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CHOICES
BY RONI
There are times in your life that will define who and what you are; at those times what you do will determine how your future will unfold. Looking back on your life you can see just where those moments were and what you did to make you the person you are today. I was at such a moment not too long ago and looking back at my decision I don’t think I would have made it differently had I known how my life would have changed so drastically. Let me explain what I did to lead me to where I am now.

Two years ago I was faced with a decision; you see I have been a crossdresser all my life, as far back as I could remember I would always prefer to wear my sisters clothes rather than my own. To my benefit my mother knew and said nothing about it, she would allow me my dress up time with my sister and we would have fun. This continued right up till the day my sister went off to University and moved out of the house taking with her all her clothes. I was left with only a couple of pairs of panties and a bra; not much for a guy who loves to get fully dressed with makeup and all. I tried to cope with the loss of my dress up time but I got depressed and moody sulking around the house. Dad was unaware of my hobby of dressing for mom never told him so he was unaware as to why I was so depressed. Mom came to me one night and talked.

“Honey I really hate to see you so depressed all the time, I think it’s time we told your father what is bothering you so that you can openly enjoy your hobby once again.” She told me. I thought about what he might do or say and tried to find any excuse as to why I should not tell him but I knew in my heart that if I did not tell him I would only sink deeper into my depression. “OK mom I’ll tell him but when do you think would be a good time?” “Nothing better than the present honey!” was my answer. I nodded my understanding and took a deep breath; this was the moment that would change my live forever. I found dad reading some work briefs in his home office and asked if I could talk to him. He smiled and signaled for me to sit on the couch for our talk. I need to tell you that my dad is a wonderful man; he loves his kids and would always make time for us even if it meant telling a customer that they would have to wait or find another agent to work for them. My dad is a PR agent working with some of the biggest companies in the world helping them keep their image clean; he is good at what he does and has a keen sense of what needs to be done. I looked into his eyes and started.

“Dad, I’m not sure how to begin so I’m just going to come out and say it; I’m a crossdresser, I love to wear girl’s clothes.” I went on to tell him that I had been doing it for all my life and that it suddenly stopped when Beth went off to school and that was when I went into my depression. He just sat there listening to me sometimes smiling sometimes showing great concern but never once interrupting what I had to say. When I was done I felt like a great weight had been lifted off my soul and waited for his response. I watched him carefully trying to read what he was thinking but he was a master at hiding his emotions due to his work so I was left with just my imagination. At seventeen a person’s imagination can run rampant spanning the whole spectrum of what might happen in just a few seconds and I was starting to think that I had made a grave error in telling him, but what was done was done. I would have to live with what I had said and deal with whatever he would tell me.

Dad sat back in his chair and just looked at me for a few minutes then he spoke; “Are you cute?” I was caught off guard; “What do you mean?” I asked. “Are you cute when you are fully dressed? I think you are and that is why you are so depressed. If you were ugly or just fair I don’t think it would bother you so much but because you are cute when dressed you miss seeing that cute girl in the mirror.” I never thought about that but he was on to something there, yes I was cute in fact I was what Beth called “Killer hot” not to toot my own horn. I blushed as I told dad what Beth had said about how I looked. “I want to see what she is talking about, how much time you will need to be ready to show me?” he asked. “Well dad; as you know I have nothing to wear so I would have to go shopping and buy everything that I would need.” I explained. Dad sat there thinking,”Ok then go with mom and buy what you think you will need and let her help you, if she thinks you will need it then buy it. I want to meet my new part-time daughter on Saturday OK?” I nodded my agreement. I remained calm on the outside but inside I was turning cartwheels I was so excited.

Mom was waiting for me in the kitchen and she could see by the look on my face that everything went well. I told mom what dad had said and what he expected for Saturday. “Well then honey I think we need to get some measurements and go shopping!” she said smiling. Mom marched me up to my room and had me remove all my clothes and then took my measurements. Some might say that I was ordinary in height and size; I stood 5’5” and I weighed in at 120lb. I was far from being an athlete but I was also not an anorexic skeleton either but I was far from normal. I was the smallest in my graduation class for the guys and even for some of the girls; I didn’t mind though because it meant that I could fit into Beth’s clothes. I was nearly the same size as her except that she had curves and breast where I didn’t. Mom read back to me my measurements and then converted them into girl sizes I was a size six and my feet were a size 7 in girl’s shoes. Mom smiled telling me that it should be no problem in finding something for me to wear on Saturday. “How far are you willing to go to show your father you really like to wear girl’s clothes?” she asked. “I’m not sure mom but I do know that I want to look as passable as I possibly can. I would like to be able to pass in public without anyone suspecting that I am really a guy.”

Mom told me to get dressed and that we were going to go out and buy a few things to get started. With my clothes back on I joined mom in the living room and she grabbed her purse and we left for the Mall. Our first stop was not the Mall but a small quaint shop in a nondescript strip Mall. Mom parked the car and told me to get out and join her in the shop; we walked into the shop and I noticed that it was a lingerie shop of sorts. There were corsets displayed on mannequins as well as other sexy lingerie; mom walked up to the lady at the counter and greeted her by name. “Gladys so nice to see you again, how is your husband doing?” She looked up and smiled as she saw my mom; “He is doing great Mary, he is out of surgery and is back at home recovering for now. The doctors say that he should be back helping me in a couple of weeks.” I had no idea what they were talking about so I spent the time looking at the pretty lingerie and wishing that I would be able to wear them. “See something you would like honey?” mom asked. I blushed and looked at the lady but saw no sign of distain from her only a smile. “Gladys my son is looking to change his look for a bit and I thought you could help.” Mom stated.

I was shocked that mom was so open about my desire to dress like a girl and I blushed again and shyly looked away. “How cute she’s even shy about it.” She said, “Relax young lady I have everything that you will need to look pretty.” I was confused a bit, she was referring to me as a she but I guess that is why I was there for. She looked me over and had me turn for her; “I think I have just what she needs and when I am done she will be a knock out!” “Come dear let me get started on fitting you.” And she took my hand and led me to the back of her store. “Is this your first time dear?” “Yes and no; I’ve dressed in my sisters clothes up until she went to University.” I told her. She smiled “I’m sorry I didn’t mean the clothes I was talking about being fitted for breasts and panty?” she explained. I blushed again and shook my head. “That’s Ok dear it doesn’t hurt but it will be a little embarrassing; usually my husband does this part for the young boys.” She explained. I was instructed to remove my clothes even my underwear and to return to where she was. Now I knew why it was usually her husband who did this but I did as I was told. Embarrassing was not the word for it; I blushed when she saw me naked and when she stated that I was so small and cute for a boy. I nearly died when she started to touch him and he reacted by growing, she was a true professional and she made no comment about my erection. She made a mold of my groin area and then went about making a mold of my breast area.

Half hour later I was back in my clothes and standing beside my mom in the shop. “Now that the worst is done I need to know how big do you want your breasts to be?” the lady asked. “Keep her decent nothing bigger than a B I think should be fine.” Mom stated not giving me a chance to say anything. I blushed again as I had visions of a huge DD breasts hanging from my chest. I think mom sensed what I was thinking for she told me that I would thank her later for her decision. Mom had me pick out some lingerie that I would like to wear and she bought it for me. Gladys informed my mom that my breasts and panty would be ready on Friday and that we could return and have them fitted at that time. Mom thanked her and then we left for the Mall. At the Mall mom bought me three pairs of shoes two were heels and one was flats. I was not sure about the heels for I had not worn heels before; whenever Beth and I played dress up I would always wear her flats. Mom then took me into a dress shop and had me pick out two dresses that I thought were cute and that would look good on me. After that it was off to the Drugstore for nylons makeup and hair remover.

Three hours later we were on our way home and mom told me that the next time we went shopping that I would do it as her daughter. “So what do I call you when you are all dressed up?” I already had a name but it was only shared with Beth when I dressed. “I call myself Ashley mom.” She smiled “Ashley, I think that suits you dear.” We walked into the house and I was told to put everything away in my closet and to join her in the kitchen. I followed her instructions and placed the new dresses in my closet right in front along with the new shoes. I wanted so much to put on one of the dresses now but knew that it would look much better when I was fully ready for the dress. The makeup I put on my dresses making an area that sort of resembled a vanity in front of the mirror then joined mom in the kitchen. She was sitting drinking a cup of tea and offered me one as well I agreed and she prepared one for me. “Ok honey these are the new rules; when you are dressed you will behave just like a proper young lady, I will help you develop your mannerisms so that you will act like a real girl Ok? Next I will expect you to help me around the house just like your sister used to and I will be teaching you how to sew and cook as well; do you have any questions about that?” she asked. I shook my head no accepting that what she was proposing. “Good then Friday morning we are going to go back to Gladys’ shop and then back to the Mall to finish the shopping that we didn’t get done today.” I was lost; I thought we had bought all that I would need but I guess I was wrong.

Friday seemed to take forever to come but it was finally Friday morning and I was woken up by mom telling me to get up for the day was a wasting. I got up and mom instructed me to take the hair remover and to apply it to my entire body and that included my pubic region. I was lucky that I was not very hairy; even shaving I only did that once a week. I read the instructions and followed them right down to the time required to leave it on; that was the hard part for about halfway through it started to burn but I suffered through it. I jumped into the shower and washed it off seeing what little hair I had come off with the water; I was now totally hair free right from my eyebrows down. It felt strange to feel my soft skin and as I continued to wash I could feel just how soft it really was. Mom handed me my towel and insisted that she inspect me for any missed hairs; that was a little embarrassing but I survived. She had me use her cream on my arms and legs and I saw and felt that my skin became even smoother and softer with the cream. Mom then combed out my hair and put it in rollers and then had me wait for them to set. I was a little worried about how I would look with curly feminine hair and my regular boy’s clothes but I kept it to myself.

With my hair done and brushed out so that it would fall in curls down my back it settled on my shoulders so nicely. “It’s good that you kept your long hair dear.” Mom told me and I just nodded my agreement. “Ok let’s go get fitted honey.” She stated and grabbed her purse. I was a little confused; “Uhm mom aren’t we missing something? What am I going to wear after I’m fitted?” she giggled; I had not heard my mom giggle in a long time. “Relax Ashley I’ve not forgotten; everything you are going to need is already at Gladys’s shop so let’s get going.” I was still confused but trusted in mom so I went along with her. It felt strange to be dressed as a boy with such feminine hair; I felt like something didn’t fit right but I knew it was not the hair! Back at the shop we were greeted by Gladys and another very pretty lady. Gladys told me to go to the back and as before to remove all my clothes and wait there. I did as I was told feeling the excitement build in me. I was looking forward to seeing what I would look like had I been born a girl. I was surprised when the other lady came into the back carrying a few boxes; I quickly tried to cover myself up as she just giggled at my efforts.

“Relax dear; you might not believe me but I am a man just like you… well I was just like you.” She said trailing off. She explained to me that she was Gladys’s husband Karen (Ken) and that she had been dressing as a girl ever since she could remember. “But you look so real; are those breasts like the ones I’m getting?” she giggled “No sweetheart these breast are real, but the ones you are getting are nearly as real.” She reassured me. I must have had a strange look on my face for she smiled and explained to me her story. “You see I was like you dressing as a hobby from time to time but then it increased in frequency until I was dressing full time 24/7. Gladys had no problem with it in fact she encouraged it; well one thing led to another and soon I was on hormones. My own breast grew and soon I did not need the enhancements but I was not happy with their size so just recently I had surgery to make them bigger and here I am now.” She said with a smile. “What about… you know down there?” I asked looking down to my crotch which I remembered was nearly exposed. She smiled; “It’s still there for now but Gladys and I are thinking about taking my transformation the final step and having it removed; it really does neither of us any good now anyway.” She said wistfully.

Now that I knew who she was I relaxed and allowed her to fit me, she first started with the breasts gluing them to my chest and telling me that the glue would last for nearly four weeks before I would have to remove them and clean them. The look in my eyes told her that I was not aware that they would be on for so long a time. Karen giggled asking me if I was OK. “I guess; I just didn’t know that they would be on for so long.” “Its OK honey once you get used to them you are going to wish they would never come off.” She confided. I really hoped that she was right because right now I really loved how it felt to have breasts. Once she was done with my breasts she had me lie down on the examining table so that she could fit the panty. Now the only thing I knew about the panty was that it looked just like a real girls genitalia so Karen explained what the panty could and could not do. I was shocked to find out that if I desired I would be able to have sex with a guy while wearing it and that unless that guy was a medical doctor he would not know the difference. Just like the breasts the glue would hold for nearly four weeks which meant that for the next four weeks I would be a girl like it or not!

Karen explained to me how to keep my new genitalia clean as well as other hygiene that I would need to know. I confided in her that I loved how I looked and that if she was correct I would never want to change back to being a boy. She smiled and told me that if I needed anything or if I had any questions that she was just a call away. Karen and I quickly became friends, she was like a second mother to me and I felt like I could tell her anything without being judged. Mom called out if it was OK for her to come and see the progress and we both said yes in unison and then giggled. Mom took one look at me and gasped realizing just how real a girl I looked; she regained her composure until she was told that I would be looking this way for at least four weeks before I would be able to remove the prosthetics. “I don’t know what your father is going to say but I for one am going to enjoy having another girl around the house.” I hugged mom and thanked her for this gift. “Don’t thank me yet you still have to pass your fathers inspection and then spend the next four weeks being the girl you now look like.” She warned me.

I knew in my heart that I was not going to have a problem being a girl, but first I need to show dad that I really am a girl. Mom handed me a bag with all the clothes that I was going to need for right now. I pulled out my bra and panties and smiled to her as
I quickly slipped the panties on. The feeling was definitely different as I felt that there was nothing to get in the way of how the panties sat on my hips and crotch. Next came my bra and I surprised mom by getting it on without any problems just like I had been wearing a bra all my life, I even bent forward and pulled my breasts into the cups so that they were properly supported by the bra. Even Karen was impressed with my knowledge of wearing a bra. Next came my skirt and I saw that mom had picked out a short mini skirt with pleats on it. It was a pink paisley pattern and I giggled thinking just how girly and feminine it looked. The top was a white blouse that was sheer enough to show my bra through it but not so sheer as to look like I was a slut. At the bottom of the bag were my knee high stockings in white and a pair of pink heels that matched the skirt perfectly. I sat and expertly rolled the stockings up my legs seeing that they actually covered my knees. A shiver when up my spine when I saw just how sexy and feminine I looked, even without any makeup I looked like a cute girl and I could see that mom was all smiles.

I wanted to put on some makeup but mom told me not to worry that I was going to be getting a makeover at her salon when we were done here. Mom guided me out from the back and let Gladys see me for the first time. “Oh my god she is so beautiful, if I didn’t know I would never think she was really a boy!” she stated. That made me feel really good and I gave her a hug thanking her for all her and Karen’s help. “Mary I think you are going to have another daughter for good with this one!” she told mom and I saw mom give her a wink. I wanted to ask mom what that was all about but soon was distracted by the knowledge that I was going to be seen at the Mall looking like this. I still had some trepidation about being able to pass but my fears were put to rest by Karen and the others. Mom had bought me several more bras and panty sets as well as two corsets one in black and the other in beige. Mom surprised me by handing me a purse telling me that she had already put all my ID into it. We walked out of the shop, it was still early in the morning and she suggested that we go to Starbucks and get a coffee. I thought why not so we dropped off the packages in the trunk of the car and we walked across the parking lot to Starbucks.

I wasn’t even thinking about what I was doing until mom pointed it out to me; “You are walking quite well in those heels just like a real girl, and the way you are holding your arms is perfect. Did Beth teach you how to do that?” “No mom I wasn’t even thinking about it, it’s just comfortable to walk this way.” I responded. “You are really enjoying this aren’t you?” I blushed; “Yes mom, I feel so natural right now like I was meant to be in a skirt.” I confided to her. “I think Gladys was right!” she stated and left it at that. We walked into Starbucks and I froze for a few seconds; standing there was Trevor the school football hero. We graduated in the same class and he knew me quite well for I helped tutor him in math the whole last semester of school. Mom gently took me by the arm and led me to the counter whispering to me to relax. “He will not recognize you if you act natural honey.” She told me but I was having trouble thinking right at that moment. Mom ordered us two vanilla lattes and paid for them telling me to go find a seat and wait for her. I was scared; to get to the open seats I would have to walk right past Trevor and he would be able to get a real clear view of my face. I took a deep breath feeling my bra tighten around my body and realizing that looking like I did there was no way he would think that I was the same boy that helped him with math.

I walked past him briefly making eye contact with him before shyly looking away not realizing that it would look like I was flirting with him in his mind. I could feel his eyes on me the whole time I walked to the seats and I sat tucking my skirt under my legs without thinking and sitting properly with my knees tightly together. I was thankful that with my knees together it would stop my legs from shaking visibly for I was so nervous that he would recognize me and out me right in the coffee shop. I looked up to see him looking right at me and then smile, again I shyly looked away but could not help smile as well; he did have a way of getting a person to smile whether they wanted to or not. Mom joined me a short time later and sat across from me hiding me from Trevor’s view. “For someone who is afraid of being found out you sure know how to flirt with danger.” Mom whispered to me. “What do you mean?” I asked. “Well honey watching you from afar it sure looked to me that you were flirting with him and I think he likes it, it would not surprise me any if he came over and introduced himself to you.” That scared and excited me all at the same time; what would I do if he really did that?

Lucky for me or unlucky depending on how you saw it he didn’t come over but did smile at me again as he left the coffee shop. “Mom I think he knows; just from the way he smiled at me I think he knows!” “Honey if he does know then why didn’t he come over and talk to you? No; I think he just saw a cute girl and that got him interested in who you were.” She reassured me. I was not sure if mom was right but I sure hoped so; not because he liked me but because he didn’t recognize me. I managed to relax and we enjoyed our coffees as we talked; mom was treating me just like I had always been her daughter and I enjoyed it. We made plans as to what we were going to be doing that day; after my appointment at the salon for them to do my makeup and nails we were going to hit the Mall and shop up a storm. “Ashley you are going to need a full wardrobe to last you at least for the next few months and I think we should buy you a bikini as well for the summer when we all go to the beach house.” “Mom you do know that the glue will come off in one month right?”I asked. “I know honey but I also know that you are not going to want to stop being Ashley I can see it in your eyes. You know I’m right so you can stop pretending!” she had me dead to rights; there was no way that I would want to go back to being Tom. Ashley was here to stay if I had my way and mom knew that.

We finished our coffees and then headed back to the car; mom watched as I got into the car and smiled as she saw the way that I got in, sitting first and then with my knees together I swung then into the car. “Ashley honey I think you are more of a girl than you think, did you realize that most real girls do not know how to properly get in or out of a car while wearing a skirt and here you do it perfectly the very first time?” I shrugged my shoulders “It seemed like the right thing to do mom; I don’t want anyone seeing my panties after all.” I told her. Smiling she got in and we drove to the salon; it was a short drive but for me it was the beginning of my new adventure and maybe my new life. At the salon mom was greeted warmly like an old friend. Lisa the stylist glanced over to me and smiled; “So this is your youngest daughter eh? She is very pretty but I plan on making her drop dead gorgeous.” She stated. I looked at mom with a puzzled look and all she did was smile and tell Lisa that I needed the works. I had no idea what the works meant so I allowed the girl who was helping Lisa lead me to the back and had me sit in front of a sink. I could see mom talking with Lisa but I could not hear what they were saying, I just assumed that it had to do with my makeup and nails.

The girl who introduced herself as Amy leaned me back so that my head was in the sink. I already knew who Amy was for she had been in my class; I was amazed that she did not recognize me but then again I did look totally different now, at least body wise! I was not expecting to have my hair done so when she started to wash it I panicked a little; Amy thought that she had made the water to hot and asked me if I was OK. I quickly regained control and I told her that I was fine; I relaxed and enjoyed having my hair washed but was sad that all of mom’s work on my hair was now gone. I was dried and then led to another chair where Lisa was standing waiting for me. “You are in for a treat honey, your mom has asked for you to get the whole package! You must have done something very special to get that.” She told me. “If only you knew Lisa I don’t think you would be so happy for me” I thought but just smiled and tried to not look nervous. She started on my hair telling me that Mary-mom wanted it to be lightened and then styled in a sexy layered look with lots of curls. I really didn’t know what she was talking about but I just knew that if it came from mom I would look totally feminine in the style.

Lisa started by lightening my hair color which involved a rather smelly paste; after it was in for about twenty minutes I had my hair washed again and then brought back to the chair for the next procedure a perm! If the first treatment smelled this one stank! I knew what a perm would do to my hair and I knew by the size of rollers Lisa was putting in I would have a very curly head of hair. Once she was done I had to wait half an hour before it was ready to have the rollers removed so I was moved to another seat where a girl started on my nails. I think I zoned out for a while because before I knew it I was being nudged to get up and have the rollers removed. I looked down at my hands and I nearly freaked; I had long red fingernails! The nails stuck out at least half an inch past the end on my fingers and they made my hands look so sexy and feminine. I could not help but smile knowing that like my breasts and panty the nails would not be able to be removed for a very long time. My hair was washed again by Amy and she gushed at how pretty it looked with all the curls; I still could not see what she was talking about so I just smiled and took her word for it.

Back in Lisa’s chair I was finally allowed to see what I looked like and my heart nearly stopped when I saw that I was now a blond! Mom had had them bleach my hair to a golden blond! I studied my image and noticed that I looked very much like Beth, if you did not know you would almost mistake me for her. Lisa was happy with her work and asked me if I liked it; I was speechless but I did nod and smile. She finished off by styling my hair layering it giving me long sweeping bangs that looked so sexy and of course feminine. “Ok Ashley I’m done with you but you are far from done here; Tammy will take over now and do your makeover. Now don’t forget that you need to come back in three months if you want to keep the color OK?” I nodded and went with Tammy over to her makeup station. Tammy sat me down and examined my face turning it one way and then the other. “You are very pretty for a boy.” She stated quietly. I froze in the seat like a dear in the headlights of a freight train. She saw right through me and knew who and what I was. I felt the panic start to rise but she put me at ease; “Relax Ashley, your secret is safe with me.” She whispered. “I look at faces all day, it is my job to see the differences but I must tell you that you are feminine enough to get away with it.” I relaxed and loosened up in the seat.

She asked me why I was dressing like a girl and I told her the truth; because I wanted to be a girl. “Cool; I have a nephew who likes to dress like a girl too, she is about your age maybe I could introduce you to her.” We continued to talk and I found out that her nephew was thinking about living as a girl full time but had not totally committed to it yet. “You are lucky Ashley; you are very pretty so it’s going to be easy for you to pass as a girl, even without makeup you look like a girl.” Tammy showed me what she was doing and how she did it teaching me all her secrets when it came to makeup tricks. When she was done I barely recognized myself and I smiled knowing that I could pass without any problems. My new found confidence showed through when I went to see mom; I put a little extra wiggle into my walk feeling my hips sway back and forth causing my skirt to move with every step. Due to the new nails I also carried my hands in amore feminine manner which just added to my overall new feminine state of mind. I don’t think I had ever seen a smile as big on my mom’s face before as she beheld her new beautiful daughter. I loved how I looked and I loved how I felt and it showed as I walked towards her in all my feminine glory.

“My goodness Ashley you are gorgeous, Beth is going to be so jealous of you when she sees you.” She stated. I had forgotten it was nearly spring break and Beth would be home next week! “Now honey do you feel like doing some shopping?” she asked me not really interested in my answer. I walked out of the salon a new woman and my confidence level was at its all time high. I followed mom back to the car and off we went to the Mall; I looked at the clock on the radio and saw that it was nearly noon. We had been in the salon for almost two hours yet it seemed like just minutes. Mom pulled into the Mall parking lot and found a spot that was not too far away but far enough that we would have to walk a bit. I think mom did that on purpose just so that I could practice walking in my heels. I realized that if I kept swaying my hips it was easier to walk in the heels so I did just that. By the time we made it to the Mall doors I was totally comfortable with the way I was walking and it looked like it was natural for me to sway my hips. What I had not counted on was that I would attract a lot of male attention with my sexy walk and soon I had all the guys looking at me as we walked past them. At first it startled me but soon I started to enjoy the attention I was getting from the guys and I would giggle when I would see a guy nearly trip as he was watching me instead of watching where he was going. This was not lost on mom either and she warned me that if I was not careful I could draw some unwanted attention from the wrong kind of man.

I took that to heart and eased up on my wiggle; the last thing I needed was a sicko stalking me! First shop we entered was a jewelry store and mom insisted that I get my ears pierced; I did not object until mom told the clerk that I wanted three piercings in each ear two down low and one up high near the top of my ear. I looked at mom with fear in my eyes and I think the girl saw that and she told me that she would freeze my ears and that I would not feel a thing. I relented and let her go ahead and pierce my ears; she was right I didn’t feel any pain just the pressure of the piercing gun on my ear. The clerk told me that she had put in a surgical rubber tube into the hole to keep them from ever closing so if I decided not to wear earrings the hole would still be there when I did wear earrings. Mom thanked her and paid for the piercings as well as several earrings that she had picked out for me. The feeling of having earrings was different as I felt them hang from my lobes and it made me feel so feminine. A shiver went up my spine as the thought of wearing sexy chandelier earrings with a strapless dress went through my mind. Mom saw my smile and asked me what I was thinking about; I told her and she smiled telling me that just maybe she would buy me such a dress if I was a good girl.

I think all the excitement got to me and I felt the urgent need to pee, I told mom and she led me into the ladies room and waited for me while I dashed into an open stall. I quickly lifted up my skirt and pulled my panties down and sat feeling the pressure release as I relaxed and just let it flow. It sounded and felt different; the feeling off peeing without having my penis hanging between my legs was a new and instantly wonderful feeling. “I could really get used to not having a penis.” I said to myself making a vow that I would never again pee standing up. I wiped myself remembering what Karen had told me and pulled up my panties smiling as I felt them touch my new smooth crotch. I straightened out my skirt and joined mom at the mirror and checked my lipstick just like she was doing. I looked at her through the mirror and she winked at me and then smiled. “Everything working fine?” she asked. I smiled and nodded back; “Perfectly fine mom.” We were now getting hungry so mom decided that before we continued our shopping that we should eat something but she didn’t want us to eat any junk food at the food court.

“There is a fairly nice restaurant on the other side of the Mall we could try; I hear the food is great and that the view is fantastic.” I told mom. “What view honey?” “I don’t know mom it’s just something I overheard a few girls from school say once.” I saw the slight grin appear on mom’s face and I wondered if I had just made a fool out of myself. Mom agreed that we should try the restaurant so we walked over to it cutting through a few shops to get there sooner. I noticed that in one of the shops there was a cute red dress there and I mentioned to mom that I wanted to go back after and see the dress. “That’s my girl, you are a natural at shopping!” she stated with a smile and I blushed. When we got to the restaurant I quickly found of what the girls were talking about when they said that the view was fantastic. All the waiters were hunks and the uniform consisted of a leather vest and leather pants; this place was like a Hooters for girl! I blushed when I saw all the muscular guys walking around but found it hard not to look at them. “You were right honey the view is fantastic at this restaurant.” Mom joked. I looked around and saw that the place was full of just women and young girls just like me. To my shock and pleasure I saw Trevor working there, he looked so…so …good in his leather vest and pants.

Trevor looked up and saw us standing there but I don’t think he remembered seeing me earlier in the day for I had changed a lot since then. He came over and introduced himself and welcomed us to the restaurant. “Will it be just for the two of you?” he asked. Mom saw that he was looking right at me and smiled telling him yes. He turned to guide us to our table and my eyes shot right to his ass and I felt a warm feeling in my stomach kind of like the feeling I used to have when I saw a cute girl but better. I blushed again and tried to not look at his ass again but failed. By the time we made it to our seats I think I had stared at his ass the whole time we walked; I could not believe that I was finding his anatomy so appealing. Mom was amused with my reaction and teased me that I liked him; which I strongly tried to deny but failed miserable at. “I think he likes you too dear, I don’t think he has looked at me even once.” She mused. Trevor returned in a few minutes with some water for us and asked us, or should I say me what we would like. I shyly looked away from his stare and asked if he could give us a few more minutes. Mom was getting a real kick out of my reaction to him and she teased me that I was falling in love with him. “My little girl has her first crush!” she said smiling. I tried to gain my composure and it worked right up until he returned to take our order.

Mom asked him what the special of the day was and he explained to my mom what it was but kept looking over at me and smiling. Then he said it; “I remember you!” my heart went into my mouth; did he finally figure it out? “You are that girl I saw this morning at Starbucks! I love what you have done with your hair it suits you.” He continued. The visual relieve that I gave out shocked me a bit and I giggled because of it. Realizing that he just thought I was a girl and not the guy who tutored him for nearly a year my confidence level grew and I was finally able to look him right in the eyes. “You think so? It’s not too much?” I asked twirling the ends on my hair with my fingers as I gently bit my lower lip. Mom nearly choked on her water when she saw that I was flirting with him. “No it really looks good on you; say would you like to go to a party tonight? My friend Steve is having a pre-spring break BBQ at his house if you would like to come with me?” I knew Steve, well actually his sister Jessie; she and I were as close as two friends could get but she was away at University with Beth. Steve’s parties were famous, not for being rowdy drunk fests but for the good food and entertainment he always had. I had only gone once and that was because Jessie begged me to go with her. I knew where Steve lived for it was just down the street from my house.

I looked at mom for some help but she tricked me; “Will you be a gentleman all night and promise to have my daughter home by midnight?” she asked him. Trevor smiled brightly and promised that he would on both counts. “Well then I don’t see a problem with it so it’s up to you Ashley?” Trevor and mom both looked at me putting me on the spot; I could see the little smiled on moms face and the sweet pleading eyes on Trevor’s chiseled masculine handsome face. How could I say no to that? I nodded yes and then quietly said yes blushing and looking away from his eyes. “That is fantastic; and for saying yes your meals are on me OK?” he said with a triumphant smile. The sound of free food brought me out of my shyness and I told him that I would have the special, mom agreed with me on the special and Trevor ran off to order our meals. “Mom what did you just do to me? I’m not a girl even for a day and you have already got me on a date; with Trevor of all people!” I stated quietly trying to not make a scene. She smiled; “You know that you would have loved to go with him but that you were too scared to say yes, I just helped you a bit.” “But what about dad? I’m going to have to go home and change for the party; I can’t go out in the same clothes he’s already seen me in.” I stated bringing a big smile to moms face.

“Don’t you worry about dad leave that to me; you just concentrate on finding an outfit to wear tonight.” She told me. That got me thinking of all the different possibilities that I could wear, it was frustrating! As a guy it would be simple just a pair of jeans and a shirt but now there was so many choices; do I wear a dress or a skirt and blouse or should I wear jeans and a sexy top? I was still thinking about what I should wear when Trevor brought us our food. I’m not sure if he sensed what was on my mind but he told me that it was not a fancy party so if I wore jeans it would be fine. I smiled and thanked him for his help which made up my mind; I was going to wear that little red dress that I saw back in the store we cut thru. “So honey what are you going to wear?” “I’m going to go back to that store and buy that red dress and wear that mom.” I told her as I took a bite of my sandwich. “That’s my girl; now you are really thinking like a girl!” she stated proudly. I felt proud that mom thought I was thinking like a girl, I felt like a girl especially around Trevor and I really wanted him to like me.

Even if the food was free for us mom insisted on leaving Trevor a healthy tip and we got up to leave just as Trevor returned to the table. “Thank you Trevor, the food was delicious and I will see you later right?” “Right; oh where do you live? I need to know where to pick you up?” I blushed I had forgotten that he did not remember me as the guy who tutored him so he would not know here I lived. “How about I just meet you at Steve’s place, I live close enough to just walk there OK?” he looked a little sad but agreed to meet me there at 6pm. Without thinking I thanked him and gave him a kiss on the cheek before turning and walking towards mom who was watching the whole thing smiling. “You really are a natural tease you know that Ashley?” I looked at mom “Why?” “Did you realize you just gave him a kiss before you walked away?” I smiled and giggled “I know; what did he do?” “I think you just found yourself a boyfriend girl, now just be careful and play it safe OK honey?” I was not really thinking about finding a boyfriend but the idea didn’t repulse me any either.

We made our way back to the shop with the red dress and I looked for one in my size and was rewarded when I found one. “You need to try it on honey.” Mom told me then looked around for other clothes for me to try on. “You might as well try on some other clothes as well.” So we started to look for what I liked; I found a pair of sexy jeans that I wanted and mom found a blue dress that she thought would look good on me. I took all the clothes to the dressing room and the girl let me in to change. I had never been in a girls change room before but I found it not much different than the boys with the exception of more mirrors. I quickly removed my skirt and blouse and slipped the red dress over my head; it was stretch cotton mixed with Lycra so it hugged my body like a glove showing off all my new curves. I loved it from the moment I got it on; it was perfect not too short coming three inches above my knees showing off my legs nicely. The collar was a scoop neck so it swooped down revealing just a hint of my cleavage and I imagined wearing a long necklace that would rest between my breasts. I went out and showed mom what it looked like on me and she agreed with me that it was perfect for tonight.

I bought the dress as well as the jeans; when I put the jeans on I just loved how they made me look so feminine. The way the crotch was flat and smooth giving just a hint of the girl that was within and the way it accented my bum making it look so round and sexy. I felt proud that I had bought my own dress and my confidence continued to grow as the day went on. In the bathing suit shop my confidence grew ever more when I tried on several bikinis and everyone in the shop commented on how sexy I looked in them. The one I like the best mom would not buy for me for it left nothing for the imagination; it hugged me so tight that you could almost see the cleft of my vagina and the top was so small that it barely covered my nipples. “Not in my life time young lady, that type of suit is best left for the strippers!” mom emphatically stated. I giggled at her reaction but did vow to myself that when the day came that I was a real girl I would buy it and wear it on the beach. We left the shop with three bikinis and two one piece suits all that showed off my feminine figure to the max!

By 3pm we had crisscrossed the entire Mall hitting some stores more than once, Mom had bought me enough clothes to last me until the end of summer which then the new fall styles would be coming out anyway. Trying to walk graceful while carrying so many bags of clothing was impossible so we didn’t even try; we loaded up the trunk and the back seat of the car and mom drove home. We were both tired but satisfied that I had everything that I would need. Mom had called ahead and had dad waiting for us when we got home it would be better if he saw me now before the party than after. Mom pulled into the driveway and parked the car; I was a little hesitant in getting out. “Look honey there is nothing you can do now, you are going to have to face him sooner or later.” She reminded me. I sucked in a deep breath feeling my breasts strain against my bra and I realized that I loved that feeling and didn’t want it to change. I stepped out of the car smoothing out my skirt and then proudly walked into the house with mom close behind me.

Dad was sitting in his office reading a book; I knocked and walked right in and stood there waiting for him to look up, my knees shaking so bad that I had to hold my legs together even tighter. He casually looked up and then stared at me for what seemed an eternity; I could see his eyes scan me up and down just like Trevor’s did. His face hid all signs of any reaction that he might have had and it started to bother me; was he upset that I looked so much like a girl or was he impressed or even happy? I was just about to say something when he stood up and came over to me and surprised me with a hug. “I knew you could do it, after practicing so long with your sister I had little doubt; all you needed was some guidance and a push. I was floored; dad had known about my dressing up? Why didn’t he say anything about it? He motioned for me to sit on the couch as he sat down; I sat down beside him and he took my hand and looked right into my eyes. “Honey; your mother and I have knows since the beginning that you liked to dress like a girl. We both followed your progress as you grew thinking that you would bore with it and stop but when you didn’t we knew that it was more than just a casual thing for you. I can see just how easily you’ve taken to being a girl and I suspect that you do not want to stop; am I right?” I blushed and looked away shy that he was right about me. Meekly I responded; “Yes dad, I love being a girl and I never want to go back to being a boy.”

Dad hugged me again; this time holding it a bit longer than before. “Tell you what Ashley; your mother tells me that the prosthetics can’t be removed for a month so the deal is that you can be a girl for the whole summer and see if that is really what you want. If it turns out that that is really who you are then we as a family will work towards helping you become a real girl; deal?” My heart was doing flips! “Really daddy?” he nodded, I smiled and nodded back. “It’s a deal!” I told him and gave him a big hug and a kiss on the cheek. “Mom tells me that you have a date tonight with a boy? Is that right?” I blushed and explained to him what had happened and who the boy was. “I remember Trevor; nice boy, good athlete but as I recall not to bright.” He stated. “Daddy he is just as smart as me just in a different way is all.” I exclaimed defending him. Why was I defending him? Was it because deep inside me I liked him and felt protective over him? Dad smiled and I then knew he was teasing me, getting me all worked up just to see how much I liked Trevor. “Daddy you tricked me!” I exclaimed. “I just wanted to see how serious you were about this boy dear and now that I know I think I’m going to have to meet him.” “But daddy you’ve meet him lots of times!” I complained. “That is true but never as the father of a girl he is going to be dating! It is my right as the father of the girl that I get to feel him out as to his intensions for my daughter.”

I might have been showing frustration on the outside but inside I was ecstatic that dad was thinking of me as his daughter and showing the same concern for me as he did with Beth. “Ok daddy the next time we go out I will make sure to introduce you to him.” “So you think you will be seeing more of him?” he asked. “I hope so.” I absentmindedly stated realizing to late that dad had gotten me to reveal more to him than I wanted to. “God dad; you are like the FBI with all your questions!” I stated with a smile. “Well a father needs to be able to protect his beautiful girls somehow.” He responded. “You think I’m beautiful?” “Yes I do; in fact I think you are exactly what Beth said you were; “Killer hot” so be careful dear. A girl with your looks can attract a lot of unwanted attention if she is not careful.” He warned me. “Thanks daddy; I promise to be careful.” We talked a bit more and he wanted to know how I felt wearing the prosthetics; I offered to show him everything but he told me that he didn’t need to see his daughter naked. “I believe you that you look just like any other girl; there is no need for me to see it.” He stated. That was the first time I saw him show any reaction to what was being said. “Ok daddy; I need to go now and get ready for my date so I will see you just before I leave to get your approval of what I’m going to wear.” I told him and got up and sashayed out of his office.

Mom was waiting for me as I left his office and I could see that she was happy with what had taken place; “You knew all along, why did you let me suffer through worrying about what dad was going to say or do?” I asked her. “Honey it is a lesson that you needed to learn; to be able to stand up for yourself and be prepared for whatever comes from that. Not everyone who will find out that you are not a real girl will be so nice to you and you need to understand that and be ready to defend yourself against them.” She explained. “You needed to find your confidence honey and this was the only way we could do that.” “Thank you mom; you and dad have been so supportive of me, I promise to make you proud of me.” I told her. “Oh Ashley; I am already proud of you. You are a beautiful young woman who just needs some time to find herself, once you do that you will see that you can be and do anything you want.” She reassured me. “Well right now I need to get ready for the BBQ if I want to be there on time and not miss Trevor.” “I don’t think you’re going to miss him honey, remember that he was the one who asked you out.” She told me as I left to get ready.

I toyed with the idea of having a hot bath but realized that I would not have enough time so I ended up just having a shower. In the shower I discovered that I could feel everything that touched my new breast; I remembered what Karen told me about them that in time they would warm to my body temperature and that the nipples would even react like real ones. I touched one of my nipples and it shriveled up to my touch and stood erect just like a real nipple would; all that was missing was the feeling that should go along with the reaction. I wished that they were real so that I could enjoy it when I or someone else touched my nipples. I remembered what Karen had done getting real breast through hormones and implants and I thought about talking to her about getting me some hormones. I finished off my shower and was drying off when mom came into the bathroom without knocking. I quickly covered myself from breasts to crotch but mom just smiled telling me that I didn’t have anything that she didn’t have. I giggled and told her that it was just a natural reaction to cover up.

She told me to powder my body, which it would help make it smoother to the touch and smell pretty. I was all for that so I took the big puff and powdered my entire body smelling the faint scent of roses. I felt my skin and she was right it was smoother to the touch and a shiver went up my spine imagining Trevor touching me. Back in my room I had the dress laid out on my bed as well as my lingerie; it was a matching set of sheer black panties and a pushup bra. Mom suggested that I go without nylons for it was a nice night and that it would be more comfortable for me. The shoes I had chosen were a low heel black pump which were very comfortable and that I would be able to walk on the grass easy enough in. I slipped on the panties reveling in the feeling of not having a bulge between my legs. Next came the bra and after I had it adjusted it held my breasts up and out making them look bigger than the 36B that they were. I lifted the dress up and lowered it over my head allowing it to fall onto my body they pulling it the rest of the way down. I loved this dress and I could feel my confidence level grow the longer I was in it. I had made sure not to get my hair wet so it still looked fabulous; I sat at my desk and with my small mirror I did my makeup the best that I could remembering everything that Tammy had taught me.

Mom came in to see how I was doing and if I needed her help and she commented that I should have my own vanity so that I could do my makeup in comfort. “Its OK mom I can take the one out of Beth’s room she isn’t going to be using it for a while anyway.” She agreed but still felt that I should get my own. With my makeup done I slipped my shoes on and looked myself over in the mirror; I still could not believe that the beautiful girl in the mirror was me! I loved everything that had happened to me in just one day; I became a girl and I got a date all on the same day! I planned on making the most out of this opportunity to be a girl and was determined to never let it stop. I glanced at the clock and saw that I still had half an hour before I needed to leave for the short walk to Steve’s house and to Trevor. I went down the stairs and found mom and dad in the family room getting ready to watch a movie together. Dad looked me over and whistled telling me that Trevor was in for a real treat tonight; I blushed and thanked daddy for his compliment. “You know you look a lot like your mother when she was your age.” He told me. “Nonsense dear she looks better than I ever did!” mom countered. I thanked them both for the compliments; “I look like myself dad; and mom you were a knock out when you were my age.” I told them. I gave them both a hug and was about to leave the house when mom told me that maybe I should take a sweater with me and handed me her cashmere sweater. “Thanks mom, it’s so pretty and soft.” “Now take care of it and don’t get any grass stains on it.” She told me with a wink.

“Ok mom I’ll make sure Trevor lays out a blanket or something.” I told her sarcastically as I walked out the back door leaving her sputtering like a motorboat. I was smiling to myself as I walked down the back walk and opened the gate to enter the alleyway. I was shocked to find Trevor standing there smiling and I instantly felt like my whole world was about to come crashing down around me. I looked at Trevor waiting for him to say something but all he did was look at me smiling. “Ok out with it!” I demanded not sure if it was the smartest thing to say. “You know you really do make a prettier girl that you ever did as a boy.” He stated. “I should have figured it out sooner, you can’t change those eyes of yours.” “What do my eyes have to do with it?” as I quickly pulled out my compact mirror and checked them. “Ashley or should I say Tom; I hate to admit this but I love your eyes, I have spent many hours wishing that those eyes were on a cute girl and now they are!” he stated. Again I was stunned and speechless as my mouth opened and closed without any words coming out. He leaned towards me and gave me a kiss right on the lips sending my head into a spin. I wanted more yet I needed to know why he did that after knowing that I was not the girl I looked like.

“Trevor you are not upset that I am not what I appear to be?” I asked hoping for the best. He looked at me a little surprised; “What do you mean; you are exactly what you appear to be. You are a very beautiful girl that I have had a crush on for a very long time and now we are finally able to be together.” “But what about you know…Tom?” “Tom is gone from what I can see and if you ask me I think he is never going to come back, at least not if I have a say in it!” he stated giving me another kiss. This time I was ready for it and I eagerly accepted his kiss returning it in kind. We stayed lip locked for a long time as his tongue explored the four corners of my mouth. The longer we kiss the more I wanted him and by the time we broke it off I was lost in the moment wanting to feel more of him in me and not just his tongue! “Oh god Trevor that felt so good; you make me feel so good!” I breathlessly whispered. “You have no idea what you are doing to me Ashley!” he stated but he was wrong for I could feel his growing attraction pressing against my belly. He blushed when he realized just what was happening and broke off our embrace. “Sorry Ashley, it’s just that ever since I figured it out I have been dreaming about kissing you.” He admitted.

I was happy but still a little confused so I asked; “Trevor why didn’t you say something earlier instead of shocking me like you did?” “I’m sorry again it’s just that when I figured it out I struggled with the idea that the girl I like used to be a boy until I realized that it didn’t matter; you are a girl now and that is all that matters.” He explained. I had to come clean with him if I wanted to keep him so I told him the whole story including getting the prosthetics. “”So those are not real? Wow you could have fooled me!” he laughed “I guess it did fool me!” “I’m sorry Trevor; if that makes a difference to you I will understand if you don’t want to see me anymore.” I said sadly. “Are you nuts? You are the prettiest girl I have ever seen and I am not going to let you get away from me that easily!” he exclaimed. “You want to be a real girl right? So what’s the big deal if I’m going to have to wait for a while before I can have the real thing?” I broke into tears of joy and hugged him and kissed him with all my might. “Thank you Trevor; you don’t know how happy you have made me right now.” I had to touch up my makeup before we went to the party. I felt so feminine holding his hand walking beside him. “Trevor what do we tell people if they ask who I am?” “Tell them the truth Ash; you are a girl and that you were born with a birth defect that will be corrected in time.” He said. “Isn’t that stretching the truth a bit, after all most of the people at the party will know who Tom is or was?” “Well then just tell them the real truth but only if they ask; no need to tell those who don’t need to know right?” I thought that was the best idea seeing that he was not worried about what people were going to say if they found out his date used to be a boy.

We got to Steve’s house in just a few minutes and were greeted by his mom and told the party was in the back. We walked out to the patio and we saw that we were not the first ones there; I recognized several of the guys there as former classmates as well as their dates. My nervousness was starting to rise again and Trevor sensed it and gave my hand a squeeze calming me down. Several of the girls looked me over as though they were sizing me up wondering if I was going to be a threat to them. Cindy saw me and came over and introduced herself to me; I pretended that I didn’t know her and told her my name. “You came with Trevor?” I nodded my head and smiled. “So are you two dating?” I was about to answer that but Trevor did that for me; “Yes we are dating in fact we are exclusive to each other so you can stop worrying if she is going to steal your men.” He told her, she looked shocked that he would assume such a thing and turned with a huff and returned to the other girls. “I think you will be safe now from the hounds.” He joked. “Were you serious what you said?” I asked, he blushed. “Yes if that is what you want?” I smiled brightly and gave him a kiss letting my actions tell him my answer. “Wow I take that as a yes then?” he joked and I slapped him on the arm smiling.

The party got on the way as several more couples showed up as well as a few single guys and girls. The yard had been set up with a wooden dance floor in the middle with lights hanging above it; it reminded me of a Mexican Fiesta and made me fantasize about being on the beach with Trevor wearing that special bikini that I promised myself I would buy. Trevor was a total gentleman bringing me some food and making sure that I was having a good time; after we ate a bit he took me onto the dance floor and we started to dance. I was a little shy about dancing thinking that everyone was looking at me but after Trevor told me to relax I did and I started to have a good time. I realized that I was a good dancer if I just let myself move to the music, I watched a few of the other girls dance and I tried to mimic their movements with great results. It felt good to be able to move my hips in such a sexy manner and I saw that I was doing a good job when I noticed that Trevor was getting excited again. He was saved from embarrassment when the DJ switched to a slow song and he held me close hiding his excitement. I giggled at the sight and feel of his erection pressing up against me; it felt so good strangely enough and I purposely pressed my body closer to him. He smiled realizing what I was doing and relaxed and just let me be.

We were enjoying the slow dance when I heard her voice and I quickly turned in the direction of her voice. Jessie was here! Oh god what do I do now? I was hoping to be able to tell her and show her the new me in a more private setting. If she was here could Beth be home as well? Just as I was thinking it I saw Beth come strutting thru the door looking as sexy and feminine as she always did. She was outgoing and vibrant the life of any party; what would she say when she saw me? If anyone would recognize me it would be Beth and Jessie. Trevor saw that I was in distress and quickly took me off the dance floor and brought me to a more secluded area of the yard. “She doesn’t know that you are a girl now?” he asked and by the look on my face he knew the answer. I quickly told him that Beth always helped me dress in the past but that she had no idea that I was now living as a girl. “Relax and let me handle it OK. You trust me?” I nodded and he gave me a kiss before walking towards her and Jessie. I saw him walk up to her and she smiled when she saw him; she asked him something and then he and her looked over to where I was standing. Beth leaned over and said something to Jessie and then they both quickly came towards me smiling brightly.

“Oh my god you are gorgeous! Daddy told me that you were here with Trevor and I just had to come and see for myself right away.” She gushed. Jessie stood there speechless looking at me; “Why didn’t you tell me you wanted to be a girl, I would have loved to have helped you. I thought we were best friends?” she complained. I gave her a hug; “You are my best friend Jessie but I really couldn’t tell you; I was scared.” “Well I must say that you look fantastic and I am so happy for you!” she said as she hugged me again. “I finally have my sister full time!” Beth exclaimed happily. “So tell me; how did you two hook up?” she asked looking at me and Trevor. Trevor blushed as I went into full detail as to how we first met and as to how he figured out who I was. “So you work at Gauchos eh? I think we need to go there for lunch some time.” She said giving Jessie a nudge. Trevor blushed a bit but was not intimidated. “Just make sure you bring Ashley with you and I will guarantee you will get the best service in town.” He stated which caused me to blush. Once the excitement drew down Jessie and Beth went off to get something to drink and Trevor handed me a drink. “Take this I think you earned it.” I took it and took a sip, it was good! “What is it?” “Vodka and fruit punch.” He told me. “Just don’t drink it too fast or have too many I don’t want to have to carry you home because you are too drunk to walk.” He stated. I knew we were both still too young to legally drink but everyone knew we were drinking.

Beth and Jessie returned with Steve in tow and I was introduced to him; “Steve this is my little sis Ashley.” “And my best friend too” added Jessie. Steve looked at me and his eyes light up like a light had just gone on as he realized who I was. He looked at Trevor as saw that he was smiling and then back at me. “Well nice to have finally met you Ashley, Jessie talks about you all the time.” He said and I knew he was referring to her talking about Tom. “You are always welcome here and I hope you and Trevor have a good time.” He said smiling and meaning every word. I was really getting confused, everyone so far who has found out that I am not a real girl has not cared and has accepted me for just what I looked like which was a girl. I was going to ask Jessie about that when she told me that she had told Steve many times that she thought I was really a girl inside and that it was just a matter of time before I would come out. “How come everyone seems to know that I am really a girl when I just made that decision yesterday?” I complained. “It’s simple sis; you were never meant to be a boy and it showed; I bet that if we ask anyone if they know Tom they would say that he should have been a girl.” Beth explained. I looked at her and everyone else and they all nodded their agreement. I threw up my arms; “So much for being a secret! Why didn’t anyone say anything, I could have done this years ago!” Beth laughed; “Because you would not have done it then; you were too scared to even admit it to your self sis.” I nodded my agreement with her.

“Enough talk I want to dance some more!” Trevor said as he pulled me back onto the dance floor; Beth and Jessie joined us and soon we had a whole crowd dancing together. The rest of the night was magical as I danced with Trevor and stealing kisses when the slow songs were playing. Like Trevor had promised he had me back at home by midnight and we were kissing on the porch when dad came out to tell me it was time to come in. I blushed at him catching me kissing Trevor but was not ashamed; after all I was a girl. I went into the house as dad and Trevor spoke for a few minutes; I stayed close enough to hear Trevor tell dad that he knew who and what I was and to hear him tell dad that he loved me and he was willing to wait for me to become a real girl. Dad didn’t say a word so I didn’t know how he felt about what Trevor had said but I guess it was OK for Trevor was still in one piece when he left. I quickly ran up to my room so that dad would not know that I heard what Trevor had said. I sat on my bed and I was filled with joy that Trevor said he loved me even if it was not to me. I calmed down and started to take off my dress when daddy knocked on my door.

I quickly threw on my robe and let dad into my room; he walked in and looked around then sat on my bed. “That boy really likes you dear; I hope that it is not misplaced.” He stated. “Oh daddy it’s not; I really think I love him too and he is willing to wait for me to be a real girl!” I blurted out. Dad just sat there thinking looking around my room. “We really need to redecorate your room; this is no room for a young girl.” He said calmly. “Really? I love you daddy!” I exclaimed and gave him a big hug. I knew at that moment that I was never going to be a boy again; daddy would do whatever he could to help me be the girl that I wanted to be. Dad left me to finish getting ready for bed which I did; I removed all my makeup and put my lingerie in the laundry and put on clean panties and my shorty nightgown. I loved the feel of the sheer material against my skin and could not wait for the day that I would be able to feel that material on my own breasts.

That night I dreamt of Trevor and me on the beach playing in the water and lying in the sun on the sand. I was wearing my sexy bikini and he was wearing a sexy Speedo that showed off his healthy manhood to its fullest. I was just getting to the good stuff when I was woken by mom gently telling me it was time to wake up. I complained that it was Saturday and that I wanted to sleep in but mom insisted that I get up for there was lots of things that I needed to do. Once I was up I was OK realizing that today was going to be my first full day as a girl; I quickly ran to the bathroom to relieve my full bladder and then jumped into the shower washing off the sweat and smoke from the night before. I washed my hair using the new shampoo that mom had bought at the salon and I noticed that my hair shone brightly and that it was so much softer than before. Beth joined me in my room and wanted all the details as to how I became such a pretty girl and wanted to see for herself just how much of a girl I really was. I was proud of my new figure and removed my robe letting her see all my feminine charms; she was amazed and shocked when she found out that my pussy was totally functional and that I could even have sex with a guy.

“Have you and Trevor made love yet?” she questioned; I blushed at the thought and shook my head no. “Are you planning on it? Again I shook my head no; “Trevor said he is willing to wait till I am a real girl.” Beth started to laugh; “Right! One real night alone and I bet you two end up having sex all night long!” she stated. I was not going to argue with her for I knew she was right, had it not been for Trevor being a gentleman I would have given myself to him last night. Beth and I talked while she helped me get ready styling my hair in a sexy style that showed off my face beautifully. “Thanks sis I’m going to have to remember what you did for next time.” I told her. “No problem, I love helping out my little sister.” We both smiled and hugged. She returned to her room to get dressed and I pulled out a matching bra and panty set and put them on; I could not believe just how natural it felt to have breasts as I put my bra on. With my lingerie on I put on my new jeans and a ladies T-shirt and loved the way the jeans defined my shape showing the world that I was a girl with sexy curves. I ran my hand down between my legs feeling the smoothness that was there; there was no sign that I was not the girl that I appeared to be and it made me smile.

I joined mom and dad at the breakfast table and dad looked me over smiling his approval as to how I was dressed. Mom asked me to help her with preparing the food and I was more than eager to help. A few minutes later Beth joined us and she was dressed similar to what I was wearing. Just before we were done eating dad surprised me by telling me that we were going to redecorate my room; everything that I didn’t want to keep would be removed and I would be allowed to redo my room as to how I felt I wanted it to be. I could not contain my excitement and I squealed with delight and gave him a hug and kiss as a thank you. That almost broke his calm expression but all it got was a slight grin which to me might as well been a full out smile.

Beth and I returned to my room and we started to sort through all that was there; first thing to go were all my boy clothes, I didn’t even want to keep one thing. Dad had given us some boxes from the garage and told us there were more there if we needed them which we did! By the time we were done my room was nearly bare; the only things that I kept were my few stuffed animals that I had hidden in my closet as well as my limited edition movie posters. I looked around thinking about what I wanted to have in my room; I knew that the color of the walls would be definitely changed, blue was not the color for a girl! “My goodness this room looks bare!” mom exclaimed from behind me and I smiled. “Mom I want everything changed, I don’t want anything that will remind me that I used to be a boy!” I stated. “Honey that would be silly; there is nothing we would like more than to erase the past and believe that you had always been a girl but that is not possible. We have to admit to your past, we can redecorate and make all the changes but we can’t lie about who you are.” Mom explained to me. “A big part of who you are is due to you being a boy for so long and we can’t just forget about that.” I heard dad say from behind mom. I had to agree with them but I did tell them that if people didn’t ask I would not reveal that I was not a real girl.

I helped dad move all the boxes from my room to the back of his truck and then went with him to drop them off at the good will centre. Before returning home dad and I went to Home Depot and we bought everything that we would need to repaint my room. I picked out a pretty rose color that was not quite pink and not quite red; I thought it would be perfect with white accents. When we got back home I was surprised again by Beth; she had called Jessie and Trevor to come over and help redecorate my room. Jessie was there wearing a pretty pair of pink coveralls that I thought were just too pretty to get paint on but she insisted on wearing them; in fact she had brought me a pair to wear as well. With squeals of joy I quickly ran to the bathroom and changed into them noticing that they made me look very sexy. On a whim I braded my hair into two strands and let them lie on my shoulders. Returning to the others I noticed that Trevor was staring at me and having trouble concentrating on what he was doing. I giggled and without thinking I started to flirt with him.

Dad noticed our flirting but said nothing only gave me his patented look which made us stop and start to concentrate on painting. With all of us painting we finished in no time flat at least the first coat! We broke for lunch and mom made us all sandwiches and fries. I finally got an opportunity to talk to Trevor and I asked him why he was staring at me when I first returned to the room. “I could not believe how pretty you looked that’s all, I’ve known you for years and today was the first time that I could not remember what you looked like before; all I could see was the pretty girl you are now!” he stated with a grin. I smiled brightly and gave him a kiss as his reward which got dad coughing a bit, I don’t think he was surprised but just caught off guard. After lunch we returned to painting and in an hour we were finish all the painting. I looked at my new room and smiled; it was perfect, it was definitely going to be unmistakably feminine when I would be done. I heard the doorbell ring but thought nothing of it, I was about to ask the others to help me move the furniture back into the room when dad stopped me.

“Ashley honey I think you would much prefer setting up your new bed.” He stated. Again I was surprised and tears formed in my eyes when I saw Trevor and Jessie bring up the headboard for my new bed. I could see that it was white and in a Victorian style; I loved Victorian decor it always looked so delicate and feminine to me. Trevor took over and he put the bed together taking pride in being able to carry the parts all by himself; dad did help him set it up as I watched it come together. It was a canopy bed! I had always fantasized about having a canopy bed! When it was all done it looked so perfect for a girl’s room but the room was not done yet! Dad and Trevor brought up my new dresser and my vanity! I had a vanity; I could now be able to sit and do my makeup in comfort. The excitement was too much and I burst into tears as I watch my room come together; I now had the room that all girls dreamed of having. Beth and Jessie hugged me and let me cry, they knew these were tears of joy. Trevor saw me crying and thought something was wrong until Beth explained to him that I was crying for joy.

“You girls are strange, why would you cry if you are happy?” he looked at dad who just shrugged his shoulders and smiled. Trevor sat on my bed waiting for me to regain my composure. “Hey, you want to talk about crying, I just realized that this is probably my one and only time that I will be able to be on your bed!” he said pretending to be sad. That got a laugh out of dad which surprised everyone and we all started to laugh. I went to Trevor and gave him a hug; “Thank you Trev you really know how to cheer up a girl.” I told him “But don’t rule out being in my bed again “I whispered which made him blush; that caused dad to raise his eyebrow but he said nothing. Mom came in carrying new linen for my bed and she handed them to me. “Would you like to have the honor of making your bed for the first time honey?” I smiled and nodded my head. I quickly made my bed with the new sheets and I was pleased that they were in a matching rose and white colors. With the accent pillows on my bed and all my stuffed animals joining the pillows my bed finally looked like it should.

“I love it mom everything is perfect!” I stated. Beth and Jessie loved the look of my room and Trevor commented that it was just a little too feminine for his taste which got everyone laughing again. Dad informed me that I would have to wait till tomorrow to hang up my posters to allow the paint to cure and dry properly. It was nearing dinner time by the time we were done and Trevor asked me if I would like to go out to dinner with him. I looked to dad who smiled and nodded his head. “I would love to Trev but give me an hour to get ready OK?” “Ok but I think you are fine just the way you are.” He stated. “That might be true but just imagine how much better I will be in an hour.” I told him coyly as I ran back up the stairs to get ready. I heard him say something to dad about being back to pick me up and I heard him leave. I quickly stripped and jumped into the shower washing my body and checking for any stray hairs that might be in my body, satisfied that I was still smooth I finished and dried off. Back in my new room I got goose bumps feeling just how feminine my room was now. Opening my new dresser I pulled out a red bra and panty set and laid them on the bed; then went to my closet and pulled out my “LBD”(little black dress) that I had just bought with mom and laid it too on the bed. I picked out a pair of three inch heels that were also black and set them on the floor in front of the dress.

Beth came in just as I was starting my makeup; I was still naked but I didn’t flinch, after all she had already seen that I was all “girl” already. She sat on my bed and watched me get ready giving me pointers every now and then. “You are so hot Ash!” she stated; “Trevor is going to have trouble keeping his hands off of you!” “What makes you think I’m not going to let him?” I coyly responded. “Just be careful Ashley, I would hate to have you get hurt.” The concern showed in her voice. “Relax sis I’m not going to do anything stupid, besides Trevor is a total gentleman.” I reassured her. When my makeup was done I put on my lingerie and then my dress, Beth helped me zip it up in the back. I brushed out my hair and let it fall to my shoulders it instantly came to life as the curls fell into place. Looking in the mirror I liked what I saw and Beth could see the joy on my face. With her help I picked out my jewelry for the date and then dabbed a bit of perfume on my neck, wrists and behind my knees. I then went down to the living room to wait for Trevor’s return.

Dad was waiting as well; he wanted to make sure “his little girl looked appropriate.” I passed his inspection with flying colors and I gave him a hug and a kiss on the cheek. The door bell rang and I went to get it for I knew it was Trevor; I opened the door to find that Trevor had changed clothes as well! He looked hot in his dress jeans and collared shirt. His jeans were just tight enough for me to see his large bulge in his crotch and to see his perfect ass! I had never looked at guys like I now did with Trevor and I wondered why not? Maybe it had something to do with me looking like a girl so I was now thinking like a girl. Trevor smiled when he saw me and I smiled back knowing that he only changed for my sake; he even put on cologne and the smell was magical on me. I closed my eyes and breathed deep filling my nose with his smell; it was musky and so masculine. Visions of me on my knees servicing him flashed before me and I smiled thinking that I would love to be able to do that for him. I opened my eyes and was met with a kiss which I accepted readily and willing.

Dad ever the protective father told Trevor that he would have to have me back home by midnight; “When she turns eighteen she will then be able to be out later but until then have her home by midnight OK?” “OK Sir!” was all that Trevor said and dad left it at that. Trevor took my arm and led me out to his car; I was still too young to own my own car but he was eighteen already so his parents bought him a car for grad. I felt slightly slated for being able to graduate a year early; I was too smart for my own good. Had I not taken two semesters in one I would still be in high school and be able to go to grad as a girl! Trevor asked me what I was thinking about and I told him. “Don’t be sad Ashley if you were still in school we would not have met and I would not have my dream girl. Admit it; you would still be too chicken to come out and dress in public and you would still be a lonely miserable nerd.” What he said hit home for it was all true; I would still be that lonely nerd had it not been for mom seeing me moping around the house all day.

I snuggled up to him and thanked him for helping me see the truth. I felt his arm as he drove and it felt strong and I felt comfortable to be wrapped in his arm. I looked down and saw that his manhood was growing; I was turning him on just by being beside him! That made me feel real good and it confirmed my desire to be a girl; I slowly lowered my hand down on his lap and gently ran my hand over his manhood. I let out an involuntary sigh that surprised me and made Trevor smile and then shift in his seat allowing me more access to his member. I blushed when I realized what he had done but I didn’t shy away and just kept rubbing him until he started to moan. I stopped and he complained but I told him that I didn’t want him to make a mess in his jeans before we had eaten. It was his turn to sigh but he agreed with me that it would be embarrassing but then he complained that he now had blue balls because of me. I giggled remembering what that was like; I looked around, “pull over into that parking lot.” I asked.

He smiled knowing what I was about to do so he parked away from the lights so that we were in relative darkness and privacy. I unbuckled his pants and opened them up; he had to shift his weight again just so that I could pull his dick out of his pants. I could not believe just how big he was; I knew he was big but had not really seen him when he was fully erect! I looked up at him to see if there was any concern or unwillingness for me to do this but there was none. I felt the throbbing of his dick in my hand and I suddenly wanted it all that much more; I was like a woman possessed. I lowered my mouth down to his dick smelling his natural musk and it turned me on; opening my mouth I allowed his dick to slide into my mouth. I had never given a blow job before but I had had one once and I remembered what I liked about it and so I copied what she had done. The feeling of his dick in my mouth was intoxicating and I pushed my mouth further down his shaft. I surprised myself by not gagging so I lowered even further feeling his dick fill my mouth completely; by the time I stopped going down I realized I would not have been able to go any further for I was completely deep throating him as it was.

I started to slide up and down his shaft feeling it fill and then empty my mouth and throat; I loved it and I sped up my movements until I heard him moan. I started to moan as well for I was truly enjoying what I was doing; I continued to deep throat him with ever bob of my head until I felt him grab the back of my head. “I’m going to cum!” he stated but I didn’t remove his dick from my mouth; I had to taste it, I needed to taste it! I felt his dick spasm and then release its load; even though I was ready for it, it shocked me that there was that much force behind it as I felt it hit the back of my throat and then slide down into my stomach. Two, three, four more shots hit my throat and I was barely able to contain it all in my mouth as I swallowed as much and as fast as I could. The taste was slightly salty but surprisingly sweet and rather tasty; I could get used to the taste quite easily I thought. He released my head and instead of coming up I continued to suck him off cleaning him up as much as I could with my mouth.

When I finally did rise up I could see the look of contentment on his face as he smiled at me. “My god girl you were amazing; you are by far the best!” I smiled for I have known that he had been with some of the prettiest girls in school. If he said I was the best then I was proud of what I had done but I was determined to get better. When I told him that he nearly melted; “Better! Girl I don’t think it can get better; you are a natural at it!” I cleaned up my mouth and redid my lipstick and I looked like nothing had ever happened except that I now had a new found feminine confidence. I was able to please my man in a way only a girl could and I was proud that he liked it so much. “Now that I’ve had my appetizer, how about my meal?” I teased. Trevor smiled as he did up his jeans and then we drove off to the restaurant; we went to the White Spot it is a streak and seafood place that always had real good steaks.

We were dressed properly for the restaurant and the hostess smiled as she sat us and told us about the specials. The waiter came over and Trevor ordered for the both of us and it felt good to be treated like a real girl. I was now 100% confident that nobody would know that I was a guy for my feminine mannerisms were perfect and totally natural. We had a wonderful time getting to know each other we may have known each other for a few years but never like boy and girl. Trevor was witty and kind and I got to see a softer side of him that he usually kept secret; and Trevor got to see my natural feminine side in all its glory. By the time desert came around I thought I knew Trevor better than myself and I knew that I loved him; “Trevor I think I love you.” I told him. He smiled; “I know I love you Ashley, I think I have from the moment I first saw your eyes.” We held hands for we didn’t want to make a scene in the restaurant. I excused myself to go use the ladies room and got up to leave; like a real gentleman he rose when I stood and then sat after I left.

I felt so sexy and feminine that I didn’t even realize that I was swaying my hips in a more alluring manner. In the washroom I found a stall and did my business returning to the mirror to touch up on my lipstick and check the rest of my makeup. “He is quite the handsome young man you have.” I heard her voice from behind me. I turned to see Karen smiling as she looked upon me like a proud mother. “He is the best Karen; and he knows! He figured it out and he still wants to be with me; in fact he wants to wait for me to be a real girl.” I gushed out not caring who could hear me. Karen continued to smile; “I’m so proud of you dear, I knew from the moment that I saw you that you were meant to be a girl.” She gave me a hug. “Come by tomorrow for I have something for you OK?” “OK” I responded. We hugged again and I returned to Trevor who was eagerly waiting for me. “I’ve paid the bill already are you ready to go?” “Go were?” I asked. “Well I was thinking that since it’s a nice night that we could go up to the point and walk around the park.” He shyly said. I smiled and cuddled up to his arm; “I would love to go to the point with you Trevor.”As we walked out of the restaurant I caught Karen’s eye and she winked to me and I winked back.

It was a short drive to the point and Trevor found a parking stall open that over looked the entire city; the view was beautiful and I marveled at the sight of our city. I was lost in thought until I felt Trevor’s hand on my shoulder; I turned to look at him and was happily met with a kiss. He pressed his lips against mine so gently and I responded by opening my lips allowing his tongue to slide into my mouth. I loved the feeling of his kiss and I eagerly sought out his tongue with mine playing tongue tag for what felt like hours. He broke off the kiss and took a deep breath; “Ashley I don’t think I can do it!” he stated. My heart sank out of fear; was he not able to forget that I used to be a boy? Was he preparing to dump me, to leave me all alone? “What can’t you do Trev?” hesitantly I asked. “I don’t think I can wait till you are a real girl; I want you now!” he stated emphatically. I let out a sigh of relief and kissed him with all my being. “Trevor I don’t think I can wait either but I want our first time to be somewhere better than your car! I don’t want to be like a cliché that I lost my virginity in the back seat of a car!” Trevor started to laugh which got me laughing as well. “OK, I agree that we could plan it out better; so let’s actually go for that walk it will help cool us down.” I hugged him and nodded my head.

We walked around the park sitting on a bench that overlooked the city and we cuddled on the bench. An older couple walked past us and gave us a smile; I looked at them and saw that even though they were old they were still holding hands and acting like they were just falling in love. “Will we be like that when we are their age?” I asked Trevor. “I hope so Ashley; I love you more than I thought I ever could love someone.” He stated. “Trevor; did you just tell me that you love me?” I joked. He blushed and I gave him a kiss. “I love you too Trevor; I have to admit that I overheard you talking with my dad the other night. I too want to marry you but I want to wait until I am a real girl; I want to be able to be a virgin on my wedding day so that I can give myself to you properly!” I confessed to him. I leaned over and kissed me; “I would not have it any other way my love!” he softly whispered to me. We sat and cuddled on the bench until it was nearing curfew time and then he drove me home. Like the night before he and I were kissing on the porch when dad came out to tell me it was time to come in. Again I blushed but I was not ashamed; I was a girl and he was very much a man and we were meant to be together I just knew it in my heart.

I bounced up the stairs to my room full of love for Trevor; he was my dream man even though I had never dreamt about a man before. I looked around my room again feeling that it was now perfect; it now suited me, the real me! I fell backwards onto my bed giggling I was happy very happy; I was no longer a depressed nerdy boy but a vibrant beautiful girl. I never wanted this feeling to end I wanted to feel this way forever. Beth came into my room wearing her short nightgown and matching panties and smiled seeing me looking so happy. “So tell me all the dirty details; did you have sex with him?” she asked grinning. “NO I didn’t and that is none of your business anyway!” I told her knowing that it would not stop her from getting all the details out of me anyways. “Please; I just want to know if he treated my little sister right.” She pleaded. It didn’t take much pleading from her for me to spill my guts; some spy I would make! I told her everything even my experience of giving my first blow job. She was surprised that I swallowed and smiled when I told her that I loved the taste of his cum. We continued to talk while I stripped out of my dress and into my nightgown. I had just finished telling her everything when mom came into my room to see how my night went. Beth giggled when mom asked and like a true pro mom instantly knew what I might have done.

Mom gave me her “look” and then smiled; “No we didn’t have sex yet!” I blurted out then blushed realizing that I implied that we were going to someday. Dad heard that and walked into my room giving me his “look”; “Awe come on! We didn’t do anything!” I moaned “We just went for dinner and a walk around the point; yes just a walk!” I looked at mom and dad. Dad started to laugh which caught all of us by surprise and after the shock wore off we all started to laugh. Dad came over to me and hugged me; “Sorry honey I just could not help teasing you, I already know what you and Trevor did and didn’t do.” He said giving me a wink; “Trevor told me about it after you went upstairs. I think the shocked look on my face told dad more than if I would have said it out loud and he grinned showing me that he had tricked me into revealing more to him than I wanted to again! Before I could say anything dad hugged me again whispering in my ear that it was OK; that it’s normal for a girl to do things with her boyfriend. “Just be careful honey; I would hate to see you with a broken heart.” He told me then kissed me on the forehead and left the room; mom agreed with him and followed him out. “So do you really think Trevor told dad that you gave him a blow job?” Beth asked. “No silly dad was just fishing and I think because of my reaction he caught the big one! Dad doesn’t have to know what we did just that we did something!” Beth smiled; don’t worry sis dad has caught me many times but he has done nothing about it.” She informed me. “Really what did he catch you doing?” I asked curious as to what she considered “something”. “Well dad caught me in the back seat of Tony’s car with Tony!” she confessed. “Really, what did daddy do?” She went on to tell me that dad scolded her for being there in such a position and that he wanted her to be more careful next time so that he would not catch them at it again.

“Wow he didn’t ground you or chew you out for not waiting till you were married before having sex?” “No he did ground me but it was mom who chewed me out for not waiting! Looking back I guess I could have found a better way of losing my virginity.” She stated; I started to giggle and then laugh causing Beth to ask me why. “I used that excuse to get out of having sex with Trevor; I didn’t want it to be a cliché about losing my virginity in the back seat of his car.” Beth joined me in my laughter and commended me on being better at controlling my desires than she was with hers. “Oh don’t get me wrong Trevor and me are going to have sex before we get married but it just won’t be in the back seat of a car!” I stated. Beth went off to bed and I finished my night cleansing removing all my makeup and then jumping into bed hoping that I would dream about making love to Trevor.

I woke bright and early and managed to get to the shower first so I was already done and dressed before Beth even got up. “God I hate morning people.” Beth grumbled as she saw me all dressed and eager for the day to get going. I gave her a hug to cheer her up knowing that it would only bug her a bit more then giggled as I skipped down the hall. I met up with mom in the kitchen and told her that I had ran into Karen and that she wanted to give me something today at her and Gladys’s shop. “Do you need a ride to get there honey?” mom asked. “No I asked Trevor if he could and he said that he would pick me up before he went to work and drop me off at the shop.” Mom nodded and asked me to help her with setting the table. “Sure thing mom.” I turned and grabbed the cutlery from the drawer and set the table, I returned to the kitchen to see dad kissing mom and grabbing a cup of coffee; “So this is what you two are up to when we are not around!” I joked. Dad just looked at me and smiled; “Nothing you and Trevor haven’t done I suspect.” Dad retorted. I blushed and mom giggled like a school girl, it was good to see them both so happy. Beth finally joined us and we all gave her a hard time about being so slow in the morning.

After breakfast I and Beth helped mom clean the dishes and dry them; the phone rang and dad answered it. “Ashley it’s for you I think it’s your loverboy!” dad called out causing me to blush and rush to get the phone. It was Trevor and he wanted to know if I was up to going to Starbucks before he went to work. I thought that was a great idea for the Lingerie shop was in the same strip mall, so we made plans for him to pick me up at 11am. I called Karen and told her when I was going to be coming around and she said that it would be perfect. The rest of the morning I helped mom clean the house, I never really knew just how hard of a job it was to clean the house. I was glad when I heard the door bell and went to see who it was and saw Trevor standing there in his work clothes. I looked him over feeling a stirring in my tummy when I saw his manhood so clearly defined in his leather pants. He smiled seeing my reaction to his package and whispered to me that it was always available for me whenever I wanted it. I blushed whispering back that I wanted it now! I informed mom that I was leaving and I grabbed my purse and a sweater and joined Trevor at his car.

Trevor was such a sweetheart and bought me my coffee and a sweet snack as well; we sat and talked for a bit as I learned more about the guy that I had fallen in love with. I found out that he was from a fairly wealthy family but his dad would not just give him money, he would have to work for any spending money he wanted but that they would pay for his education. He was enrolled at the Police Academy for the fall term; he was going to be a Cop! I smiled at that for I found out I had something for a man in uniform. He asked me if I had any plans for college and I told him that I had my eye on going to MIT for their computer courses or join my sister and Jesse at State. “I need to get my legal status corrected before I can do anything right now; I want to be able to go to school as a girl.” I told him. He smiled and nodded his head in agreement. Looking at his watch he informed me that he had to get to work and that he would call ne tonight when he got off work. We kissed passionately before he drove off and I had to return to Starbucks to fix my lipstick in the ladies room before walking over to see Karen.

I entered the shop and was greeted cheerfully by Gladys and then by Karen as she entered the room from the back area. “So nice to see you again sweetheart, I hear you have a boyfriend already?” Gladys asked with a grin. I nodded my head shyly; “Still acting a little shy how cute and feminine you are.” She said giving my cheeks a pinch. “Are you hungry dear?” Karen asked. “Just a little, I had a snack at Starbucks with Trevor before coming over.” I told them. Karen smiled and led me to the back room. Sitting there was a older gentleman who stood the moment he saw us enter the room; “Ashley I would like to introduce to you Dr. Henry McLeod.” She said. I smiled and shook his hand finding it warm and soft; he waited for us to sit before he sat once again. He continued to look at me like I was a piece of art smiling whenever we made eye contact. Karen continued to talk to me like there was nothing wrong telling me all about Dr. McLeod; he was a surgeon who specialized in gender reassignment and he was there to talk to Karen and Gladys about Karen’s decision to take the final step toward complete womanhood. I found it all very interesting and I asked several questions about what it all required.

“Why is such a beautiful young lady as you interested so much in the surgery, do you want to be a doctor?” he asked. Karen started to laugh and I was confused; “Sorry Ashley, I never told him who you were I wanted to see if he would know.” She confessed. Now both the doctor and I were confused; “What are you talking about Karen?” asked the doctor. “Henry I would like you to properly meet Ashley; formally known as Tom.” She stated. Dr. Henry’s eyes grew when he realized that I was really a boy and he continued to shake his head. “My dear how long have you been living as a girl? I would have never known that you were not a genetic woman.” He asked. I blushed and told him that it was only two days ago that I started to dress full time thanks to Karen and Gladys magic prosthetics. He was intrigued with my story and wanted to help me, especially when he found out that I was just seventeen. “You would be my youngest patient and I would love to see your progress as you transition into a complete woman.” “I would like nothing better doc but I still need my parent’s approval if I am going to take any hormones.” I informed him. “Looking like you do I don’t think your parent’s are going to object for you to start your transition now.” He said smiling