothing and was embarrassed for it.
I had always wanted to go to school but I never had the money to go so I ended up working as a mechanic, but that was a lifetime ago. I realized that I had a new opportunity to make something with my life and nothing was standing in my way. I thought that I would like to be a nurse like Heidi; she had helped me through the roughest time in my life and never complained. If I was to make a difference with this new life I would like to do it as a nurse. I told Steven that I would like to go to school and he seemed to be excited with the idea especially when I told him what I wanted to take. I found out he had always had a fetish for nurses in uniform, that got me thinking dirty and a sly smile showed on my face, that made him blush when he realized what I was thinking.
Our breakfast was great and I truly enjoyed the pancakes, Steven seemed to enjoy them as well ordering a second serving, I still could not believe how much food he could eat. We relaxed with coffee and let the food settle in us as we discussed what we were going to do that day. I suggested we should go to the Zoo, it was world class and we could see the tigers playing in the melting snow. Nick agreed with me and so we all decided that we were going to the zoo and spend the day there. I told Steven that I would have to change my cloths for I was not dressed to walk around at the Zoo, Emma agreed with me that she too had to change. We excused ourselves and headed back to our rooms to chance, I had the perfect outfit to wear. I dug into my suitcase and pulled out my jeans and a sweater that looked perfect with the jeans, I did not wear jeans to often deciding to wear skirts and dresses instead.
I figure I was stuck wearing pants in my old life that I would enjoy the freedom of skirts and dress’s any chance I got. My jeans did make my ass look good I had to admit and they were very comfortable, I removed my skirt that I was wearing and slid the jeans up my legs and buttoned them up. I looked at myself in the mirror and was happy with what I saw, my legs looked well in the slim fit jeans and my ass looked great as well. What I thought looked the best was my crotch, flat and smooth just the way it should be. With the low rise pants it also showed off my belly and I thought that maybe I should get my navel pierced it would look so sexy. I changed my top from the frilly blouse I was wearing to the tight sweater that showed off my breasts beautifully, I loved having breasts and I wanted to show them off in a nice way and not be trashy. I completed my outfit with knee high boots that had a low heel on them that was perfect for walking, one final look in the mirror and I was ready. Emma looked just as good as I in her jeans and boots, we almost looked like sisters and in a way she was my sister.
CHAPTER 16
I don’t know what the guys were talking about when we got back but they suddenly went quiet when they saw us, I looked at Steven and he blushed just a little. I knew they were probably talking about sex and about us, hey that’s OK because us girls do the same thing. We decided to take a cab to the Zoo because we were close enough that it was not worth taking the car and having to find parking. The cab dropped us off at the south entrance and we waited in line to get in, once we were in we got a map and set up a course to follow so that we would not miss any of the animals. I had probably been to the Zoo two dozen times in the past but this time it was different and better. I was there with someone I loved and I enjoyed holding his hand and watching him get excited to see the tigers and the grizzly bears. What shocked me was when we went into the spider exhibit I was actually scared of the spiders and squealed like a little girl when I saw them. I had never been afraid of spiders before or snakes but now they both frightened me and I held on the Steven for protection. I had truly changed not only in my physical appearance but also in my mental appearance, I thought like a girl now it had been so gradual that I did not notice anything changing, I just became a girl. I was happy for that I was free to express myself any way I wanted without being ridiculed or put down, I could be myself and that was a girly girl to the max!
It felt good to hold onto Steven and it was making me horny, when we went into the nocturnal exhibit I could not help but reach down and feel my mans dick through his jeans. I gently stroked him while we looked at the bats and I could feel him getting bigger through his jeans. At one point he had to stop me rubbing him because he was unable to walk, I so wanted to drop to my knees and relieve him of his pressure but we were in public and I was not able to do it. We spent a little longer in this exhibit than the others and when we finally did leave I noticed that Nick seemed to be just as uncomfortable as Steven. I looked over at Emma and we both burst into giggles hardly able to contain ourselves, the boys claimed they needed to use the washroom and that they would meet up with us at the concession stands. Emma bust out laughing when the boys were far enough away to not hear her, I too started to laugh. “They are going to get even with us, you know that right?” I told Emma, but she did not care she was having fun.
It seamed like hours before the guys came back but it was only minutes, any time away from Steven felt like an eternity, I would start to miss him the moment he would leave I truly loved him. The guys had a mischievous look on their faces and I knew from experience that they were up to something and that I should be on the look out for retribution for what we did to them. All was Ok for a while and I was starting to let my guard down while we were walking around looking at all the exhibits and then they struck. We were in the botanical garden and it had gotten hot so Emma and I removed our jackets and without thinking let the boys hold them for us. Half way through the exhibit the boys took off running with our jackets and headed outside, without thinking Emma and I chased after them laughing trying to get our jackets back.
Once outside the cold spring air worked its magic on our nipples and they grew hard and stuck out from our bodies like beacons in the night. I knew the instant that I felt my nipples harden that the boys had gotten even, I had to cover my breasts with my arms to hide my hard nipples, and Emma stood there beside me in the same condition blushing as everyone was looking at us. It was the boy’s turn to laugh and it was only fair, we called a truce and they gave us our jackets back. We quickly covered up and headed back inside to warm up a little, I gave Steven a kiss and congratulated him on getting even, and Emma did the same with Nick.
It was nearing lunchtime and we decided to head to the restaurant/cafeteria to find some food to eat. They did not have a very good selection of healthy food so we made do with some chili and whole-wheat buns that they were selling. The chili was surprisingly good and their coffee was good as well, we spent half an hour eating and warming up before heading back out. We continued on our chosen path around the Zoo and by the time we had seen it all we were tired and hungry again. “I think we need to get some real food” Emma said, “I am tired of eating substandard grub.” I agreed with her and Nick suggested we try a Tai restaurant that was within walking distance from the Zoo. We headed out to the restaurant and had a good walk to the restaurant; by the time we got there I was very hungry and was willing to eat almost anything at that point. We sat ourselves down and a waitress brought over some menus for us to look over, Nick told her they were not needed and he ordered for all of us saying that it was a surprise.
The food came and it smelled good, I have had Tai food before so I knew that it could be very spicy so I prepared myself for that. I was pleasantly surprised the soup was not overly spicy and it tasted very good Nick had made a wonderful selection of food and we were all well satisfied even Steven. Nick offered to pay but we all insisted that we cover the bill; he was a student and did not have a lot of money to spend, us on the other hand were rich and carefree. Emma and Nick wanted to go out dancing again but Steven and I wanted to stay in our room and have a peaceful night of romance and sex. I was still horny as hell and the spicy food just made it all that much worse. We told them to have a good night and to not get into any trouble, here I was telling her to behave like Mom and she was older than me! Technically no but you know what I mean.
We headed back to the hotel and Emma told Nick that she would meet him in the lobby at 10pm for she needed to get ready, he also wanted to go home and get ready so it was agreed. Steven and I decided that we were going to take advantage of the pool and hot tub the Hotel had and headed to our room to change into our bathing suits. I had bought a new bikini just for such an opportunity and was eager to see the look on Steven’s face when he saw me in it. He changed in about five minutes and told me that he would be down at the pool swimming laps till I got there, that was OK with me and with a kiss he left. I pulled out my tiny bikini and laid it out on the bed. It’s hard to believe that I paid almost two hundred dollars for such a little bit of material, but it fit so well covering just the right amount to be decent while exposing all the right parts.
It was a metallic florescent pink and it went well with my skin tone, it came with two bottoms one was a thong and the other a regular full bikini bottom. I decided to save the thong for when we were at the beach and put on the regular full bottom, it did not cover much more than the thong did but it was more decent. The top just barely covered my breast and the material strained against my bosom trying hard to keep them covered, my nipples showed through as two dark circles at the center of the triangles. If I got excited my nipples would not be hidden at all but I did not care, I looked good in it. I looked myself over in the mirror seeing how the bottoms barely covered my pussy; if they were any tighter I would have a camel toe showing off my lips. The top tight as well gently curving under my breasts and defining their shape for all the world to see, I became a little hesitant to be seen in it thinking maybe it was a little too much but I didn’t have a second choice for I only brought one bikini. Taking a deep breath I steadied myself and put my hair up in a high ponytail grabbed my bikini wrap and put it on. Slipping on my three–inch pool mules I grabbed my towel and my purse and headed out of the room.
I met up with Steven in the pool and I watched him swimming for a few minutes before he saw me standing there. I walked over to the deck chairs and placed my stuff down and slowly removed my wrap. I could feel Steven’s eyes glued to me the minute the wrap came off, I looked over to him and he was standing in the pool motionless with his mouth wide open. I inwardly smiled knowing that the bikini was doing its job. I wiggled over to the edge of the pool and put my legs into the water sitting down on the edge, Steven swam over and all he could say was “WOW”. That made me feel fantastic, we were lucky for there was no one else in the pool and he pulled me into the water getting me completely wet. As I came up for air I could feel my nipples harden from the cool water and I let Steven get an eye full of my wet breasts. He could barely contain himself he was so excited and his trunks had a giant tent in them, I swam over to him realizing that I had to swim differently now that I had breasts.
He met up with me in the middle of the pool and held me as we kissed, I could feel his dick pushing into my belly as we kissed. I reached down and stroked his dick through the trunks making it grow even more. He in turn rubbed my mound through the bikini bottoms making me all wet on the inside of my pussy. I wanted him now, and no one was going to stop me, I pulled his dick out from the trunks and felt it in my hand throbbing with anticipation. I kept stroking it up and down feeling it grow both in length and width until I could take it no longer. I drew him closer to me and let him slide my bikini bottoms off to the side exposing my pussy and slide his dick into my wanting pussy. He slid his dick deep into me filling me with his rod slowly pulling out only to slide back it trying to get deeper into me. I could feel my eyes bulge out with each or his charges and a moan escaping my lips getting louder with each assault.
He seemed even bigger that before and I thought that he would rip me in two, the pleasure I felt was incredible and I wanted more, I begged him not to stop and to continue to assault me filling me with pleasure each time. I was nearing a massive orgasm and I wanted him to continue, I could feel his dick harden and his strokes increase in speed until he blew his load. I could feel it hit my uterus with incredible force triggering my orgasm and driving me into the world of orgasmic pleasure. I felt my body go weak and limp as the orgasm hit me wave after wave, threatening to never quit it felt so fantastic. Finally after so many multiple orgasms it tapered off and I floated there quivering in the after glow of such extreme pleasure. “God I love being a girl!” I said out loud getting Steven’s attention as he was coming out of his orgasmic stupor. “I love that you’re a girl too!” he said “I have never had so much pleasure with any other girl in my life!” he breathlessly said. “I love you Jacqueline, more that anyone in the world.” “I promise you that I will love you forever.” He said. “Do you really mean it?” I asked, “I love you more that anyone as well and I want it to last forever.” We hugged and floated there for a while until we regained our strength and decided to head over to the hot tub.
We spent nearly half an hour soaking in the hot tub till our skin started to shrivel up, then we decided to take our little party back up to our room. Steven got out and retrieved our towels and we dried off as much as we could, I grabbed my purse and we went up to our room. All the way up to our room Steven could not keep his hands off of me, good thing that the elevator was empty except for us. I barely made it into the room when Steven picked me up in his arms and laid me on the bed kissing me and feeling me all over. It felt so good to be wanted so badly that nothing would get in the way, we made love several more times that night and we fell asleep totally spent and content.
CHAPTER17
Emma bouncing on the bed all excited and full of energy waked us. “What time is it?” Steven groggily asked I glanced over at the clock to see that it was eight in the morning. “It’s eight!” I stated he looked at Emma “This had better be good sis.” “ We barely got to sleep!” he said. Emma looked at me and I blushed as she smiled and gave me a wink. “Nick is going to come with us to Banff” she said excitedly, “He got the week off from work and he is between classes so he can come!” “That’s fantastic, I am so happy that you found someone.” I told Emma and we hugged. Steven just rolled his eyes and pulled the pillow over his head. Now that I was awake there was no way that I could fall asleep again so I got up and had a shower and got dressed for the day. Steven was awake by the time I was done and he ran into the bathroom saying something about having to go. A few minutes later he came out looking quite relieved and able to talk, “So what are we doing today?” he questioned, “Well Emma and myself need to go to the Mall and get a few things for our stay in Banff, would you like to come with?” I asked. “Nick with be coming and I’m sure he would like some male company.” Steven agreed and turned to get into the shower and get ready for breakfast.
One hour later we were all sitting eating breakfast in the restaurant talking about were we were going to go in Banff. Nick and I were telling them about all that we could see there and all the things we could buy as gifts for Mom and Dad. We finished up with breakfast and headed down to the car and off to the Mall. I took them all to Market Mall it was one of the best Malls in Calgary and Nick agreed with me. We parked near Starbucks for a reference point in case we split up we knew were to meet. Once in the Mall Emma and I wanted to go to La Senza a lingerie store to buy some new bras and panties, the guys decided that they wanted to look at something else and told us to meet them in the food court in an hour. Emma and I entered the store and my sights landed on the most beautiful black corset bra you have ever seen it came with a matching thong panty and garters. I just had to try it on and I looked to see if they still had my size, I was in luck there still was a 36C hanging there.
I snatched it up and headed to the change room to try it on, the sales girl guided me to an open room and I went in. I was so excited I had always wanted a corset but could never find one I liked; now I had! I removed my cloths in record time and put the corset bra on, it felt fantastic and it fit perfect. I even had to tighten it up in the waist to fit even better, Steven is going to explode when he sees me in this I thought, there is no way he will be able to keep his hands off of me in this. I reluctantly took it off and put my own bra and cloths back on and left the dressing room. I had found what I was looking for but I just had to continue looking, maybe I could find something more. Emma had found a very sexy teddy in light blue that she wanted to surprise Nick with as well as several t-shirt bras and several panties. I joined her in picking out some t-shirt bras and panties and we headed to the check out. I checked my watch and noticed that we had spent nearly an hour in the lingerie store. I looked around to get my bearings as to where we were and then headed in the direction of the food court.
Steven and Nick were there waiting for us drinking a soda from one of the venders, I suddenly felt the need to buy an A&W burger, I had not had one in ages and I was suddenly craving one now! I asked Steven if he wanted one as well knowing that he would never pass up food. I bought a teen burger and Steven wanted a triple teen with fries, I paid for the food and Steven carried it to the table. I dove into the burger with a hunger that I thought I only had for sex, half way through the burger I was full and could not finish it. I never had that problem if the past, I could have easily eaten a triple and still have room for desert, but then again I was not a petite girl back then, I was suddenly very happy that I could not finish it for I was now the person of my dreams. Steven had no objections to do me the favor of finishing it for me, I still could not believe how much food he could eat, and not gain weight. Emma and Nick were sharing some Chinese food; Emma had never tried Ginger Beef and was truly enjoying it.
I told her that this style of Ginger Beef was only available in western Canada. We finished our food and cleaned up the table for the next people to use and we walked slowly through the Mall doing some window-shopping while the food digested. Steven and I stopped at a jewelry store and looked at the rings they had on display commenting on several of the styles there. I saw out of the corner of my eye a slight smile on Steven’s lips and giving Nick a slight nod. I knew something was up but I dare not wish for my dream of him asking me to marry him. If I did it might not come true, I loved him so much that I would be devastated if he did not marry me, so it was best not to think about it. We moved on to other stores and we even found some cloths for Steven and Nick that we bought for our men. We decided to head back to the car and the Hotel for we had to pack to leave for Banff in the morning. We dropped Nick off at his apartment so he could pack and he promised he would be at the Hotel later in the evening, Emma insisted that he spend the night with her for it would be faster to leave in the morning. Any excuse is a good excuse I thought, as long as they don’t keep us up tonight, I thought with a smile.
CHAPTER 18
The phone rang at 7am giving us our wake-up call, Steven answered it and thanked them and rolled over to face me once again. No sooner than he turned I planted a kiss on him that took his breath away, I had to thank him for the wonderful pleasure he gave me the night before. Nick and Emma didn’t keep us up but maybe we kept them up, we could not get enough of each other and we made love several times until we fell asleep from exhaustion. I never thought that I could have so much sex and not get tired of it but every time we finished I wanted more! I was not a nympho but I was close and it scared me a little, I told my fears to Steven and he laughed saying that it probably was just a case of wanting to make up for lost time. “I don’t mind, any time my love.” He said and that put me at ease. We got up and had a “shower” to start the day off right and then got dressed for the trip to Banff. Emma and Nick must have had a “shower” as well for they were both blushing from smiling so much; we quickly had our breakfast and checked out of the Hotel promising to be back at the end of the Month.
The car ride out of Calgary was uneventful and we bypassed the rush hour traffic heading into Calgary. The scenery of the foothills and all the forest area of the National Park fascinated Emma and Steven. We didn’t see any grizzlies but we did see several Mountain goats and a few Elk feeding on the side of the road. We pulled off the highway and into the town of Banff; Emma commented that it almost looked like one of the small mountain town’s in Germany. I drove through Banff and headed up Sulpher Mt. to the Banff Springs Hotel where we were going to stay for the week. It is the most expensive Hotel in Banff but it has the best service and is the only five stars Hotel around. I have never had the pleasure to stay in it before because I could not afford it but now I could. Nick was a little nervous about staying at such a fancy Hotel but I told him to relax that he was a guest of Emma’s and to enjoy himself this one time. Steven was impressed with the quality of the staff as we pulled up the valet came out to park the car for us. The doorman assisted in unloading our bags and got the bell hoop to take them up to our room as we registered. They had been expecting us and were very eager to assist us in anything that we needed, I wanted to go to our room and freshen up before we went to lunch. Steven was given our key cards and we were escorted to our rooms, once again we had adjoining suites so we could freely move from one suite to the next. The suites were very lavish and I was impressed with the beauty of the rooms, we also got free run of the gym and pools at the Hotel as well as passes to the Hot Springs further up the Mountain. I was going to enjoy staying here I thought.
Emma and myself decided that we wanted to change out of our travel cloths and put on something better for lunch. The day was beautiful and sunny but cool due to the fact we were in the mountains. I put on a fitted sweated dress that came just below my knees and a pair of four-inch knee high boots, the dress was in a light beige so I redid my make-up to suit the dress. I brushed out my hair and let it fall over my shoulders, it had grown some and it was now halfway down my back. I loved long hair even if it was more work to keep it looking good, there were so many options in how to style my hair when it’s long. I had gotten very good at putting my hair in different styles that it just became second nature to me. Steven saw how good I looked and opted to change as well; he did not want to look like a slob next to me. We met Emma and Nick in the hall and I saw that even Nick had changed cloths; we walked down to the dinning room and were escorted to our table by the Hostess. I looked over the menu and noticed that there were no prices listed for any of the food, which told me that if I needed to know the price I should not be eating there. Only the rich would be here and even though I was now rich I still felt out of my league. Nick was nearly frozen with fear of doing something stupid and making a fool out of himself, I tapped his foot with mine under the table and mouthed the words “breath, relax” he knew what I was talking about and he relaxed a bit. I told everyone that I needed to go use the powder room, which was code to Emma that I needed to talk to her. Emma got up and left with me to the ladies room once inside I turned to her and told her that Nick was over his head and needed her help. “Oh my God!” she exclaimed, “I totally forgot he’s never been to fancy parties or restaurants.” “I will try to be discreet and help him out.” She said “Thanks sis” and we turned to the mirrors just to make sure we still looked good and then left.
We made it back to the table and saw that Nick was totally relaxed and was joking with Steven; I was confused what had happened while we were gone? I looked at Steven to see if he would enlighten us and he whispered to me that he told Nick to just do what he did and he would be fine. I gave Steven a kiss and thanked him for his help and that I would thank him even more tonight. With that said I let my hand drift across his crotch and pause so very lightly on his dick, he responded by getting a hard-on instantly, I smiled while he blushed and put his napkin over his lap. The lunch was fantastic, Emma and I decided on a lobster brisk with a salad that had a fabulous vinaigrette dressing exclusive to the Hotel, the boys decided on a steak sandwich with a side salad and baked potato. For desert us girls chose a Cream Brule and the boys choose a huge piece of chocolate fudge cake, I stole a few bites from Steven and had to agree that the cake was fantastic.
After lunch we decided to walk around town to work off all the calories we just ate and I needed to buy a one piece bathing suit for the Hot Springs, I didn’t think it would be proper to wear my bikini there. We made it to the shops and I soon found what I was looking for, it was a sexy bathing suit that had a high cut at the leg and a low scoop at the front, I tried it on and although it had more material than my bikini it was almost as revealing I lived it. I bought it as well as two others in different colors and Emma ended up buying a couple as well. “Is there ever a store you two won’t leave without buying something?” Steven jested. I stuck my tongue out at him and he caught it in his mouth and suck on it for a second, that’s all it took I was now horny and I could feel the moisture coming from my pussy and wetting my panties. Steven whispered to me “Now we are even for lunch.” And gave me a kiss. I was now thinking of my sexy revenge that I was going to do that night; I had just the perfect lingerie to accomplish my plan.
We window-shopped until it was time to get back to get ready for dinner, it was a formal dinning and I needed to bath and primp before dressing. Back at our suites I started my bath and laid out my dress and accessories that I was going to wear. I kept the lingerie hidden from Steven for that was part of my revenge later. I poured in bubble bath into the tub and the room soon filled with the smell of roses, I put some music on and jumped into my bath. I was relaxing dreaming of my new life that I didn’t see Steven coming into the bathroom, he changed my music to classical music and stood there looking at me. I was so lost in my dream world that I didn’t notice that the music had changed; it was classical music when I finally clued in. I lay there with my eyes closed remembering the first time I saw Steven in his bed at the Hospital and how excited I was when he woke and looked at me. I had fallen in love with him that day and I have enjoyed every day since.
I opened my eyes to see Steven’s eyes looking at me with tears in them; I was worried at first but then saw that they were tears of joy. From behind his back he pulled out a dozen roses and handed them to me, I was now the one crying for joy but he was not finished yet. He got down on one knee and produced the most beautiful engagement ring I have ever seen, “Jacqueline would you marry me?” he asked. I nearly jumped out of the bath and with tears streaming down my face I whispered “Yes” and then louder “YES” I threw my arms around his neck and kissed him with such passion that I nearly pulled him into the bath with me. He slid the ring onto my finger and it was a perfect fit, I vowed at that moment that I would never take it off. I was still crying several minutes later I could not believe my dreams were coming true. I finally had to leave my bath because the water was getting cold, I dried off and just sat there starring at the ring lost in its beauty, how did he know I would like it? I thought. Then it hit me that the day we went to Market Mall he and Nick were acting funny when we met up with them in the food court, and later he asked me which rings I liked when we were looking at the rings.
I managed to gather my senses and concentrate on getting dressed for dinner, I put on my new corset bra and adjusted it to fit me perfect then the thong and the garters, the stockings were a little tricky now that I had the ring on my finger but I managed to not rip them and get them on straight. Doing my make-up was the hardest, every time I put my hand up to my face the light would reflect off the ring and distract me. It took all my will power to finish my make-up but I managed, finally I pulled the dress over my head and let it fall to the floor. It draped off my shoulders but hugged my breasts like a second skin; the body of the dress silhouetted my figure showing off all my curves. It was a floor length black dress with a slit up my left leg that nearly ran up to my waist, I would be flashing my leg with every step I took showing off the top of my stockings. The dress was made for a woman and I was that woman, I looked fabulous and with my engagement ring flashing in the light it was unmistakable. I put my hair up in a loose up-do with a few strands framing my face, and with my dramatic evening make-up and red lips I would be turning heads tonight.
I left the bedroom and entered the sitting room of our suite; Steven, Nick and Emma were all waiting for me. Steven’s mouth dropped open when he saw me and I could see the tent building in his tux pants that made me unconsciously lick my lips with desire. Emma squealed when she saw the ring on my finger and hugged me and danced up and down like a little schoolgirl. She had to see the ring, and demanded to know how Steven proposed, “Was he romantic?” she asked. I told her how he did it and she was crying for joy when I finished the tale, she had to fix her make-up before we left the rooms.
The dining room was spectacular and everyone was dressed to the nines, what ever that meant? The headwaiters lead us to a table that was near the center of the room and it felt like everyone was staring at us. Little did I know that Steven had set this all up just for the occasion to celebrate our engagement! I nearly fell to the floor when I saw Mom and Dad standing by the table waiting for us, not only that but I saw Gail and Heidi were also there smiling from ear to ear. This was almost too much for my senses to handle and I had to hold onto Steven for support so I would not fall down. “Surprise!” he said to me then gave me a kiss lightly on the lips for he didn’t want to mess up my lipstick. Gail and Heidi joined Mom in hugging me and congratulating us Emma joined in as well and soon we were all giggling like little girls. I could not be happier that this moment in my life and I was so thankful that God had given me a second chance at love.
CHAPTER 19
The evening flew by like a dream, the dancing in the ballroom was also like a dream, I was floating on air I was so happy so contented. I loved my life, my gender and the man who wanted to marry me, I could not ask for more everything was perfect. Later after we returned to our room I was all over Steven kissing his entire body, I wanted him so bad it hurt. I nearly ripped his cloths off as we kissed; he in turn was gentle and slowly removed my dress letting it fall to the floor. He froze when he saw me in the corset bra and his erection grew even larger if that was possible, he dropped to him knees and gently pulled my panties off leaving my pussy exposed. He proceeded to lick my mound gently pushing me back onto the bed playing with my labia with his tongue.
I leaned back laying on the bed and spread open my legs allowing him full access to my pussy. His tongue found my clitoris and he worked it over flicking his tongue over it driving me crazy with pleasure, he would bring me to the verge of an orgasm and then slow down letting me recover before driving me to the edge over and over again, Finally he let me have my orgasm and I overflowed with emotion wave after wave of pleasure washed me away. My body shook with every wave leaving me quivering in its wake until I was totally spent, my energy totally gone he gently kissed my body starting at my pussy working his way up to my lips. He passionately kissed me working over my mouth darting his tongue into my mouth to play with my tongue then moving on to nibble on my ears. He was stoking the fire in me and it was rising to the challenge, I could feel the warmth growing from within my belly to spread through out my body bringing my senses back to life causing my body to tingle with every touch he made.
My pussy was now soaking wet again and he was positioned on top of me, I reached down and grabbed hold of his manhood and stoked it to a massive erection then guided it to my opening placing the tip in my hole. He took over and with a powerful thrust ran his meat deep into me causing my eyes to bulge out, I could feel him deep in me threatening to split me in two, I wanted more! I raised my hips up to meet his and I felt him slide even deeper into me, our hip bones touched and he pulled out only to drive himself back into me with greater force. I let out a scream not caring who heard, and begged him not to stop, “Fuck me, don’t stop, I love it!” I screamed. He did not disappoint me and he continued to impale me with his meat driving me to my most amazing and biggest orgasm yet, I screamed as it hit me tidal waves of pleasure threatening to drown me in their pure exquisite pleasure. I saw colors that I did not know existed and felt emotions that you could only dream about feeling, I was totally swept away in my orgasms not knowing how long it lasted, it was so powerful that I think I even passed out from pleasure overload. I came to several minutes later opening my eyes to see Steven looking at me with totally glazed eyes; his orgasm must have been a massive one as well. I was leaking fluids and felt completely full and totally fulfilled, I had to run to the bathroom to allow the fluids to drain out of my body, when I returned I found Steven out cold so I knew he was totally spent, I as well was spent and I crawled into bed covering us with the blankets and fell asleep.
It must have been the best sleep I have ever had, I dreamt about our wedding and the dress I was wearing, I got goose bumps every time I thought about getting married and walking down the isle in my white dress. Steven rolled over and gave me a good morning kiss before running to the bathroom to relieve himself, I lay there contented looking at my ring and silently repeating, “thank you” to God. Steven returned and I left for the bathroom to do the same and to shower and dress for the day.
It was about 10am when we received a knock on the door, I opened it and it was Mom and Dad and they had breakfast with them. I gave them a hug and let them in, Dad set the food down on the table in the sitting room and went to get Emma and Nick in the other room. Once we were all together we started to eat, Mom and Dad had accepted Nick into the family seeing that Emma liked him very much, Dare I say she was in love as well, I suddenly had visions of a double wedding and I started to giggle to myself. Mom saw me giggling, “What is so funny Dear?” she asked, I told her of my thought and she too thought that that would be a fabulous idea but only if Nick asked her to marry him. “I think he will Mom, it’s just a mater of time.” I said. Emma was still sleepy and did not pay attention to our conversation, but Nick overheard us and smiled.
I caught up with all that was going on back home in Germany from Mom, yes I was considering Germany home now because all that I loved lived there. I told Mom of my plan to go back to school and become a nurse, she thought that was a wonderful idea and she knew which University was the best to learn at. She also said that I should talk to Gail for she could give me a job as a NA (nurses aid) while I went to school so I could practice what I was learning. Emma finally awake joined our talk and let Mom know that Gail offered Nick a job after he graduated in June. Dad thought that that was a great idea and that he could stay at our guesthouse until he found an apartment. Eventually our talk turned to my engagement and that the girls needed to throw an engagement party for me, it was a lot like a batchlorette party but no strippers.
Mom asked if we had set a date yet and I told her that we had not talked about it yet, Steven jumped into the conversation saying that he was thinking that we would marry after I had finished school so that I could concentrate on my studies. I was shocked for that would take three years of schooling to get my RN; I looked at him a little worried I wanted to marry him tomorrow if I had my way. “Are you sure you want to wait that long?” Mom asked I also wanted to know. Steven said that he knew we did not talk about it but knew that we were meant to be together and that we would still be living together so there was no rush. “I want you to be totally relaxed at school and not have to worry about me, I want you to have the wedding of your dreams and that will take time to plan.” Emma agreed with him, she also whispered to me “That will give Nick time to ask me as well.” If we had our way we would have a double Fairytale wedding with lots of guests to celebrate our joy.
Time flew by and soon we were back in Calgary spending our last few days relaxing before heading back to Germany. Nick and Gail had hit it off at the party in Banff and he was looking forward to working in the Hospital come August, Heidi was excited that I was going to become a nurse like her and promised me to help me every chance she had. “You are going to be the best nurse around after I’m done with you.” She stated Gail also paired me up with Heidi for my NA work so I would learn directly from Heidi. I was so excited to get back to school and learn something new; I was determined to make this lifetime a productive and happy time. Steven vowed to help me as well and I knew that with his support I would be able to accomplish anything.
EPILOG:
It’s been five years since I got a second chance at life and I have accomplished all that I set out to do, I got my RN and married the man of my dreams. Emma and I did have a double wedding and it was dreamy, we married in an old castle back in England with all her and Steven’s relatives coming to the wedding. Nick also came from a large family and they were all there to witness our unions. Steven and I are expecting our first child and I am filled with joy and amazement that I am carrying a new life in me. Steven is hoping for a boy but I just want him/her to be healthy and whole.
I will try to read this but the formating is bad for some reason
There are no spacse between paragaphs in either version, the regular or printer friendly.
I know how had it can be to post. Ask Bob Arnold or others for help and if it all possble keep paragraphs ten lines or less for readability reason.
I wish you every sucess and hope I can fix the formating in my copy to give it a fair reading.
Don't feel bad, I screwed up many many times with my first postings. Thankyou for being brave and submiting your *baby*.
John in Wauwatosa
Correcting the errors
I think I got all the paragraphs fixed up not so it will be easier to read, thank you for your comments. I am writing another story right now but it will be a while before I am done.
Ronnie
spelling errors
I am curious as to whether English is your primary language? I notice that some words sound right but aren't spelled correctly Clothes (what you wear) Cloths (what you wipe the dust off furniture with. Things like that. Do you have an editor who can help check over your stories for those annoying little problems?
Bright Blessings.
spelling
As to you're question no English is a second language, my primary language in Spanish sorry for the errors I will try to get better with time.
Ronnie
Much easier to read
Thanks for breaking it up and putting space between the paragraphs, smaller paragraphs would be even better. Ideally a paragraph covers one topic, one speaker.
I find that on a monitor more than ten lines without a blank line -- white space -- causes the eyes to wander. Another commenter's suggestion of finding a proof reader is a sound one, proof readers have done my postings a world of good.
Nice first effort here, please continue.
John in Wauwatosa
But you're not a scientist. Surely you believe in all this superstitious nonsense. (MAD Magazine)
Could be worse, could be raining. (Young Frankenstein)
But you're not a scientist. Surely you believe in all this superstitious nonsense. (MAD Magazine) Could be worse, could be raining. (Young Frankenstein)